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Sweet Desire

The Right Thing




Louis' POV
"So what happened?" Harry asks as he climbs up on the side as I make us a drink. Work is so quiet today so we've got the chance to catch up about the weekend.

"I don't remember mate. Bella doesn't know either, I just woke up beside her and she was in her-" I pause as someone walks through the door, I wait until they pass us and I turn my attention back to Harry. I lower my voice as I continue,

"She was in her underwear and I had my boxers.." I stop as I don't know whether to tell him anymore. But by the smirk on his face, he wants to know more.

"So you both stripped down to your undies." He grins cheekily and I look away and laugh.

"Not exactly.." I say as I look back at him, his eyes widen as I tell him my boxers were misplaced.

"Your ankles, really?" Harry laughs and I start to laugh too as I shush him, I don't want everyone else to hear.

"But you don't know that Harry." I add as I sip my cup of tea. He nods and smiles as he sips his coffee.

"Some sort of flashback will come back to you, how frustrating you don't know if you slept together." Harry shakes his head as he looks down at his coffee. "That would bug me." He adds and I nod.

It does bug me because I hate not being able to remember what I did. I wish one of us knew what had happened, hopefully Bella or myself will get some kind of memory that will just restore itself.

"Anyway, Bella hasn't returned any of my texts. I think she may be shy about the situation, but I feel so glad that she actually let us get so close." I say as Harry puts his Mug down and jumps down from the side.

"Yeah, she definitely wasn't shy or distant from you on Saturday." Harry smirks and I nod as I think of our night together. "You must have slept together. If your boxers were round your ankles, then you must have." Harry adds and I shrug.

"If I didn't drink so much then I wouldn't have been so drunk and maybe I would have remembered what I was doing" I sigh and Harry nods.

"I remember you two kissing constantly." Harry says and I look at him as he continues to fill me in.

"You two are worse than a pair of girls." We both look up as we say Ben approaching us. Harry stops talking as Ben stands beside us.

"And why are you here?" I ask him as I sip some more of my tea.

"I was in the area so I thought I'd stop by, where's that friend of yours then?" Ben winks and I know he's referring to Bella.

"She's not in today, she's sick." I answer, I'm not sure why Bella hasn't turned up today, David said something about her having the flu. But Harry and I don't buy it, we think she's still suffering from the night out.

"Oh that's a shame." Ben says and I glance to Harry who's frowning at him. "Well I guess I'll leave you too to chat and I'll see you at home." Ben adds and I nod as I say goodbye to him. I turn to Harry and he now frowns at me.

"I don't trust him one bit." Harry snaps as he finishes off his coffee.

"I know Ben and he works, don't worry." I answer as I finish my tea and we place the mugs on the side.

"You may not know him as well as you think you do. I don't like him. I never have." Harry snaps and he walks off as I start to wash our cups up.

It's good that Harry is wary of people, he doesn't just jump into friendships, he has to work people out first to see if he likes them. He's never liked Ben or got a good vibe from him. As for Tom, my other flat mate, Harry gets on with him pretty well. But Harry is wise and I've learnt that as he got the bad vibes off Emily and Holly, I know I should have listened to him so I can't say too much when he's on about Ben.

Prehaps he's right, maybe Ben isn't as genuine as he makes out to be. But unfortunately I can't do anything if he's not done anything wrong to me. But it's good to be wary, I rarely spend time with Ben. He's always out doing his own thing with his own friends, they are all bikers and seem to think they are a 'biker crew' but they're not big or hench enough. I could snap them easily as they're just little boys with toys, it's quite funny really.

Ben is more of a 'pretty' boy, he seems to be over popular with the girls but he can never seem to keep them. I see girls come and go so often I never remember any of their names, but that's his life and I guess he's got to live it however he wishes too.

"Lou, we need to test drive this one" Harry shouts over. I look up at him and nod as I dry my hands.








Bella's POV

"Bella.." Mum says as she slowly opens my bedroom door. I glance up from my computer and I look at her. "Your Dad and I are going to the movies, your sister is out for the night and we won't be hone until later." She adds and I nod.

"Okay, have a nice time." I say as I look back at my computer screen.

"See you later.." Mum says as she goes to walk out,

"Oh, Mum." I call and she turns around and nods at me. "We don't call it the movies anymore, it's the cinema." I smirk and my Mum rolls her eyes.

"It's the same thing, isn't it?" She laughs as she shuts my door and I hear her walk down stairs.

I smile to myself as I think about how old fashioned my parents really are. But I admire them in a way that I wish I have when I'm their age. They do a date night every two weeks, it's something so many couples don't tend to do so it's nice knowing my parents still but that amount of effort in, they still have the love.

Kaytie says: Come on then explain ;) ..

I snap back to my online conversation with Kaytie. I've known her for four years now bit she's not just the average friend, she's the friend that I met online and we just clicked really well.
I tell Kaytie so much more than what I tell my other friends. Although we've never met, I feel like I've known her my whole life. I can't describe how easy I find talking to her, her friendship is highly valuable.

Bella says: Where do I start? :/

I bite my lip as I see 'Kaytie is typing' on my screen. It doesn't take her long to send the message.

Kaytie says: From the beginning. I want to know everything. Everything!

I sigh as I start to type, I tell her everything that had happened on the night put with Louis. With her interrupting with some shocked faces and winks, I continue to tell her that we woke up together and that he doesn't remember anything.

Kaytie says: And do you?

I stare at the three words and I start go slowly type back.

Bella says: Yes.

I know now I have said that she is going to want more, so I know I wanted her advice so I'm going to tell her exactly what I remember. It feels weird that I'm about to tell someone yet Louis still doesn't know.

Kaytie says: Are you okay?

Bella says: We started to get intimate and I ended up doing things with him, but I stopped.

I wait as I see her quickly typing. I hate my habit of biting my nails but this is the sort of situation where I can't stop myself.

Kaytie says: So you had sex with Him? :o

Bella says: I stopped..

Kaytie sayS: Why? I thought you liked him?

Bella says: I do like him, that's why I stopped.

I sigh as I look away in shame from the screen, I know she's sent a message as the sound on my computer notifies me. Bit I don't want to look up because I can't get out of this now. I slowly glance up.
Kaytie says: Because you didn't want it to be your first time with him when he has no idea of what's going on? My heart falls as she's got it spot on, how does she know I feel that way? She writes out another message.

Kaytie says: I've been there before. I made the same mistake

I quickly write back as some sort of comfort over washes me because she knows exactly what it's like.

Bella says: So what did you do after it happened?

Kaytie says: I never told him, so I missed my chance when he went and met this girl who he's now engaged too.

She continues to type but I feel so awful for making all of this remind her of her past. I quickly tell her I'm sorry before reading her next message.

Kaytie says: If I were you, I'd handle everything differently this time around. I'd tell him and just explain everything. Don't do what I did, don't torture your heart.

Bella says: I'm so sorry Kaytie

Kaytie says: Don't be silly, I'm fine. Just do the right thing.
I stare at her last words. The right thing, is that telling Louis? Maybe she is right but what if he doesn't like the truth?

Notes

Hiii
Im so sorry I've not updates in ages, my phone has been broke and for those of you who know, I update by using my phone :/
its still not a hundred percent okay, but it seems to work when it wants to.
Anyway, I hope you like this update, please let me know what you think. Should Bella tell Louis? How do you think he'll take it?

Also who else has a friendship like Bella and Kaytie? I know I have :)
Would love to hear from you all xx

Comments

@NiallandI
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Thank you so much for this story, it is one of my favorites and I'm going to go back and read the whole thing again! Can't wait to see what you come out with next!

I'm so sad it's over but it has been one of the best stories I've read. Thanks for that!

@More than a feeling
You're very welcome, Thank you so much for reading and enjoying it :) x

@Who's Teddy
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