"Hellooo Summer!"




I screamed as I woke up joyfully on my bed. I love the sun striking on my fair skin. I can spend a lot of time on beach. Yahoooo!! Seriously I feel happy about summer since I can spend time with my grannies in Bradford. Though I have lesser friends for now, I actually turned to be the toughest fighter of all. The boys started already their tour for most of the European countries. I miss them so much and really can't expect that tomorrow I'll see them in France. They invited me to go there to watch their concerts. I miss Zayn so much. I wonder if he misses me too.



I quicky packed my things for tomorrow. After, I grabbed my phone and saw message from Harry.




From: Harry Styles
Miss you princess! Haven't talk a lot since the dance concert. See you tomorrow. :)



To: Harry Styles
Miss you all!! :) See ya!!!! :)



After replying Harry, I went to the mall to spend my day there. As of now, Zayn seldomly text me. Harry and Niall were the one who fill my inbox. They always text me with their fucking cringe jokes.





So after fixing up myself, I quickly went to the mall. I bought some summer outfits and foods that will I take for my flight.I aslo spend my lunch there by my own.. I am so excited. It's Paris. It's just my dream to see the famous Eiffel tower.





Afterwards, I went to the spa and let my body relax from the stress of school. I read a newspaper from my side since the magazines weren't on their month already. I turned the page where the headlines were about One Direction. From there, I've seen a picture from Zayn and a girl. From the article it's a famous Britsh actress in France. She's Melissa Raej. I paused in reading it. Tears from my eyes started to flow. I quickly put down the newspaper and leave the shop. I headed to my car and started to cry. I've been always in love with Zayn. Though I regard it as friends with benefits.




I cried and cried on my car. Head locked on the steering wheel.. Thoughts were running to my mind. I always been in love with Zayn since my high school. I haven't gotten any into a serious relationship then for him. I thought he also loved me. The way I love him. He cared me too much. He's always concerned for me. No one will ever think that we're just friends. But really we are...



Suddenly, my phone lit up. It's from Zayn. I weakly opened it as I wiped spots from my face.


From: Zayn Malik
Tomorrow, I'll let you see someone Laine! You'll surely be happy. See you within a couple of hours now. :)




I thrown my phone on my bag and started to cry again. I know he'll introduce me to that girl. Anyway, I am not famous. Not really rich. Ain't really fit and gorgeous. Ain't really smart. Just that I am talented and that's all. Everyone is still greater of me. I am not the best....





After crying, I wayed myself from the park. I walked alone. I was jealous of all the lovely couples walking hand and hand. I envied all the group of friends chatting on summers. All the families enjoying and having fun. As I let my mind refreshed from the wind of the summer, I saw Mrs. Austens. She's really old but still gorgeous. I smiled at her who was walking by her own too.



"Hi Laine. How are you?" An old voice toned. I quickly grinned at her and answered.



"Hey, I am good. How about you?" She chuckled at me as we wayed on a bench.



"I am good too Laine. Last week, I saw you dancing from the concert. You look so great."




I giggled at what she said and thanked her for it. She also told that she knew what happened that night. She felt sorry for that and shared about the lads too. Mrs. Austens was not a fangirl, but she reads newspapers everyday that's why she knows about everything. She ended our conversation by the headlines about Melissa Raej and Zayn. I quickly gave her a great pretender expression and gave our good byes.


After talking to Mrs. Austens, I went to my flat directly. I cleaned my house since I am going to miss it for now days..