When we pull up to the Big building of dorms I can already hear the music playing.

"I'm getting out with you guys. I'm going to be keeping an eye on you boys so try to stay together. " Their security guard says. I found out his name is Paul.

"We'll do." Zayn informs him as we all get out of the suv.

The first thing I do once entering the building is head straight to Xenia's room. She sent me so many messages it just wasn't funny.



"Hey you." I say upon entering her room with the boys and Paul closely behind.

"I'm. Going. To. Kill you! Do you even understand how worried I was about you? What's the point of life if you ain't in it?" She hugs me very tightly. She may be small but she is strong. I've seen her take on three boys and a girl all at the same time... She won.

"Well your about to find out if you keep squeezing me." I manage to grunt out.

"Well we don't want that to happen." Harry says as he and Zayn pry me away from Xenia

"Damn this girl is strong." Zayn whispers after they get me from her.

"This is Xenia. She's a criminal justice major. She wants to one Day be Selena Gomez's body guard. "

"Yup. Until then I'm your body guard... Now introduce me to your friends Shaw." She gives Louis a very seductive smile.

"That's Louis... he has a girlfriend. "

She looks a little depressed but moves on to Harry. "Who's this sexy man?"

I laugh as he places his arm around her shoulder and kisses her cheek.

"That's Harry. I don't think he has a girlfriend. "

"Nope. Check back with me a little later." He never takes his eyes off of Xenia as she blushes.

"O.K." I roll My eyes "This is Zayn and Liam..." I say as I stand between the two placing a hand on each of their shoulders.

"That rather intimidating man in the hallway is Paul... And this is Niall. " I wrap My arms around his waist and lay My head on his chest as he kisses the top of My head. "You probably know them better as One Direction. But it doesn't hurt to have names. Right? "

"Oh. One Direction... I knew you I've seen you guys before. I'm not a huge fan." She hugs Harry tightly. "But I think I can be persuaded. "

" you guys can head downstairs. I gotta go to the bathroom. " I say as I head to the bathroom down the hall.

There was a huge line to the bathroom so I ended up waiting forever! After I finally get in and out I head downstairs only to be confronted by Jen.

"Hey, I just thought you'd like to know that Niall is over there with Skyler."

My gaze drifts over to where she's pointing. Oh hell no. I'm not the type who gets jealous but I make an exception this time as I head over to them. I don't even say hi, I just grab her and slam her head into the nearest wall.

"Rio what the hell? " Niall yells.

"I don't like her." Is all I say.

"I don't care if you like her or not, I think she's cool. I can hang out with anyone I want to!"

"I never said you couldn't! Just don't hang out with that bitch! "

He takes a deep breath. "Rio why don't you go somewhere else and We'll talk when you calm down." He starts helping Skyler off the ground.

"Fine. But I'm not talking to you ever again. "

"Fine." He whispers

I don't really know why him saying that hurt. So I run off to the only other person I can think of.

"Hey, Justin." I say upon entering his room, closing the door behind me.

"Hey, Rio. What's up?"

"Oh you know, I was just looking for your alcohol stash. " I say as I pull three bottles off his desk, reading the labels carefully. Jack Daniels, Crown Royal. Vodka.

"These will work perfectly. ".I whisper as I set on his bed.

"You tryin' to forget something? "

"No. I'm trying to remember. " I take the cap off the Jack and take the biggest drink I can. " Remember what it feels like to be happy. "

"But ain't your... boyfriend here. I heard most of the girls going crazy over One Direction. I figured you'd be with him."

"He ain't My boyfriend. " I take another huge drink. This time tossing the empty bottle to the side, opening the vodka and taking a Big drink of that.

"I don't think he will ever be My boyfriend after tonight." My head is starting to feel dizzy and I'm slurring My words.
After I finish the vodka I move to the crown. I only get one drink of that before Justin takes it.

"I think you've had enough. " He says laying me back onto the bed.

"Justin? "

"Yeah?"

"Do you think I'm pretty enough for him?"

"Your the prettiest girl I know Rio. He'd be stupid not to see that."

"When I was in high school I tried to hang myself. " why did I just say that?

"What?!? Why?"

"My mom left me. She said it was because her boyfriend felt sick every time he looked at me she said I was ugly like My dad. Kids in school would say I was going to die a virgin because no one would want to touch me. My grandparents died. And My Fosters would beat me.. I was ready to die." I started to pull his lips to mine.

"Rio, I'm not going to kiss you while your drunk. "

"I'm not drunk." My voice slurres. I am most definitely drunk. I try to take his shirt off but he won't let me.

"Fine." I get up off the bed, grab the crown bottle and open the door. "I'm going somewhere else."

"Rio, don't be..." the door slams shut cutting him off.

I find Niall still with Skyler. "Hey, can I borrow him for a sec." I say. She just smiles waving her hand in an "Okay whatever. " motion

I pull him into a corner farther away.

"Heyyyy. "

"Rio your drunk."

"Why do people keep saying that?"

He takes the crown bottle from me. "Because it's true... why don't you go lay down."

"No thank you. I'm just getting My party started." Without even thinking I say the farthest thing from the truth that I can. "I slept with Justin." I grab My bottle from him and leave.

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I somehow make My way over to the stoner dorms across the street. I enter the building and knock on the first dorm I see.

"Ello, Jake!" I take the last drink of My crown, handing him the bottle. "How much would I need to pay for some marijuana?"

"Well, this is new... I'll tell you what Shaw. It's on the house."

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That's the last thing I remember happening before someone is shaking me awake. I look around to see I'm on a park bench.

"Excuse me, miss? There are children here. I'm going to have to ask you to leave before I call the police. "

"Okay, what time is it?"

"3 in the afternoon. "

"Really? Oh no. What have I done? "

"Do you need me to call someone for you? "

"Yeah actually. He won't want to talk to me." I give her Niall's number. He gave it to me yesterday... how I memorized it is a mystery to me.

"Hello?... Um yes My name is Kindra... I think I found something of yours... " She turns to me. "What's your name darling?"

"Rio."

"I found your friend Rio... Yeah... Yes... At the park in Hills subdivision... About a mile from their actually... Yeah I'll stay with her until you get here...Okay. bye."

"He's on his way... I'm going to go find My daughter... I'll be right back."

She's back before I even have time to get up. But I have such a bad headache I don't even WANT to get up.

"This is My daughter Alex. "

"Hey. I like your shirt." I. manage to say.

"Thank you."

She's wearing a One Direction shirt. Oh the irony.

"Whose your favorite?"

"I like Zayn. But he has a girlfriend... soooo I like Niall."

"Oh That's great! " just then Jen's white avenger pulls up. Good he sent her instead I don't think I can face him just yet anyway. Then he gets out of the driver side and rushes over hugging me tightly... Just great.

"Don't ever run off like that again!" He pulls me to My feet and kisses me. "Are you alright?"

"Yeah I'm fine... Oh this is Alex." I gesture to the little girl next to me.

"Hey, I like your shirt. "

He moves away from me giving me time to run to the car.

I must have fallen asleep because when he closes his door I jump, hitting My head on the window. He doesn't say anything Until we're a little further down the road. He pulls the car over and pulls me into an awkward hug.

"Are you Okay? " I ask. Pulling away from him.

" You can't run off like that. After you left Harry and I had to ditch Paul. We stayed at your friends place waiting for you."

"I don't remember what happened last night. " I say sounding like a child.

"You told me you slept with your friend Justin. "

"Really? Then why aren't you mad at me? "

"Justin heard what you said and quickly told me it wasn't true." He grabs My hand.

"I Really am Sorry. The last thing I want to do is hurt you."

"I know. " is all he said. He starts driving again never letting go of My hand.

Notes

Sorry it's a little long I haven't updated in a couple days and I felt bad. Here it is though and I hope you like it

-Happy Holidays hope all is well : )