Torn
Everything Has Changed
Everything Has Changed
Spencer's POV
"Wait." I said running back to him. He was already headed down the sidewalk. He looked back. I ran up to him and gave him a big hug. I grasped him.
"You gave me chances." I said, crying into his jacket.
"You needed them." He said holding me tight.
I grabbed his hand and put it to my face. It was cold. "Need a fire to warm up?" I asked. He nodded as he pulled his hand from my cheek. I went up the steps with him close behind. "Wow nice house." He said, examining around. "Thanks I guess." I said. I sat logs in the fire pit and lit them with a match. Soon after adding newspaper, the fire was warm.
I got Niall settled on the couch. I wrapped a blanket around him. I gave him a kiss on his head. He would look at me and give me smiles, my heart would melt. I went to the kitchen and made hot chocolate. I came back out to the couch, with two steaming cups.
I sat the tray down on the table. I handed him a cup as he put the edge to his mouth. As he sat it down he spoke, "that's awesome." I gave him a thumbs up while I took a quick sip from mine. I lifted my legs up and sat them across his. He laid his hands on my knees and rubbed them.
Niall's POV
I sat up and saw sun shoot through the window. I looked behind me and saw Spencer making breakfast. "Morning handsome." She said handing me a plate. I took a bite of eggs and some syrup. "Heck of meal." I said. She gave me a smile, "Glad you liked it." After I was finished she took my plate. She went to the sink and rinsed it off and set it on the dish rack.
The warm blanket covered my body. It was warm. After she cleaned up the whole kitchen, she came and sat down with me. She sat her hand on mine and rubbed it.
Spencer's POV
He laid his head in the back of the couch and sat sideways. He just stared at the connected hands. He looked up at me. I felt his eyes pierced into mine.
Niall's POV
Her body was small as I put my body closer. Our heads moved closer as I tilted. I felt her breath lay on my lips. I pulled my hand into her hair as her's went on my cheeks. I felt a light touch of lips as she looked down. "Don't be afraid." I said, rubbing her head. I saw tears go to her cheeks to my arms. They were warm with fright. She moaned in pain. "Babe I'm here." I said, holding her head on my shoulder. She pulled off after a while as I rubbed her tears. She nodded as she came closer. I felt the vibration of her trembling lip. I put my hand on her waist.
Spencer's POV
I couldn't. I pulled back. I pushed his hands off. "Spencer." He said as I got up. I went to the bathroom leaving the door open. I saw his figure in the door way. I looked in the mirror to see smeared mascara and a red face. "Babe.." He said. "Don't touch me." I said finishing him off. He backed off as he headed to the door. I heard the click. I knew my chance was gone. I couldn't let another man touch me. I was afraid. I was afraid that my past would repeat in my future.
Spencer's POV
"Wait." I said running back to him. He was already headed down the sidewalk. He looked back. I ran up to him and gave him a big hug. I grasped him.
"You gave me chances." I said, crying into his jacket.
"You needed them." He said holding me tight.
I grabbed his hand and put it to my face. It was cold. "Need a fire to warm up?" I asked. He nodded as he pulled his hand from my cheek. I went up the steps with him close behind. "Wow nice house." He said, examining around. "Thanks I guess." I said. I sat logs in the fire pit and lit them with a match. Soon after adding newspaper, the fire was warm.
I got Niall settled on the couch. I wrapped a blanket around him. I gave him a kiss on his head. He would look at me and give me smiles, my heart would melt. I went to the kitchen and made hot chocolate. I came back out to the couch, with two steaming cups.
I sat the tray down on the table. I handed him a cup as he put the edge to his mouth. As he sat it down he spoke, "that's awesome." I gave him a thumbs up while I took a quick sip from mine. I lifted my legs up and sat them across his. He laid his hands on my knees and rubbed them.
Niall's POV
I sat up and saw sun shoot through the window. I looked behind me and saw Spencer making breakfast. "Morning handsome." She said handing me a plate. I took a bite of eggs and some syrup. "Heck of meal." I said. She gave me a smile, "Glad you liked it." After I was finished she took my plate. She went to the sink and rinsed it off and set it on the dish rack.
The warm blanket covered my body. It was warm. After she cleaned up the whole kitchen, she came and sat down with me. She sat her hand on mine and rubbed it.
Spencer's POV
He laid his head in the back of the couch and sat sideways. He just stared at the connected hands. He looked up at me. I felt his eyes pierced into mine.
Niall's POV
Her body was small as I put my body closer. Our heads moved closer as I tilted. I felt her breath lay on my lips. I pulled my hand into her hair as her's went on my cheeks. I felt a light touch of lips as she looked down. "Don't be afraid." I said, rubbing her head. I saw tears go to her cheeks to my arms. They were warm with fright. She moaned in pain. "Babe I'm here." I said, holding her head on my shoulder. She pulled off after a while as I rubbed her tears. She nodded as she came closer. I felt the vibration of her trembling lip. I put my hand on her waist.
Spencer's POV
I couldn't. I pulled back. I pushed his hands off. "Spencer." He said as I got up. I went to the bathroom leaving the door open. I saw his figure in the door way. I looked in the mirror to see smeared mascara and a red face. "Babe.." He said. "Don't touch me." I said finishing him off. He backed off as he headed to the door. I heard the click. I knew my chance was gone. I couldn't let another man touch me. I was afraid. I was afraid that my past would repeat in my future.
7/25/13