As I'm back from my home, loneliness from it was arround. Seemingly I'm used to it, but.. I don't know. I still love to have someone around. Happenings from school again rotate on my mind. I lost my friends. I don't know what to do know...

Suddenly, the dance concert popped on my mind. That would be by Sunday night already. Since it was Tuesday now, they still have time to decide to it. I messaged the lads, El, and Dani on our group in Viber.


Lalaine: Erm, hey. Can you guise make it up if I'll all invite you to our dance concert in school? My treat. :) x I didn't hope that they'll reply asap since Niall told me that they'll have a meeting this evening.





After freshening up and ate my dinner, I decided to sleep already. I'm too tired of crying by the way... By the 2 in the morning, my phone lit up. I saw messages from my viber and the one recently was a personal message with Harry. I'd first checked our group. I noticed that Louis changed our group name to: I AM LOUIS :) I giggled on seeing it. That bitch..


Zayn: I can make it for you!!!! :)
Eleanor: Seconded lovely xx
Niall: And foods pls pls. :( Bake some cupcakes soon!!!
Danielle: Liam and I can!! See you. Miss you all. x Especially cupcakes of Laine :(
Zayn: But not red velvet pls!!!! Try something like different bc red velvets are mine only. Hohoho
Louis: Darn it Zayn! I'm comin love!!! Laine make sure to dance in front and be the hottest! Hotter than Dani xx ok hahahahahhaha!
Dani: Shit!! Liam suggest something like dark chocolate, mocha, vanilla or banana cupcakes. :)
Louis: Tiramisu cupcakes pls!!! Liam whats with your Baby Nana?
Niall: I would love mocha cupcakes with espresso frosting!! :)
Louis: Footsocks!



I decided to reply with them. They are really hilarious.

Lalaine: Ok I'll make dozens. :)




After answering on my group, I turned to Harry who was online.

Harry: Hi. I don't know if I can make it. :( Hows your day?
Lalaine: Okkk. :) quite bad somehow. You???


After a couple of minutes, my phone lighted again

Harry: Why? Let's video call. Go to your WeChat pls.
Lalaine: Sleepy :(
Harry: Pls. For me.
Lalaine: Ok.



Afterwards, I opened my WeChat and accepted the ring.



"Hey."I said in a sleepy voice.

"How are you?" He said, grinning on me.

"Shut your motherfucking smile Harry. Not time for that!!!" I said now smirking at him too. I stood up to hold my iPad since I used my iPad in for video calls.

We both giggled and somehow both answered our question on how are we. "What's the problem?" He toned seriously.


I yawned and then didn't answer.


"Again, whats the problem?" He repeated, now on his louder tone.



"Are you in a hotel? How's Vegas Haz?" I said, weakly not facing the camera.


"Don't change the topic. I said, what's the problem?" He said, his eyes were seemingly watching what I am doing. I gulped and then talked to him. I told him that I'm good and Niall went to my school and had our lunch.. He's quite a bit not contented.


"I know that were the strengths. What's the weaknesses then?" I don't know what to excuse. He looked so serious. Suddenly, my foot popped on my mind. I let him see my bandaged foot.



"What happened Laine?" He asked in a serious voice. "Look at me please. I didn't asked you to go on WeChat just to talk. I need to see you too. Come on Laine." He encouraged me.


I suddenly gave a soft giggle and went to the camera. "So what now?" I said, eyes locked on him.





"What happened? Was that only your problem??" He asked.


"Yup. I'll quite a bit aching." I replied. I stared Harry for seconds since he's not talking. I study his features, eyebags from him was there.





"Haz, are you okay? Um, you know.. About Tracy.." I asked in a very soft and lovely sound. He simply nodded and gave his good bye. At first I don't want still I am not yet sleepy but he told me to sleep since I need to rest and my foot.