The Way You Look Tonight
Silent Place
"Um I think we should both leave you first, right Melissa?" Harry sounded as he let me go by my own. I don't want go Harry let go. He's the one I could lean on now. I hugged Harry tight, telling him not to go.
"Laine. We should let you talk by your own." Harry talked near my ears.
I again shook my head. "Don't let me go, Harry." I said in a cracked voice. Tears were starting to flow all over Harry's shirt. I am so ashamed to Zayn. I didn't think. I shouldn't have love him..
"Babe, you better go to our room first." Zayn sounded.
As soon as Melissa go to their room, Harry quickly confronted me, stroking my back with his soft touches.
"Laine." An innocent voice sounded in front of me.
"Z-zayn. I'm sorry." I said softly, tears were falling as I lowered my eyes from his stare. My hands were still on Harry's. I couldn't let him go. I need him now. What if Zayn will hate me?
He sat beside me. And grabbed my left hand. "Laine look at me."
"Laine, don't be stubborn. Look at me now." He commanded straightly. I stared at him as I let Harry's hand let go of me.
"Mate I'll talk to you later. Leave us first please." Zayn pleaded to Harry. He followed his command without even glancing at me.
"No. Harry won't go. Harry wait pl-" I protested but Zayn stopped me from the door.
He locked it properly and I let myself go from Zayn's hold. I rolled my eyes on Zayn and hid under my duvet. "Laine talk to me. Don't hide please." He said as he touched my arms.
"No!! I don't want to talk to you Zayn!!!" I screamed.
He immediately pulled the duvet that surrouds me and placed it on the floor. I quickly stood and sat on my bed hugging my legs too tight. I cried on myself. I don't know how to quit this conversation.
"What do you want?" I asked in tears without staring him.
"How come you said that?" He asked expressionless. The silence from the room was so annoying. I hate being in a silent place.
"Wanna know everything Zayn? Huh?" I asked as I stared him with my reddish eyes. He slowly nodded to me and I gulped to speak.
"What I've said a while ago is true Zayn. I love you. I don't know why I've fallen for my best friend, for YOU. It hurts though.." Tears were overpouring on my face. I gently wiped them with my hands as I brokenly gasped for air. "On our high school years, I've been one of all the girls who desires for you, too but you know, I refused the truth. I didn't- I didn't think that my love for you will still be the same until now. Erm. I don't know. I just- ." I said and then walked away from Zayn. I went to the room next to me which was Harry's room. I quickly locked it as I entered the room.
I am gasping for air. My face is so messy from the tears I've fallen. I went to sat on the floor and cry. I can hear Zayn knocking the door but I just shook my head and cried all over my legs.
"Laine." A soft British accent sounded.
I quickly stood up from my weak foot and placed my arms to wrapped myself to Harry. I cried loud on his chest. I don't want to talk. I just want to cry and cry all night.
"Laine. We should let you talk by your own." Harry talked near my ears.
I again shook my head. "Don't let me go, Harry." I said in a cracked voice. Tears were starting to flow all over Harry's shirt. I am so ashamed to Zayn. I didn't think. I shouldn't have love him..
"Babe, you better go to our room first." Zayn sounded.
As soon as Melissa go to their room, Harry quickly confronted me, stroking my back with his soft touches.
"Laine." An innocent voice sounded in front of me.
"Z-zayn. I'm sorry." I said softly, tears were falling as I lowered my eyes from his stare. My hands were still on Harry's. I couldn't let him go. I need him now. What if Zayn will hate me?
He sat beside me. And grabbed my left hand. "Laine look at me."
"Laine, don't be stubborn. Look at me now." He commanded straightly. I stared at him as I let Harry's hand let go of me.
"Mate I'll talk to you later. Leave us first please." Zayn pleaded to Harry. He followed his command without even glancing at me.
"No. Harry won't go. Harry wait pl-" I protested but Zayn stopped me from the door.
He locked it properly and I let myself go from Zayn's hold. I rolled my eyes on Zayn and hid under my duvet. "Laine talk to me. Don't hide please." He said as he touched my arms.
"No!! I don't want to talk to you Zayn!!!" I screamed.
He immediately pulled the duvet that surrouds me and placed it on the floor. I quickly stood and sat on my bed hugging my legs too tight. I cried on myself. I don't know how to quit this conversation.
"What do you want?" I asked in tears without staring him.
"How come you said that?" He asked expressionless. The silence from the room was so annoying. I hate being in a silent place.
"Wanna know everything Zayn? Huh?" I asked as I stared him with my reddish eyes. He slowly nodded to me and I gulped to speak.
"What I've said a while ago is true Zayn. I love you. I don't know why I've fallen for my best friend, for YOU. It hurts though.." Tears were overpouring on my face. I gently wiped them with my hands as I brokenly gasped for air. "On our high school years, I've been one of all the girls who desires for you, too but you know, I refused the truth. I didn't- I didn't think that my love for you will still be the same until now. Erm. I don't know. I just- ." I said and then walked away from Zayn. I went to the room next to me which was Harry's room. I quickly locked it as I entered the room.
I am gasping for air. My face is so messy from the tears I've fallen. I went to sat on the floor and cry. I can hear Zayn knocking the door but I just shook my head and cried all over my legs.
"Laine." A soft British accent sounded.
I quickly stood up from my weak foot and placed my arms to wrapped myself to Harry. I cried loud on his chest. I don't want to talk. I just want to cry and cry all night.
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