Saving Addison White (A famous Harry Styles fanfiction)

Harry’s POV


"Harry mate," said the drunk Irishmen who was sitting next to me. "You have to dance to this song man... It's your favourite."


I turned to look at him and forced a smile on my face. "Yeah, but first I need a drink..." I stumbled onto my feet and headed towards the bar, bumping into people along the way. "One beer please," I told the French waiter on the other end of the counter and as I waited I looked around the club.


All the lads were having a good time, all of them dancing to the music and having a laugh. I did want to be laughing with them but I couldn’t get myself to because I kept thinking about... Her. As I was looking around the club I saw a girl walking towards me. I'd be lying if I said she wasn’t attractive.


She was dressed in a small red number that showed her model legs off, high stilettos but she still wasn’t as tall as me and she had blonde hair that bounced as she walked. A girl like her would've made me go crazy in the past but she did nothing for me, I didn’t care how attractive she was. She wasn’t Addison.


"Hi," she said and I could hear her French accent. "My name is uh... Anais. You eh want to uhm... You want to dance, yes?" she smiled at the end, nervous I figured.


"Uhm..." I looked over her shoulder and realised that Liam and Zayn were looking over at me, both of them encouraging me to say yes to her. "Uhm," I looked back down at the girl... Anais and smile. "Sure."


"Cool," she took my hand and started leading me towards the dance floor. I got thumbs up from Liam and Zayn, Niall and Louis didn’t look to happy about me dancing with Anais. "You can eh dance, no?"


I chuckled softly, I liked her accent. "Yeah, but only a little bit..."


She winked and then started moving seductively up against me, she had a fit body and really did know how to dance. A few drinks later I had her up against the club wall and before I knew it we were on an uber back to the hotel -- I was pretty sure the paparazzi had caught us -- and she was on my bed the second we entered the suite.


"You don’t waste time, no..." she moaned as I left a trail of kisses down her neck.


The sex was great, one of the best sex I’d had in a while and I would've enjoyed it more if I wasn’t thinking of again, Addison, the entire time. I thought I’d been fine, I thought I was over her but then I saw an article about her going out on a date with that John Mayer guy. Nothing was confirmed but it still had an effect on me...


I got out of bed, grabbing my phone and went into the living room. I sat on the couch, room dark and stared at the phone that was in my hand... the contact it was open on is Addison White. I wanted to call her, to see if she was doing okay but I was also very much afraid of rejection... What if she didn’t want to talk to me and said it harshly?


The phone rang in my ear, I was drunk out of mind which was probably why I was being so stupid and I was about to hang up when...


"Hello?"


I stayed silent, too shocked and my head pounding from the adrenaline. The last thing I was expecting was for her to pick her phone up, I was hoping for her voicemail where I could tell her everything I wanted to say without the pressure.


"Harry...?"


"Addison," my voice croaked and I cleared my throat. "Is uh... I was calling to uhm see if you're okay..." my words were running into each and I was saying stupid things. Big ups to me. "How are you?" I said finally.


"I uhm," there was shuffling on the other end of the line. "I've been better... How are you?"


"Good," I lied through my teeth and then a silence fell upon us but neither of us hung up. "I’m probably going to regret this in the morning..."


"Calling me?" she sounded a little wounded. "Are you drunk?" I didn’t answer her. "Is that why you called? Drunk dialling..."


"I called because I wanted to hear your voice," I drawled out. "To see if you're okay..."


"Since when do you care?"


"I've always cared..." She scoffed at my statement. "Addie, you know I care about you. What happened with your mother was just..."


"Yeah, I totally get it," she spoke so softly and there was a hint of tiredness in her voice. "You didn’t mean to hurt me, I understand it now..."


"You do?" I asked in disbelief and she chuckled. "Is it strange that I miss you?" drunk me is the soppiest bloke in the world.


"No because well some days I miss you too..." she admitted softly. "Like today, I couldn’t stop thinking about you..." she trailed off and after a few moments there are a few sniffs, she was crying. "This was a bad idea harry."


"Why is it a bad idea?"


"Because you don’t love me like I love you and it's not like me talking to you right now is going to fix anything, you and I still can't be together. It's just a reality we have to face..." she said it all without taking a single breath.


"No, it's not," I argued. "Who says we can’t be together? Who says we can't fix things? Who says I don’t love you?" She didn’t answer a single thing. "I'm not saying it's going to be easy Addie, heck it's going to be so hard but it'll definitely be worth it at the end... I messed up in the past but let me make it right with you."


"My mother..."


"Doesn’t have to know," I blurted out. "It'll be our little secret, yeah?" I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed. "Say something Addie..."


"Okay," she spoke softly and giggled. "Okay... Our little secret."


"I love you Addison White."


"I love you too Harry and I’ve got to sleep, I have to be at work really early tomorrow morning... Goodnight?"


"Goodnight." She hung up and I sat on the couch grinning like an idiot from ear to ear, it was back to doing the long distance relationship thing and I was looking forward to doing it...

Notes

What a happy chapter but will it last, so many ideas for this but yeah. I’ve also been working on a 5 Seconds of Summer one so that’s been keeping me busy.


So Harry and Addie are together again, yay, but the mom doesn’t know… Uh OH. Yeah, this might blow up in their faces, I had a hard time writing this I won’t lie, currently sitting in front of the TV watching Nat Geo and it’s really inspired me… somehow, yeah weird.


Okay, I’m gonna go now, I’ll see you in the next chapter. Love you.