Saving Addison White (A famous Harry Styles fanfiction)

When I woke up the next morning I was alone on the couch, I knew that Harry was somewhere in the house because his cell phone was on the table and I could hear him singing a happy tune which made me happy. I liked it when he was happy.


I got off the couch and walked over to the kitchen, music was playing and Harry was dancing to the music. He was so caught up that he didn't even notice me walk into the kitchen, I just took the opportunity to stand back and admiring my beautiful boyfriend.


"Why d'you talk so loud?" he sang to The 1975 song and moved a little, when he turned to where I was standing his smile widened. "How long have you been standing there?"


"Not long enough," I chuckled. "Nice dancing..." I teased.


"Thanks," he walked to the stove and continued making the scrambled eggs. "I hope you're hungry."


"Yeah," I slid into the bar stool and watched as he swiftly made his way through the kitchen. He was so at ease and looked so young and carefree, it was good seeing him so happy again. "What?"


I was pulled back to reality by him asking me that question, I must've been staring and hadn't even noticed. Slightly embarrassed, I flushed and shook my head: "just thinking," I lied and this earned me a peck on the lips.


"What's the plan for tonight?" he asked as he placed my food in front of me. "Bon ap petit!"


"Yum," I bit into my toast and moaned, really he made the best scrambled eggs on toast. "Well I was going to hang around the hotel," I shrugged. "Maybe go shopping... I don't know. I hadn't really planned ahead, this trip was one of those trips." I admitted. "What are you doing?"


"I have to get to the studio in two hours, until then I'll gladly spend my time with you..." he bite into his toast and smiled. "But that's if you like."


"I love," I smiled and chuckled. "After breakfast I'll shower and then we can do something... together."


Quickly, we finished our breakfast. I went into my bedroom to strip out of my clothing and just as I finished wrapping a towel around my body I felt someone wrapping their arms around my waist and pull me towards them.


"Harry, come on I have to shower..."


"Later," he mumbled into my ear and bit the lower lobe. "I've missed you..." he kissed me and I turned so I was facing him. "And if my memory serves me correctly, we were in the middle of doing something yesterday at the studio..."


"Really?" I acted confused and placed my finger on my lower chin. "Wanna remind me? I seem to have forgotten..."


His lips came into contact with mine and they started moving together. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist, entangling my fingers in his hair and pulling his face to mine. Yeah, I was missing him a lot and all I wanted to do was have sex with him -- as crude as it sounded.


"Bed," I mumbled softly and he walked me to the king sized bed, laid me on it then separated my legs and got in between them, connecting our lips again.


Savagely, we undressed each other -- throwing the clothes around -- and I bit my lower lip when I got a glimpse of Harry's torso, he must've been going to the gym a lot. I was breathless but I still couldn't get enough, I pulled him to me and my arms travelled down his back as he left a trail of sloppy kisses down my neck and collarbones. I stifled a moan by biting hard on my lower lip.


I collapsed onto Harry's chest, which was slightly damp from the sweat that had collected on it, and let my breathing regulate. I closed my eyes and took the moment in, it had been a while since I last had sex and it's been longer since I last had sex with Harry and like always he never failed to disappoint me.


"Are you sleeping?"


My mouth curved into a lazy smile and I shook my head, I was drunk on the sex high. I didn't want to talk much, just rest on his beautiful chest. He kissed me on the top of my head.


"Well I'm going to shower," he tried to slip out of bed but I grabbed his hand.


"Stay here," I groaned and pouted a little. "Please..."


He didn't put up much of a fight, he simply got into the bed and cuddled with me. I must've drifted off to sleep and when I woke up there was buzzing on the bedside table next to me. I reached for the phone and without checking caller ID I answered.


"Hello," I croaked out softly.


"Addison, don't you think it's a little too late for you to still be asleep?" I froze and all of a sudden I felt sick.


"Mom?"


"Well done dear!" she was sarcastic and so cold. "Do you enjoy getting into trouble?" I scowled, of course she couldn't see me. "I thought I told you to stay away from Harry Styles..."


"I don't understand what you mean," I stuttered throughout the whole sentence.


"Oh let's not play dumb!" she snapped causing me to jump a little. "Why are you in London? And don't give me the 'I'm visiting friends' bullshit because I'm not going to buy it."


I stayed silent, unsure of what to tell her. Of course I wasn't going to be able to tell her about Harry and me. She was going to freak out.


"I'm here on vacation..."


"Liar!" she yelled so loudly that my ear started vibrating a little. "Why was he at your hotel last night? Come on Addison, I thought you were smarter than that. The both of you are followed by paparazzi 24/7... you honestly thought you could get away with it?"


"I don't know what..."


"Don't lie to me! Have you forgotten that I'm your mother and know when you're lying to me?" Molly was horrible. "I guess you don't care about him at all, have you forgotten the deal we made?"


"Mom..."


"If you continue seeing the boy I'm going to ruin not yours but his career... Did you forget our little deal?" I didn't reply. "I want you to end things with him, or else tomorrow morning Styles will be on every gossip rag. I don't think you want that..."


"I don't think..."


"No, you never think Addison!" I shut my eyes stopping the tears from falling. "You don't think which is why you're always in trouble with the law and everyone around you."


"Is that all?" I asked in an alarmingly low voice. "I have a boyfriend to break-up with..."


She didn't say goodbye, she simply hung up and I was left feeling angry and confused. What was I going to say to Harry? I knew he was going to refuse breaking up because he was the way he is. I fell back onto my pillow and closed my eyes: "Lord, help me..."


An hour later I was at the studio, the boys were all recording a chorus for one of the songs. Their faces lit up a little when they saw me walk in, I tried to smile back but it ended up looking false which I didn't want.


"Addie, is everything okay love?" Louis asked when they stepped out. "You look a little gloom, London weather not agreeing with you?"


I chuckled softly: "no, I guess it's not..."


I turned to Harry who was looking at me with much concern. I gave him a reassuring smile but he wasn't buying it. I took a seat between Zayn and Liam, I didn't want to sit next to Harry because it was going to make everything more painful.


"What did you think of the song?"


I turned to Niall and chuckled again: "I loved it. What's it called?"


"18, it was written by Ed Sheeran..." he explained but I kinda switched off, unintentionally of course and the next thing I knew I was being nudged by Liam. "Addison love, you're crying..."


Oh God, I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes and shook my eyes. I was going to lie and say it was the wind but they weren't stupid, they were going to know I was lying to them. I got off my seat and ran out of the booth, trying not to cause a scene a lot -- if that was even possible.


I walked into one of the doors and shut it behind me. I paced up and down the room, talking myself down. I didn't want to end things with Harry of course because I loved him and I was so happy with him. Why couldn't my mom see that? Why didn't she want me happy? Why was she so cold to me?


"Addison," I heard Harry from behind me and my breath hitched. I slowly turned to him and started to sob uncontrollably. "Addison, what's going on with you?"


He walked to where I was standing, tried to touch me but I took a step back. Him touching me was only going to make what was to come next a lot harder. I needed to be cold and him touching me was going to soften me.


"I'm in..." I choked on the words, how was I going to do it? "I-I... Harry, I'm in love with another!"


His eyebrows knitted together and his hands dropped to his sides: "what are you... What are you talking about?"


"I'm in love with another guy Harry," I said it so quickly and a little louder, I didn't sound convincing at all. "I've been meaning to tell you, so many times but..." I shook my head and closed my eyes. "I'm so sorry Harry."


I didn't make any moves towards him in case he retaliated which I doubted he was going to do. He shook his head in disbelief, raked his fingers through his hair and shook his head.


"You're lying to me..." he didn't sound so sure. "You're lying to me!" he shouted, the veins in his forehead popping out.


I slowly shook my head and shut my eyes, separating my lips slightly. I didn't want to break his heart, I didn't want him feeling what I felt the day he told me about his little affair with my mother. I loved him with all my heart, I wanted to hold him and tell him I was only lying but I couldn't.


"I'm not," I whispered. "I didn't mean to but with you away and everything..." I shrugged my shoulders and shook my head. "I fell in love with..."


"Stop!" he yelled. "Just stop it!" he kicked one of the tables and broke a vase causing me to jump a little in fright. "Just..." his voice broke and I saw his eyes become red and fill with tears. "Please."


The door burst open and in walked Niall, he didn't go to Harry, instead he walked over to where I was standing and asked me to leave the room which I gladly did. When I got outside, Lou greeted me with open arms and held me tightly.


"I ruined it Lou," I sobbed into his shoulder. "I've ruined us..."

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