"I-I... I don't know who you are. Please let me go." I lied and tried swerving around her. She blocked my path again. Her face was a pale shade of white, her eyes bright blue.

"You do know who I am, Ari-"

"Stop. My name is Chelsea and I have no idea who you are. Please leave me alone." She sighed and ran here fingers through her dark blue hair, looking around and taking my hand. I try yanking away but she holds on tighter.

"Follow me. We can't talk in front of so many people."

"I am not following you ANYWHERE." I scoffed. She looked at me with pleading eyes. I looked away from them. I knew who she was but I would never follow her just so she can trash the boys. Ashton needs me now and I'm going to be there.

"Ari- Chelsea, please. Just let me talk." Alyx says. I stare at her, thinking of what to do. Run away now without looking back or letting her talk?

"You've got 10 minutes." I say. She smiles, showing crooked teeth. She pulls me towards a small cafe across the street. I look down at her pale arm to see a scar going from her knuckles all the way up her sleeve, never ending. I wonder where it came from...

Once we arrived and sat down we were silent. No noise. She stared at me somewhere in another world. I was going very uncomfortable. Why did she even want to talk to me about. Everything that she will say won;t change what I think about them.

"They took me a few years ago. I got home from my boyfriend's house and there was a box Inside it was my favorite flower. A white rose." I gasped slightly, shooting my head up from the table to look at her.

"My favorite flower is a rose." She nodded slowly and I lost her again. I wait about 5 minutes before she spoke again.

"The note said that he was watching me and that I had to be good. I was stupid enough to invite my friend over. When they came..." She wiped her face with a groan then looked back at me.

"You're name is Ariel. Chelsea is just a name they want you to believe you have. They want to take over you." And there it is.

"No, Alyx. They want to protect me. Everything you say about them is a lie." I stand up quickly. She stands with me.

"Please..."

"No! Just stop! All they ever did was keep me safe! You're the one trying to take over me!" I was getting tired of this. The police and now her. I never asked for this.

"Me?! You are so clueless, Ariel! Have you not noticed what they've done to you?! They ruined your life just like they ruined mine!" She yelled. I stomp up to her so our faces were only inches apart. My heart was racing and adrenaline was pumping.

"My life was already ruined. If anything they made my life better. So say what you want about those men but you're one hundred percent wrong." I say behind gritted. She sighed and backed away from me. I grab my book bag and walk out of the cafe.

I was pissed off beyond belief. I can't believe this. I stomp down the sidewalk, jaw set and face hard. I needed to get North and fast. Every mile I go I remind myself why I'm doing this. For Ashton. I walk past homeless people imagining Ashton like that. That's what motivated me.

I stop at an old motel late at night. I get the cheapest room possible and collapse on the moth eaten bed that smells like sex. At least it was only $15. I yank off the blankets, sheets, and pillows. I'm aware I will freeze but I couldn't care less right now. Opening my back pack, I take out my journal and pen.

Dear Journal,
Well, I'm sitting on a naked bed in an old hotel. Beds are banging against the walls from rooms next to mine. I probably won't get any sleep tonight. I'll be searching for Ashton for a while at this rate. I don't know where I am or when I'll get to where I need to get but I'm not giving up now. I've come too far. I've abandoned Mikey, walked miles, asked the same question to about 40 people, fought with someone who has been through what I have. Ashton, Luke, Calum, and Michael are like my family... I can't quit on them

Notes

Song Recommendations

• Just Saying ~ 5 Seconds Of Summer
• Damned If I DO Ya (Damned If I Don't) ~ All Time Low
• Fool's Gold ~ One Direction
• A Day To Remember ~ Pierce The Veil
• Knives and Pens ~ Black Veil Brides

QOTD: "Life gives you enough scars. You don't need to manufacture your own." ~Andy Biersack

I had such a good birthday yesterday. I suffered through school, faced mild winds and got laughed at because I was crying (it was the wind), then when I got on the bus everyone was fucking yelling in my ear. When I got home my sister decided to make my head ache even worse by throwing a damn temper tantrum. My parents went to a party so I had to watch my bratty sisters with my brother. I took a nap and woke up with a scratchy throat and an EVEN WORSE headache.
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But I got some band merch!!!!!

How was your guys' day? I hope it was really good because your day should always be full of love and sunshine. If someone is being mean to you don't be afraid to tell me :))

Should I make a Luke P.O.V or keep focusing on Ariel/Chelsea?????

~Chelsea :) :) :) :)