H A D L E Y ~After Xanthe Left~

Speechless, my mind was everywhere, he finally lost it.

"I want you to love me Hadley!" His voice heavy and loud.

"I don't want to love you! You sicken me!" That earned another belting, I didn't care, I was past that now.

"I'll make you love me," I scoffed and shook my head.

"No," I sternly said, he moved closer to me, crouching in front of me, his breath tickled my face, I remained still.

"You know it'll happen," I began to cry, this time I'll never leave, no matter what. This is my life now, I felt my chains fall off my wrists making my arms drop, next was my ankles, I looked at him, his eyes were soft but his face was stern and hard.

"I'll take you to your room," My room? Who is he?

I was carried up from the basement and taken up a flight of stairs and to the first door on the left which I'm guessing is my room, It was normal, bed, the usual. He put me down and I stood there awkwardly, I was scared and he knew that, it's what pleasures him.

"There's clothes and stuff for you and the remote is on the desk," I forgot I was in just under garments, I quietly thanked him and stood there not knowing what to do.

"You can go shower and rest, I'll bring your dinner up when it's ready," He scratched the back of his neck and walked out of the room, I was shocked, who is this man? This isn't the Harry I knew... I shook it off and went to the bathroom to shower.

I stood there, I cried and stared at myself in the mirror. I was disgusting. My eyes were sunken, my eyes colourless, cuts and bruises scattered all over my body. I was worse than the last time he 'took' me, I cringed when I got into the hot shower but I relaxed once I got used to it. I finished in the shower and walked into my bedroom heading to my dresser, I grabbed leggings, an oversized t-shirt and panties, upon getting dressed Harry walked in with my food, he saw I was getting dressed and quickly turned away, what the hell?

"It's okay, I-I'm dressed now," He turned around and slightly smiled and put my food on the desk, I thanked him quietly and sat on the chair and scoffed my food down not caring about him watching.

He left after I was done with my food, now I was laying on my bed, I couldn't sleep, I was scared. Scared of the feelings I knew I had for him, the feelings that never went away.

Notes

Omg happy new years!!


and holy cow! her feelings were never really gone! so three updates today lucky ducks! I hope you're enjoying this!

So maybe you do or don't know this but I'm pregnant! I'm so happy! I went to a scan today and they're beautiful, hearing your babys heartbeat:) Next scan I find out the gender I'm hoping it's a girl! do you have any good girl names? comment below!!

xoxo Olivia