No One Can Know
A Week Later
Louis’s P.O.V
Over a week ago me and Harry did something, something unusual but amazing. It was like his body on mine and what we experienced together was like freeing myself from a trap and actually having feeling, feeling of pleasure and excitement. Kinda like I climbed the highest mountain and was able to conquer the world with Harry by my side. I won’t forget that morning, I never will… I just wish it didn’t end so fast, I wish something more happened but of course someone had to ruin my happiness…like it always has been. I wish he would talk to me, I wish he would stop reading my messages and just respond… I sit in my closet curled into my legs crying as I unlock my phone just for it to pop up to the last 13 messages I sent to Harry. I send one more.
“Hey Harry can we talk?”
It comes up read a few minutes later.
“Please Harry I want to talk about that morning…”
It pops up read again, he starts to type but then the bubble disappears.
“Harry please!”
He reads it again, still no answer.
I throw my phone through the open closet door and it lands on my bed. I wipe my face and pull myself off the floor. I put on my Hollister hoodie and grab my keys then head out the door with my hood up and my jeans hanging over my vans. I get to my car then decide ill just walk to his house, I love him enough to do it. Get a hold of yourself Tomlinson! Love?! You almost slept with styles not have a full on relationship. No! I’m tired of trying to hide it from myself. I get to the top of my street and head 3 blocks left then 6 blocks right till I’m at the side walk in front of Harry’s house. I sit there and stare up at the only lit room in the house. I know it’s styles…it’s got to be. I sit there and debate whether or not to throw pebbles to seem romantic or sit and admire his shadow through his curtain. I decided to text him to see what he does when he’s ignoring me, I text him but not just hey but how I feel…just to see if he cares or not. If he does I throw pebbles and sing, I don’t care if I disturb the neighbors or the neighbors dogs, just as long as I make Harry happy. And if he ignores me and doesn’t care well then I’ll make him happy by leaving him alone.
“Harry I know you have been ignoring me and the fact that it happened that morning. I’m sorry if I made you uncomfterable or regret anything. I would take it back if it made you happy. Just please talk to me! I miss you Harry! I miss your dimples, your curly hair and the way you blush when I embarrass you. I miss how you eat or the way you get scared during a horror movie. I miss your cooking and your snoring. I miss having my best friend…”
As I watch him through the curtains he looks and then puts his head in his hands. So I decided to add this last part…
“and I will get off your front lawn and walk back home if you still don’t want to talk…”
He looks up from his hands and wipes a tear from his face then freezes. Then I could see him slowly turn his head to look out the window. He peels back his curtain slowly and once I can see his cute face I couldn’t help but smile. He peeks around and I could see him try to hide his smile and he looks at his phone.
“I’ll be right down…I wanna talk to...”
I felt my heart flip. As he creept out of his front door a few minutes later he kinda jogged over to me. I hugged his thin body while he hugged himself to keep warm in his little jacket.
“Louis…”
“Yes Harry?”
“Did you walk here?”
“Yeah...”
“For me?”
“Yeah…”
“But why?”
“Well Harry I thought a lot and well…you might want to sit down for this.”
We sit on the side walk and I face him and look him in the eyes.
“Harry when we first met I thought you were weird. Like scary weird, like if I talked to you, you would look at me and i'd see you had a little mascara on and you would try to possess my soul.”
He looks down and towards his front door and starts to let a tear fall down his face.
“Well thanks Louis I came out here for that. Thanks for cheering me up.”
He gets up shoving his hands in his jacket pockets and walks a few steps when I grab him by his arm spinning him around. I look him straight in the eyes while I got close to his face and wiped his tears.
“Harry you didn’t let me finish…that’s when I first met you. Then I realized you’re pretty cool and many times we slept over each other’s houses and we had a blast together. Harry you’re my first, my only, and hopefully my long lasting best friend and I’m sorry I messed with your feelings that morning. I thought it would be funny to joke with you, I never would have guessed that would happen.”
“Louis-“
“No Harry I’m not finished. Since that morning nothing and I mean nothing else has been on my mind except what happened that morning and you. Harry I’m surprised your legs don’t hurt because you been running through my mind for over a week.”
He looks down and chuckles at the ground. He showed that smile that I always loved and the one that can change my mood or even my day. I truly loved it…and I loved him. 4 months he has been my best friend and last week I realized I loved him...
“And Harry I had time to think…”
He looks up and stops smiling, he looked worried and I could see he was through his eyes.
“A-a-about what Louis?”
He looks like hes going to cry again so I take his face in my hands, close my eyes and kiss him.
“Harry ever since that morning I realized I have strong feelings for you.”
“What kind of feelings?”
“Strong ones…”
“How strong Louis?”
I go over to his ear and whisper so softly so I could hear his breathe get heavier.
“I love you Harold Edward Styles.”
I step back to look at his face and he wasn’t moving, he didn’t have any expression, he just stared at me. Finally after a minute of dead silence Harry speaks up.
“Louis follow me.”
He grabs my hand and leads me to his front door. We sneak up the stairs past his sleeping cat on the couch and get into his room. He closes the door behind us and locks it.
“Harry what are you doing?”
He faces me and shushes me then kisses me while pushing me towards his bed. I fall on the bed and our lips separate, I look up at Harry and he starts to take off his shirt. He then gets on top of me and pushes me down by using his hand on my chest then goes down by my ear and whispers his words softly into my ear.
“I love you too Louis and I’m going to show you just how much I love you.”
He kisses me hard on the mouth and starts to make his tongue creep in. He then licks the roof of my mouth and kisses me once more. He then makes his way down to my neck and starts to playfully bit it while moving his tongue in a circle around the bitten spot. A moan escapes my throat.
Harry’s P.O.V
A moan escapes Louis lips as I bite and lick his neck harder each time.
“Louis you can’t moan, I haven’t even started.”
“Then Hurry I am aching!”
“No, no Louis remember what I said, the more you beg the more I tease.”
He throws his had back and I kiss him on the lips, this is definitely a night neither of us will forget.
Over a week ago me and Harry did something, something unusual but amazing. It was like his body on mine and what we experienced together was like freeing myself from a trap and actually having feeling, feeling of pleasure and excitement. Kinda like I climbed the highest mountain and was able to conquer the world with Harry by my side. I won’t forget that morning, I never will… I just wish it didn’t end so fast, I wish something more happened but of course someone had to ruin my happiness…like it always has been. I wish he would talk to me, I wish he would stop reading my messages and just respond… I sit in my closet curled into my legs crying as I unlock my phone just for it to pop up to the last 13 messages I sent to Harry. I send one more.
“Hey Harry can we talk?”
It comes up read a few minutes later.
“Please Harry I want to talk about that morning…”
It pops up read again, he starts to type but then the bubble disappears.
“Harry please!”
He reads it again, still no answer.
I throw my phone through the open closet door and it lands on my bed. I wipe my face and pull myself off the floor. I put on my Hollister hoodie and grab my keys then head out the door with my hood up and my jeans hanging over my vans. I get to my car then decide ill just walk to his house, I love him enough to do it. Get a hold of yourself Tomlinson! Love?! You almost slept with styles not have a full on relationship. No! I’m tired of trying to hide it from myself. I get to the top of my street and head 3 blocks left then 6 blocks right till I’m at the side walk in front of Harry’s house. I sit there and stare up at the only lit room in the house. I know it’s styles…it’s got to be. I sit there and debate whether or not to throw pebbles to seem romantic or sit and admire his shadow through his curtain. I decided to text him to see what he does when he’s ignoring me, I text him but not just hey but how I feel…just to see if he cares or not. If he does I throw pebbles and sing, I don’t care if I disturb the neighbors or the neighbors dogs, just as long as I make Harry happy. And if he ignores me and doesn’t care well then I’ll make him happy by leaving him alone.
“Harry I know you have been ignoring me and the fact that it happened that morning. I’m sorry if I made you uncomfterable or regret anything. I would take it back if it made you happy. Just please talk to me! I miss you Harry! I miss your dimples, your curly hair and the way you blush when I embarrass you. I miss how you eat or the way you get scared during a horror movie. I miss your cooking and your snoring. I miss having my best friend…”
As I watch him through the curtains he looks and then puts his head in his hands. So I decided to add this last part…
“and I will get off your front lawn and walk back home if you still don’t want to talk…”
He looks up from his hands and wipes a tear from his face then freezes. Then I could see him slowly turn his head to look out the window. He peels back his curtain slowly and once I can see his cute face I couldn’t help but smile. He peeks around and I could see him try to hide his smile and he looks at his phone.
“I’ll be right down…I wanna talk to...”
I felt my heart flip. As he creept out of his front door a few minutes later he kinda jogged over to me. I hugged his thin body while he hugged himself to keep warm in his little jacket.
“Louis…”
“Yes Harry?”
“Did you walk here?”
“Yeah...”
“For me?”
“Yeah…”
“But why?”
“Well Harry I thought a lot and well…you might want to sit down for this.”
We sit on the side walk and I face him and look him in the eyes.
“Harry when we first met I thought you were weird. Like scary weird, like if I talked to you, you would look at me and i'd see you had a little mascara on and you would try to possess my soul.”
He looks down and towards his front door and starts to let a tear fall down his face.
“Well thanks Louis I came out here for that. Thanks for cheering me up.”
He gets up shoving his hands in his jacket pockets and walks a few steps when I grab him by his arm spinning him around. I look him straight in the eyes while I got close to his face and wiped his tears.
“Harry you didn’t let me finish…that’s when I first met you. Then I realized you’re pretty cool and many times we slept over each other’s houses and we had a blast together. Harry you’re my first, my only, and hopefully my long lasting best friend and I’m sorry I messed with your feelings that morning. I thought it would be funny to joke with you, I never would have guessed that would happen.”
“Louis-“
“No Harry I’m not finished. Since that morning nothing and I mean nothing else has been on my mind except what happened that morning and you. Harry I’m surprised your legs don’t hurt because you been running through my mind for over a week.”
He looks down and chuckles at the ground. He showed that smile that I always loved and the one that can change my mood or even my day. I truly loved it…and I loved him. 4 months he has been my best friend and last week I realized I loved him...
“And Harry I had time to think…”
He looks up and stops smiling, he looked worried and I could see he was through his eyes.
“A-a-about what Louis?”
He looks like hes going to cry again so I take his face in my hands, close my eyes and kiss him.
“Harry ever since that morning I realized I have strong feelings for you.”
“What kind of feelings?”
“Strong ones…”
“How strong Louis?”
I go over to his ear and whisper so softly so I could hear his breathe get heavier.
“I love you Harold Edward Styles.”
I step back to look at his face and he wasn’t moving, he didn’t have any expression, he just stared at me. Finally after a minute of dead silence Harry speaks up.
“Louis follow me.”
He grabs my hand and leads me to his front door. We sneak up the stairs past his sleeping cat on the couch and get into his room. He closes the door behind us and locks it.
“Harry what are you doing?”
He faces me and shushes me then kisses me while pushing me towards his bed. I fall on the bed and our lips separate, I look up at Harry and he starts to take off his shirt. He then gets on top of me and pushes me down by using his hand on my chest then goes down by my ear and whispers his words softly into my ear.
“I love you too Louis and I’m going to show you just how much I love you.”
He kisses me hard on the mouth and starts to make his tongue creep in. He then licks the roof of my mouth and kisses me once more. He then makes his way down to my neck and starts to playfully bit it while moving his tongue in a circle around the bitten spot. A moan escapes my throat.
Harry’s P.O.V
A moan escapes Louis lips as I bite and lick his neck harder each time.
“Louis you can’t moan, I haven’t even started.”
“Then Hurry I am aching!”
“No, no Louis remember what I said, the more you beg the more I tease.”
He throws his had back and I kiss him on the lips, this is definitely a night neither of us will forget.
Notes
Hey guys! So how's everyone's new years so far? My is great so far! I got honor roll and a new phone today! Anyway sorry I didn't update in almost 2 weeks I have been busy but I didn't forget about you guys. I am so happy to see the number of readers go up everyday and I would like to thank all my readers. You guys are the reason I keep writing this story and excited to do it to. Thank you for 10.0 again and I hope you guys like/love this chapter! Stay Wonderful! (:
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