Why love? **************ON HOLD***********************

It was the next day, after my little incident with Niall and Mr.Tomlinson. After Niall left I was contemplating whether or not I should call him. I just needed a shoulder to cry on or a friend to talk to. But I need to face reality I will never get any friends at this rate because of Sally and her possy.

I dragged myself out of bed because its another day of school how dreadful. Today I wanted to dress a little nicer and prettier. I'm looking at my full body mirror examining my body. I have long black/brown hair, a cute button nose with fuller lips with long lashes. I have acne and acne scars I'm not your average Barbie doll I have my flaws. I have really dark brown eyes that can be considered black. And I am a glasses wearer but I wear contacts to school. I'm 5'6 weighing at 95 pounds. I'm a walking plank if you ask me, I'm not hideous nor pretty so I guess I'm a average girl. After examining my body, I needed to get changed I put on some skinny jeans with a nice floral peplum top.

Then I start with makeup foundation mixed with concealer for my acne scars. Kinda winged eyeliner I'm bad at doing it, then a whole ton of mascara, and lip balm to finish off my look. I check one last time examining myself in the mirror, I approve.

I headed downstairs to grab a bowl of cereal. And there's a note on the counter top saying: There's no food go grocery shopping there's money in a envelope on the table. And also I won't be coming home tonight, I'm busy. Love, Mom

Ha I'm sure your busy, busy sleeping with other men. I guess I have to go food shopping tonight.

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It was lunch time I haven't ran into Sally or Mr.Tomlinson. During biology he was keeping his distance from me, he didn't make direct contact with me either. So I guess that's good for me.

I'm looking for Niall or Harry whilst sitting down on the cafeteria table. I don't consider them as my friends, I just want someone to talk to. Guess who just walked through the cafeteria doors guess just guess okay ready are you ready it was the greatest bitch in the world Sally; lets give a big around of applause.

Shit she's coming my way, holy shit Lori duck your face. Shit she saw me already. She's gathering everybody's attention towards us. Everybody's eyes were on me, wow now I see Harry with Niall and Zayn chatting away while staring at me. Oh god I feel so small now. Anxiety washing over me, why does this always happening to me. And today I tried to make a effort to look nice. Now Sally is standing right in front in me with a soda in her hand. She's opening the bottle, while the carbonation is fizzing out. She gave me a sinister look then she spoke "Ladies and Gentleman here is a pathetic slut sitting in front of our eyes she deserves to die, and look she tried to look nice today ha who are you trying to look nice for slut".

After her pep talk she poured the contents all of me. Now I was drenched in the liquid, while everybody was laughing and clapping giving Sally thumbs up. I looked at the boys for their reaction they were just staring in awe beside Zayn he's laughing his ass off. I ran out of the lunch room to the bathroom. I look terrible mascara running down my face my blouse is stained my hair is semi wet. Can this day get any better hitting the sarcasm. I went to the principle's office to borrow extra clothing from the lost and found. I changed into sweats and our school's t-shirt.

After that the day passed by so quick with a blink of a eye. It was time to go home, yes fist pumping the air I'm so excited to go home.

Notes

Part 1. Part 2 is coming your way :)




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