Saving Addison White (A famous Harry Styles fanfiction)

I loved myself a good party, especially when there was good music and a lot of booze so I couldn’t understand why I wasn’t enjoying myself enjoying myself at the party I was at. Instead I’d gotten myself into a little corner and spent my time staring at Harry as he heavily flirted with one of the blonde haired girls that were at the club who was dressed like a complete slut.


Of course she was prettier than me, had the body of a model and was English which meant that he had that fancy accent everyone liked, I didn’t stand a chance next to her which was why I kept my distance. I was trying really hard not to feel jealous, I wasn’t the type but it was becoming more and more difficult to ignore them, especially since they were flirting so publicly.


I was about to stand up, walk up to the and pulled them apart when I remembered that Harry wasn’t exactly mine and he was free to do whatever the hell he wanted as long as he wasn’t seen doing it so I sat back down and brooded the entire time. I should’ve gotten off my ass and gotten myself an English hottie to spend the night with – after all the only English I’d been with was Harry and it wasn’t going to hurt to try another guy – but I couldn’t, no matter how much I tried.


I looked around the club at everyone else I’d come with, they all seemed to be having a ball. Demi was with Niall and Alexa – Chung who I’d only met just the week before, she was becoming a good friend because we both had a passion for fashion – and they were putting their best dance moves on show for everyone. Zayn and Liam were at the bar taking shots and chatting in-between all of them and I – the supposed party animal – was sitting alone being an antisocial and moping shit.


Louis had decided on not joining us because he was planning on spending every free moment he had with Eleanor. I wish I’d stayed at home too, maybe I wouldn’t have wasted my night watching Harry being unfaithful to me, even though we weren’t really together. I took another gulp of my vodka filled beverage and frowned at how bitter the liquid tasted.


“Everything okay? It’s not like you to not join in the festivities…”


I turned to a concerned looking Alexa, I hadn’t even noticed she’d left Niall and Demi. I’d first met her when I first arrived in England, Harry had introduced the both of us to each other and immediately we’d hit it off. She, Niall and Louis had become my go to people when I needed to find my way around the city since my ‘boyfriend’ was always too busy with other things to give me just an hour of his pressure time.


“I don’t know, you tell me,” I took another gulp of the drink, the bitterness less this time and finishing the glass’s entire content. “If I have to watch him flirt with another girl I just might lose my cool,” I admitted before taking the drink in Alexa’s hand and downing it. It tasted disgusting so I handed it back to her and she laughed at me. “What am I going to do about this Alexa?”


She sighed and looked to where Harry and the girl were standing. At that point they were whispering things in each other’s ears and giggling like little school children. I knew he was drunk but he’d flirted with someone every night we’d gone out together, he knew it annoyed the fuck out of me because every time he did it I told him I didn’t like it but he didn’t seem to consider everything I’d told him.


“I don’t think he does it on purpose,” Alexa didn’t sound too convinced herself. “You know Harry, he’s known for being a bit of a flirt and the whole exclusive relationship thing is relatively new to him, I’m not defending his actions but I’m just asking you to bear with him a little. He’ll come around eventually…”


“And when will that happen? And do you think I’m used to sharing myself with someone? No!” I snapped, I didn’t mean to lash out at Alexa because she was innocent but the whole thing annoyed me. “Maybe staying in London was a bad idea. Maybe I should just end things with him, go home and pretend we never happened,” I sighed. “It won’t be too hard. People will fuss and talk but it will only last a week or two and it will all be over and I’ll carry on living my life without trouble…”


“That’s the alcohol speaking, you mean none of those things. You’re upset and I understand,” she smiled at me. “You won’t feel the same in the morning. Now stop being a drama queen and go onto that dance floor and show Harry what he’s missing out on.”


Both Alexa and I giggled. I looked over to Harry and the blonde one last time then back at Alexa. She was right, I didn’t want to mope around, I wanted to go out and have a blast and no one was going to stop me, I wasn’t going to let it have power over me. I was capable of having a good time without Harry.


“You’re right,” I smiled at the stylish girl sitting beside me, got onto my feet and staggered towards the dance floor to Demi and Niall.


I wasn’t long before I let the music take over and I let loose, the sexy dance moves helped me attract a tall and very attractive guy at the club who’d been checking me out from the moment I stepped onto the floor. Not long after dancing suggestively against each other did we start locking lips. I knew it was a bad idea and it was going to bite me in the ass in the morning but I just couldn’t stop myself, I was just having too much fun. “Take me home,” I murmured against his lips andI felt his lips curving into a smirk.


Pretty soon I was pressed up against the wall of his lobby, the both of us savagely undressing each other and leaving a trail of clothes to the bedroom. I fell back onto his bed and his lips went onto my neck leaving a trail of hot kisses and not long after that we were having full on sex on his king sized bed. I was so tired and worn out after the sex that I immediately fell asleep and when I woke up the next morning I couldn’t remember a single thing.


I forced my eyes open and I was faced with the beautifully sculpted back of a mucho guy with a big tattoo across the back, his dirty blonde hair sticking out in every single direction but down. I tried to prop myself and when I couldn’t I groaned grabbing his attention. He turned to me and smiled awkwardly.


“Oh,” he said rising from the bed, he was only his in his briefs revealing his super toned and sexy body. “You’re awake. I was starting to get a bit worried,” he chuckled softly. “I didn’t want to wake you but your friend called. She said her name was Demi and she told me to tell you that she was on her way to fetch you so I kinda gave her my address…” he trailed off and held out his phone to me.


I was so confused, trying to figure out how I’d gotten there, but took the phone from his hand. I came to no conclusion so I figured I’d ask Demi because she probably had all the answer I was looking for. I knew I’d had sex with Mr Muscles because there was that pain between my legs and I was naked under the bed covers.


“Well I’m going to leave you now, love,” he said awkwardly and only then did I notice the fancy accent he had. His voice was calm and low which made me swoon on the inside. If things weren’t as awkward as they were, I would have pulled him back into bed and rocked his world one last time before leaving him but it would’ve been breaking my rules. “If you need me I’ll be in the kitchen,” he turned to the bedroom door. “You’ll have to excuse me love, I’m not really good at the morning after part… Do you want uhm breakfast maybe?”


I chuckled, shook my head frantically at a complete loss for words something that so rarely happened. All I wanted was to get the hell out of the house and face the music. Demi wasn’t going to be happy with me and was going to lecture me, Naomi too when she found out from Demi then I was going to have to face Harry because although he’d been flirting with the girl not once did he try to kiss her.


“Uhm no,” I managed to say, my voice breaking a little. “When did my uhm au pair… I mean friend call?”


“She called about half an hour ago, she should here any minute now,” he smiled.


“Okay,” I returned the gesture, feeling a little more comfortable. “Thank you.”


“Don’t sweat it love,” he smiled one last time before walking out of the room and closing the door behind him.


Immediately I got out of the bed and got my clothes that were neatly folded on the little chair in the room and put them on. I could pull of the leather pants look and expensive tank top look, I also put on the same shoes I’d worn at the club then I walked over to the mirror to make myself more presentable. My hair was pulled into a messy bun and I tried to remove the make-up.


Afterwards I went to sit on the bed and unlocked my phone to see if I had any messages and I was surprised to see that there weren’t that many. My supposed friends hadn’t even noticed that I was missing. When I heard Demi’s voice in the living room I left the room and I was surprised to see that she was with a frowning Louis. All three of us thanked the kind stranger before going to the car.


It was the quietest and most awkward car ride I’d ever been on but I was surprised to stop at a Starbucks. Without a single word being said the three of us made our way out of the car and into the café, found a little table that was hidden from everyone – being seen with a member of One Direction was going to get us unnecessary attention – and sat in silence before Demi finally broke the silence.


“What the hell was that last night Addie?” she said in a calm voice but I could see the rage in her eyes. “Do you want to sabotage your relationship with Harry?”


I shook my head but didn’t say anything else. I knew that I had to tell someone, I couldn’t keep the secret inside for any much longer, it was only destroying me and what did I have to lose? I’d known Demi for well over a year and over the last few weeks Louis had become a good friend to me. It was just time to test how true our friendship was…

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