No One Can Know
A Simple and Dangerous Crush
Harry’s P.O.V
As we approached the front door of Lou’s dealer’s house I began to feel uneasy but I stayed by Louis side while he knocked on the door. I shifted my weight from foot to foot and looking down so I don’t have to look at them in the face. It took a few moments but eventually the door opened to reveal who it was. The door opens and in the doorway stood the girl that every guy (but me) at our school wanted. Perrie Edwards. I looked at her in confusion then looked at Louis. He was just standing there with wide pupils and he looked like he was trying to speak but couldn’t seem to find the words to breathe out. I looked back at her and she seemed to be getting impatient, then I remembered its 8:48 in the morning and we probably woke her up and Zayn is probably over. Then I looked at Louis who is still speechless at the sight of Perrie and whose jaw seemed to want to drop to the floor to let all the drool that has been built up since Perrie opened the door to spill out.
“Hey Perrie Louis is here for his weed I guess”
She smirks looking at me while she checks me out up and down 2 times.
“fine but if he doesn’t have enough this time he will have to pay like he was suppose to last time.”
She looks at Louis and winks at him before she turns around to retrieve the weed from her room. Behind her she kinda closes the door to were a crack is left of the space between the door and the wall. She returns with a little bit of weed in a little baggy, by then Louis came back to reality and was able to fondle his pants for the money for the small amount that Perrie seemed to hold pretty tight in her fist. It was like she wanted Louis to come short so she could lead him into her room and have him pay a different way. Such a shame…she’s with a decent looking Senior and she’s trying to steal my crush behind her boyfriend’s back.
We get back to Louis house and he seems to be star struck since we left Edward’s house.
“Lou you ok?”
“Huh? Oh yeah I’m just nervous because I’ve ran into Zayn before and he wasn’t pleased I was there. He actually told me if this happens again just to come to him because he supplies her. So I’m not really suppose to be there but I can’t help it… there is just…I don’t know, just something about her that makes me wanna keep going over there.”
“I understand but Lou she is taken by him and he’s probably getting suspicious and thinks you guys will do it. Maybe he thinks she likes you more than him.”
“But im not a threat! Im possibly the ugliest guy at our school!”
“No you’re not. Snot rocket Johnny is and besides you’re pretty sexy if you ask me *winks*”
“*Laughs* Thanks Harry but I just don’t see it, I probably should smoke my weed slower. I only smoke a lot at once so I have a decent excuse to go see her again anyway.”
“Why not walk up to her at school and talk to her?”
“Because Zayn is always with her…”
“Oh yeah. Well maybe someday you can.”
“Maybe not, I just can’t explain it,I mean Harry you don’t understand what it feels like to like someone who is taken and in love with someone else. Do you know what it’s like to look at the one you love and not be able to have them because you know deep down it won’t work out because they are so blind by someone who is obviously going to hurt them?”
“No I can’t say I can.”
“Oh well it’s a awful feeling.”
“I would guess. But hey wanna watch another scary movie? My mom’s not coming till 1:30 and it will get your mind off of her.”
“Sure.”
Ok so maybe I lied... Ok I definitely lied but I can’t help it! I wasn’t going to sit there and tell someone I met a week ago that I was secretly gay. I mean I’ve never told anyone and I wanna keep the closet doors locked so I can never come out. I will just have to become Lou’s friend and sit by his side and be the one he can cry to when he feels upset about Perrie. I mean it won’t be easy but it will kinda be nice to have Lou there crying on my shoulder knowing he trusts me enough to let me into his private life.
As we watched the movie Louis pauses the movie in the middle of the main characters sentence then turns around and looks at me. I look back at him confused.
“Harry?”
“Yes Louis?”
“Do you really think im sexy?”
“Lou it was a joke but honestly if I was a girl I’d do you.”
“You would?”
"Hell yeah! I would ride you so hard that it would put your dick in a coma.”
“Nice.. now I have something to think about in the shower.”
He winks at me then turns back around to face the t.v again then returns to the movie.
Ok that was confusing… and a little bit of a turn on.. but I bet he was joking. I bet hes just trying to mess with me to see if I’m best friend material. I’ll just go along with it anyway besides I know how to control myself even if I find the one across the bed from me attractive.
Louis P.O.V
Perrie, Perrie, Perrie. She is all that goes through my mind everyday and everynight. I mean I don’t know what she sees in Zayn knowing that I could treat her so much better than that asshole ever could. Maybe we aren’t ment to be together; maybe I’m a hopeless sophomore dreamer who thinks he has a chance with a hot senor. Anyway I don’t know what it is but I find Harry very attractive since I am in fact bicurious. I probably have a crush on harry but it’s hard to tell. It seems he would make a great boyfriend but then again he seems straighter then a board. Why must he have perfect curls, stunning emerald green eyes, and a body that makes me wanna dry hump at the sight or thought of him. Maybe I’m going insane and just confused on whether or not I like him; I could never tell him because honestly I like having Harry around and don’t want to scare him off, he’s comforting like a big teddy bear. But I do wonder what it would be like to be the little spoon for the night since last night and woke up to the sight of me cuddling harry by wrapping my left arm around his waist and his head laying perfectly on my right. He seemed like an angel that has no flaws or imperfections; he didn’t snore nor drool all over my arm and the smell of his cologne filled my nostrils every time I breathed in. He was honestly perfect, not prefect like Perrie but close.
As we approached the front door of Lou’s dealer’s house I began to feel uneasy but I stayed by Louis side while he knocked on the door. I shifted my weight from foot to foot and looking down so I don’t have to look at them in the face. It took a few moments but eventually the door opened to reveal who it was. The door opens and in the doorway stood the girl that every guy (but me) at our school wanted. Perrie Edwards. I looked at her in confusion then looked at Louis. He was just standing there with wide pupils and he looked like he was trying to speak but couldn’t seem to find the words to breathe out. I looked back at her and she seemed to be getting impatient, then I remembered its 8:48 in the morning and we probably woke her up and Zayn is probably over. Then I looked at Louis who is still speechless at the sight of Perrie and whose jaw seemed to want to drop to the floor to let all the drool that has been built up since Perrie opened the door to spill out.
“Hey Perrie Louis is here for his weed I guess”
She smirks looking at me while she checks me out up and down 2 times.
“fine but if he doesn’t have enough this time he will have to pay like he was suppose to last time.”
She looks at Louis and winks at him before she turns around to retrieve the weed from her room. Behind her she kinda closes the door to were a crack is left of the space between the door and the wall. She returns with a little bit of weed in a little baggy, by then Louis came back to reality and was able to fondle his pants for the money for the small amount that Perrie seemed to hold pretty tight in her fist. It was like she wanted Louis to come short so she could lead him into her room and have him pay a different way. Such a shame…she’s with a decent looking Senior and she’s trying to steal my crush behind her boyfriend’s back.
We get back to Louis house and he seems to be star struck since we left Edward’s house.
“Lou you ok?”
“Huh? Oh yeah I’m just nervous because I’ve ran into Zayn before and he wasn’t pleased I was there. He actually told me if this happens again just to come to him because he supplies her. So I’m not really suppose to be there but I can’t help it… there is just…I don’t know, just something about her that makes me wanna keep going over there.”
“I understand but Lou she is taken by him and he’s probably getting suspicious and thinks you guys will do it. Maybe he thinks she likes you more than him.”
“But im not a threat! Im possibly the ugliest guy at our school!”
“No you’re not. Snot rocket Johnny is and besides you’re pretty sexy if you ask me *winks*”
“*Laughs* Thanks Harry but I just don’t see it, I probably should smoke my weed slower. I only smoke a lot at once so I have a decent excuse to go see her again anyway.”
“Why not walk up to her at school and talk to her?”
“Because Zayn is always with her…”
“Oh yeah. Well maybe someday you can.”
“Maybe not, I just can’t explain it,I mean Harry you don’t understand what it feels like to like someone who is taken and in love with someone else. Do you know what it’s like to look at the one you love and not be able to have them because you know deep down it won’t work out because they are so blind by someone who is obviously going to hurt them?”
“No I can’t say I can.”
“Oh well it’s a awful feeling.”
“I would guess. But hey wanna watch another scary movie? My mom’s not coming till 1:30 and it will get your mind off of her.”
“Sure.”
Ok so maybe I lied... Ok I definitely lied but I can’t help it! I wasn’t going to sit there and tell someone I met a week ago that I was secretly gay. I mean I’ve never told anyone and I wanna keep the closet doors locked so I can never come out. I will just have to become Lou’s friend and sit by his side and be the one he can cry to when he feels upset about Perrie. I mean it won’t be easy but it will kinda be nice to have Lou there crying on my shoulder knowing he trusts me enough to let me into his private life.
As we watched the movie Louis pauses the movie in the middle of the main characters sentence then turns around and looks at me. I look back at him confused.
“Harry?”
“Yes Louis?”
“Do you really think im sexy?”
“Lou it was a joke but honestly if I was a girl I’d do you.”
“You would?”
"Hell yeah! I would ride you so hard that it would put your dick in a coma.”
“Nice.. now I have something to think about in the shower.”
He winks at me then turns back around to face the t.v again then returns to the movie.
Ok that was confusing… and a little bit of a turn on.. but I bet he was joking. I bet hes just trying to mess with me to see if I’m best friend material. I’ll just go along with it anyway besides I know how to control myself even if I find the one across the bed from me attractive.
Louis P.O.V
Perrie, Perrie, Perrie. She is all that goes through my mind everyday and everynight. I mean I don’t know what she sees in Zayn knowing that I could treat her so much better than that asshole ever could. Maybe we aren’t ment to be together; maybe I’m a hopeless sophomore dreamer who thinks he has a chance with a hot senor. Anyway I don’t know what it is but I find Harry very attractive since I am in fact bicurious. I probably have a crush on harry but it’s hard to tell. It seems he would make a great boyfriend but then again he seems straighter then a board. Why must he have perfect curls, stunning emerald green eyes, and a body that makes me wanna dry hump at the sight or thought of him. Maybe I’m going insane and just confused on whether or not I like him; I could never tell him because honestly I like having Harry around and don’t want to scare him off, he’s comforting like a big teddy bear. But I do wonder what it would be like to be the little spoon for the night since last night and woke up to the sight of me cuddling harry by wrapping my left arm around his waist and his head laying perfectly on my right. He seemed like an angel that has no flaws or imperfections; he didn’t snore nor drool all over my arm and the smell of his cologne filled my nostrils every time I breathed in. He was honestly perfect, not prefect like Perrie but close.
Notes
Hey guys I am so so so so x1000000000000 times sorry that I haven't updated when I promised but here is the next chapter. Honestly thank you for reading! It fills my heart every time a new person reads this. It is my first so i'm sorry if it is crappy and not full of Larry yet but I promise it will come. Now you guys know that Louis likes Perrie but still confused on Harry but I promise it will fix itself out and Larry will come. I'll try to update when I stop having writers block >.< but I think as soon as the story really takes off I wont be able to stop and it will flow through my head. I love you all and feel free to message me or leave comments! (: Stay Wonderful!
~Mikki
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