Previously...
"Yea, I need to go for a walk," I made my way through the park enjoying the sunshine and fresh air. I was walking when I bumped into someone.
"Sorry," I quickly apologized
"No problem, I wasn't watching where I was going," said a familiar voice
"Zayn?" I asked not sure if I was seeing right.

Now

I threw my arms around his neck and hungarily kissed him. Oh, How I missed his lips on mine and its been what 4 days. I was so happy to see him but there were still some unanswered questions like, how was he alive? and why he didn't tell me? Something sparked inside in me and all I felt was anger. I pushed him away and glared at him.
"Why didn't you tell me you were alive," I growled at him, " You have no idea what I have been through these past 4 days Zayn, I thought you were dead, I haven't eaten or slept well. I thought it was m-y fau-lt th-at you died, I wanted to die because the guilt was eating me up," I choked out
He didn't say anything but stared at me and then he pulled me in for a hug which I immediately accepted, I missed being his arms, inhaling his scent and being around him all together and the comfort they brought.
"I've missed you Zayn and there is something I need to tell you," here's it I'm going to tell him I love him, "I l--,"
"Katie?" Cal voice interrupted me as she looked at me with a puzzled look
"Yeah," I replied as if asking her what's the problem but then realized why she ws looking at me like that, not long ago I ws crying over a boy who I thought ws dead and now I was wrapped in some guys arm at the park.
"Cal this is Zayn," Cal spit out her water and stared at Zayn with wide eyes.
"How he-'s de-ad," she stuttered causing me to giggle.
"I'm standing here aren't I," Zayn chuckled. Now that Zayn said that, a question popped up in my head.
"How?"

Zayn's POV
"well this is what happened after you left,"

FLASHBACK
"Now brother, this is how you're pathetic life ends," Zack snickered pointing the gun at me, " do you have any last words,"
"Fuck you and go to the hell!" I spat at him
"Don't worry I'll be doing alot of that especially with your little girlfriend, what's her name Katie," he smirked smugly.
"Over my dead body, if you so as much as look at her I'll kill you in the blink of an eye,"
"Always the one with th smart mouth, no wonder Mum liked you more than me," he muttered, I guess I wasn't supposed to hear that.
"Is this what this is about, you think mum and dad loved me more than you," I scoffed, " They loved us both the same way,"
"That's not true Zayn, everything was about you when we were growing up, Zayn this and Zayn that, it was never Zack it was always you!" he yelled tightening the grip on his gun.
Right now I was terrified but continued, " Zack that wasn't entirely true, they were proud of you too."
"Zayn you were their favourite and now I'm going to kill you, then take what matters most to you in your life now, Katie,"
"Zack don't do this, mum and dad wouldn't want you to do this,"
"I don't give a flying f**k about what they want, just like how they didn't for me," he said "sorry, but I have to do this,"
I closed my eyes as I heard a gun go off and waited for the impact which didn't come. Opening my eyes, I saw Zach's body laying in a pool of blood while Niall held a gun which was smoking.
"Sorry Zayn, it was either you or him."
(Flashback Over)

"Zack's dead?" Katie quietly asked as her friend turned around and left silently.
"Yea," I replied barely audible
"I'm so sorry Zayn," she apologized " For what?"
"For blowing up on you earlier, my emotions were all over the place and I couldn't control them and I just went off," she replied with her head down like she was ashamed.
"It's fine," I said trying to convince her
"No it's not, I exploded on you about how I felt while I didn't know how you were feeling, I'm such a bad person," Katie said as tears formed in her eyes,some escaping.
"Look at me," I said holding her face to look at me, "You're not a bad person, you're sensitive and care alot about other peoples feelings and thats why I l-- I mean adore you," SHIT! I nearly confessed my feelings for her, what if i scare her off. I'm such an idiot.
She nodded her head and rested it on my chest. I was the first person to speak after a few minutes of silence,
"Katie, would you attend Zack's funeral with me tomorrow, I understand if you don't but it would mean alot to me to have you by my side."
"Sure, I'd attend Zayn," she said making me sigh in relief.
"Ok you should probably head home, I have some more funeral arrangements for tomorrow."

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