The Way You Look Tonight
Ville De L'amour
Lalaine's POV
After I gave my good bye kiss to Harry, I quickly went up to the train. It's good to come back to London again!
I tweeted a picture of me since I got bored on the train.
Ville De L'amour pic.twitter.com/fjh234klnH5H
After tweeting, I texted my grandparents. I missed them so much.
To: Nanny; Pappy
Hey nan and pap. I'm on my way to London now. I miss you both. I am so excited to see some of my pics with One Direction and Zayn's girlfriend, Melissa. See my pic on Twitter now. I love youuuu! :)
It's going to be a long way back home and I am so tired from all the tears I've fallen in Paris.. Since I don't know what to do, I went to stare the view outside. I thought of everything about Paris: Melissa, Zayn and Harry.
For Melissa:
I know we're in good terms now and thankfully she understood the facts between Zayn and me. Though I know Zayn will have lesser time on me now, I wish when I have the chance to bond with Zayn she'll not make some issues and make it as a big deal for her. I know Melissa is great, lovely and awesome in her best way too, somehow.. But how about for love? Is she the typical girl that would really fight for love? Will she understand everything especially our past? Will she respect the strong relationship of Zayn and me?
For Zayn:
Though I know now that he loved me from our past, I know there would still be no chance for US. I don't know. Maybe I just assumed it really.. I hope Zayn and I's relationship will still be the way we had after I confessed it to him... The way we used to be as best friends... A while ago, as we ate our lunch, the way Zayn treat me is like somehow still the same but in an another twist. It's like he knew about me and Harry. What's that for? Zayn never compelled me to love or even tried to talk about love eversince we were on our High school. But now what happened? Ugh.... Maybe now I'll just try to get over for my love. Oh, no not really.. Maybe spend time for him without any thoughts of benefits. He just cared for me. He just really love me because I am his best friend, the best friend who knows everything of him..
For Harry:
Ugh for Harry? I don't know. I really don't know what's with US. We're not the way we used to be like when I am still in school. I don't really know but somehow when I am with him I feel so happy.. Happy in the way best friends were.. Ugh. Are we really best friends? Harry treated it with benefits. From our date yesterday, it's really fucking awkward. He used to say other mindful thoughts that we aren't supposed to be.. But.. Ah. Harry is so sweet. He's too romantic. The way he express his feelings towards me is so appealing. From all the things that the old woman say and Tracy's, I think they are both telling me that I am happy when I am with Harry and seriously I don't need to think about Zayn? Ohhh. No. Maybe they are just trying to help me to think whether to choose Harry or Zayn?? Oh. I don't know. Oh my God. Why Harry? I am not suppose to care and love him. He's a fucker. He's a player. He's a popstar. I don't deserve him. He deserves more than me too like Jewls Lawrence... Harry. Harry. Harry. Am I inlove with you? That curly headed boy with a cheeky dimples. With a dazzling emerald eyes? Ahhh. I don't know. All the thoughts from our date.. The letters he gave... The necklace.. The password.. Babyy... and, and.. The kiss I gave...
I shook my head to turn back to reality. I am so tired of thinking and realising confusive thoughts. I just really have to think about me. Me and me. Not Harry, not Melissa and not Zayn. I shouldn't care about love. I am used to it by the way. I just really need to think about my present and my grandparents. That's all. I gave a deep breath and closed my eyes for a while.
Suddenly, my phone vibrated. It's a message from Harry and my grandparents.
From: Harry Styles
I love the way you said the word Baby. I love you Laine. I know I'll get you soon. :) Takecare my princess. *wink
My eyes widened from the text of Harry. Fuck. What's with that messy boy? I'll get you soon? Huh? Whatever. I rolled my eyes and opened the other one.
From: Nanny
Hey sweety. How's Paris? We miss you too. When will you go here? I think you're getting sexier. Keep it up. We love you, dearest beautiful girl. Who is he? :) He's great. You have one mission!!! :)
I was shocked from the photo they've sent to me. Where did they got this? Oh my God. It's a picture from yesterday. I quickly replied to my nanny about it.
To: Nanny
Nanny he's my friend okay? Haha. I'll go home soon. Love you! :)
After I gave my good bye kiss to Harry, I quickly went up to the train. It's good to come back to London again!
I tweeted a picture of me since I got bored on the train.
Ville De L'amour pic.twitter.com/fjh234klnH5H
After tweeting, I texted my grandparents. I missed them so much.
To: Nanny; Pappy
Hey nan and pap. I'm on my way to London now. I miss you both. I am so excited to see some of my pics with One Direction and Zayn's girlfriend, Melissa. See my pic on Twitter now. I love youuuu! :)
It's going to be a long way back home and I am so tired from all the tears I've fallen in Paris.. Since I don't know what to do, I went to stare the view outside. I thought of everything about Paris: Melissa, Zayn and Harry.
For Melissa:
I know we're in good terms now and thankfully she understood the facts between Zayn and me. Though I know Zayn will have lesser time on me now, I wish when I have the chance to bond with Zayn she'll not make some issues and make it as a big deal for her. I know Melissa is great, lovely and awesome in her best way too, somehow.. But how about for love? Is she the typical girl that would really fight for love? Will she understand everything especially our past? Will she respect the strong relationship of Zayn and me?
For Zayn:
Though I know now that he loved me from our past, I know there would still be no chance for US. I don't know. Maybe I just assumed it really.. I hope Zayn and I's relationship will still be the way we had after I confessed it to him... The way we used to be as best friends... A while ago, as we ate our lunch, the way Zayn treat me is like somehow still the same but in an another twist. It's like he knew about me and Harry. What's that for? Zayn never compelled me to love or even tried to talk about love eversince we were on our High school. But now what happened? Ugh.... Maybe now I'll just try to get over for my love. Oh, no not really.. Maybe spend time for him without any thoughts of benefits. He just cared for me. He just really love me because I am his best friend, the best friend who knows everything of him..
For Harry:
Ugh for Harry? I don't know. I really don't know what's with US. We're not the way we used to be like when I am still in school. I don't really know but somehow when I am with him I feel so happy.. Happy in the way best friends were.. Ugh. Are we really best friends? Harry treated it with benefits. From our date yesterday, it's really fucking awkward. He used to say other mindful thoughts that we aren't supposed to be.. But.. Ah. Harry is so sweet. He's too romantic. The way he express his feelings towards me is so appealing. From all the things that the old woman say and Tracy's, I think they are both telling me that I am happy when I am with Harry and seriously I don't need to think about Zayn? Ohhh. No. Maybe they are just trying to help me to think whether to choose Harry or Zayn?? Oh. I don't know. Oh my God. Why Harry? I am not suppose to care and love him. He's a fucker. He's a player. He's a popstar. I don't deserve him. He deserves more than me too like Jewls Lawrence... Harry. Harry. Harry. Am I inlove with you? That curly headed boy with a cheeky dimples. With a dazzling emerald eyes? Ahhh. I don't know. All the thoughts from our date.. The letters he gave... The necklace.. The password.. Babyy... and, and.. The kiss I gave...
I shook my head to turn back to reality. I am so tired of thinking and realising confusive thoughts. I just really have to think about me. Me and me. Not Harry, not Melissa and not Zayn. I shouldn't care about love. I am used to it by the way. I just really need to think about my present and my grandparents. That's all. I gave a deep breath and closed my eyes for a while.
Suddenly, my phone vibrated. It's a message from Harry and my grandparents.
From: Harry Styles
I love the way you said the word Baby. I love you Laine. I know I'll get you soon. :) Takecare my princess. *wink
My eyes widened from the text of Harry. Fuck. What's with that messy boy? I'll get you soon? Huh? Whatever. I rolled my eyes and opened the other one.
From: Nanny
Hey sweety. How's Paris? We miss you too. When will you go here? I think you're getting sexier. Keep it up. We love you, dearest beautiful girl. Who is he? :) He's great. You have one mission!!! :)
I was shocked from the photo they've sent to me. Where did they got this? Oh my God. It's a picture from yesterday. I quickly replied to my nanny about it.
To: Nanny
Nanny he's my friend okay? Haha. I'll go home soon. Love you! :)
8/3/13