Changing For Her {Zayn Malik}

Zayn's POV

Katie and I were gathered in my room watching a movie. Her head was lying on my chest and our legs tangled together as I played with her fingers. Looking down at her, I leaned in and kissed her forehead. Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky, I mean look at me, the boy with a troubled life gets her, one of the most amazingly beautiful girls who I can proudly and confidently call mine. Who would have thought someone could have feelings for me, heck I didn't even know I could feel something for someone like what I felt for Katie, I didn't even know I could love somebody. She is slowly changing me for the better wait, no, let me rephrase that I'm changing for her and I'm glad to finally be able to admit that.I haven't been going to parties or sleeping with random girls lately.and it feels... great for a change.

I watched as she studied my features as a smile slowly crept onto her face.

After a few minutes of silence of just admiring each other , she spoke up. "Zayn," she paused as if debating if she should carry on, "What happened to your parents?"

As soon as she asked that question I was trying to avoid answering, my entire body froze and I tensed up. I could tell she saw how uncomfortable I was because she then rushed and said, "never mind, I'm sorry for being nosy, you don't have to tell me if you don't want."

She was right I didn't have to tell her, but I felt like I had too though, for the past few years I have sat in silence and never told anyone what had happened so I guess this is it, I'm finally going to let someone in on my messed up life.

I grabbed her face and made her look at me. " But I want to, I think it's time I let someone in and I can't think of anyone better than you," she nodded her head for me to continue and gave my hand a light squeeze.

Sighing, which came out a bit shaky, I started to tell her what happened and to say I was terrified would be an understatement.

"It all happened when we were about fifteen...

~ FLASHBACK ~

"Mum, he's probably alright, you know Zack, always partying, he's probably hungover and will call later," I tried reassuring my mom. She was now pacing up and down the school hall of our school. Zack had ditched his part in the Christmas Play tonight to go get drunk and haven't anwered any of mine or Mum's calls.

"I know Zayn but its not like him to ignore our calls, I have a feeling something is wrong."

just then, my dad entered the hall and saw my mother on the verge of tears, "still no answer from him, when I find him he's going to be in so much trouble," I could tell my father was getting frustrated with Zack, this isn't the first time he has done this. My mum's cellphone began to ring and she answered quickly without looking at the caller I.D.

"Zack?" she asked with a hopeful glint in her eyes," Oh..um.. sorry, I thought you were someone else....what?!.... Ok, I'm on my way."

She got off the phone and turned to my dad and I, "Zack got into a fight while drunk at a party so we have to pick him up." They both looked at me and I knew what that look meant so I nodded understandingly.

"Go, I'll be fine," I said as I hugged them both, they looked at me apologetically but I just smiled at them, they were going to miss my performance but my brother's safety and well-being is more important.

"Sorry," they said in unision, I nodded my head and waved goodbye at them then headed backstage to warm up for my performance.

"Ok, kids you're about to go on in 5 minutes," the director said, at this point my body was shaking and I was so nervous that I had to bite down on my lip to keep them from shaking.

"Welcome to our annual Christmas Concert and our first performance is the Diversty dance group," the crowd erupted in cheers and applauds and I peaked out to see if my parents were in the crowd but remembered they had gone to get Zack.

Near the end of my performance I felt a pain in my chest and I knew something wasn't right but I just ignored it and continued dancing.

It was now 8:30 and my parents hadn't come back yet. I was sat at the front of the school with my bestfriend Lanye and his mom who insisted that they wait with me. Throughout the entire show I got a bad feeling that something happened but pushed it away and enjoyed the show. The silence was interrupted by a blaring siren which parked in the carpark, two officers got and made there way to me.

"Are you Zayn Malik?" the tall dark one asked, I nodded my head and I knew something was definitately wrong as the man shifted uncomfortably. The next he said litterally crushed my heart

"Your parents were killed in a car accident at the end of Western Street,"

~ FLASHBACK OVER ~

I was full on crying as I felt a comforting arm rest on my shoulder, looking up I saw Katie. She didn't say anything but pulled me into her arms and let me cry onto her. I didn't know how long I was there but eventually I felt darkness invade my vision.

Katie's POV

Morning had come and I stared down at the boy lied next to me, he was broken, he had gone through so much growing up but he still manage to pull through. Zayn was fragile and broken and I promised to do anything to fix him, he was too precious to not want to help him.

Rubbing my eyes, I smiled at Zayn who looked adorably cute as he slept, his mouth was slightly ajar nd his hair was spread across my chest. "Zayn, wake up," I shook him, he stirred but didn't wake up. I went to the kitchen and prepared.

The silence was interrupted by Zayn entering the kitchen, "morning," he mumbled

"Morning," I replied, he then took a seat at the kitchen counter where I placed a plate of eggs and bacon, then sat down next to him. I watched as he ate the food, his muscles would contract and his chiselled jaw would move slowly as he devoured the food. I didn't realize I zoned out until Zayn cleared his throat and when I looked his plate was cleared already. I seriously need to stop checking him out like that. I took his plate and went to the sink and began washing it. Suddenly, I felt someone's arm wrap around my waist and burried their face in the crook of my neck. "Zayn,"

"Umm," it was silent before I turned around and smashed my lips onto his. His lips glided over my bottom lip asking for permission which I immediately gave. What started out as a kiss turned into a full makeout session with Zayn lifting me onto the counter top. My hands roamed his body until I found his belt. Hands immediately flew over mine and stopped me from undoing the belt. "No, Katie"

"Umm.. sorry..I don't..kn..ow..what...came ov..er..me," I stammered

"It's ok, I just want your first time to be special and not a random hookup," this made my heart melt, if it was any other guy, they would have jumped at the first chance given to get into my pants. This was one of the many reason I fell for Zayn, he was considerate and had a few soft spots but didn't necessarily showed them unless he was with me. Zayn and I talked for a while and decided to got to the beach,

Right now I was at home putting on a black bikini and a dress to cover it. I went downstairs and wrote a letter to my dad

Gone out with Zayn, don't know when I'll be back, don't wait up

Katie

Arriving at the beach, the scorching Bradford sun reflected onto the water giving it a shiny glimmer. The warmth the sand beneath my foot gave off was relaxing and not to mention I'm here with Zayn, one of the hottest guys I've ever seen, I think I can confidently say that I'm in heaven.

"Zayn, I'm going for a swim," I said as I slid off my dress, "are you coming?" I didn't get a reply which was strange seeing as Zayn was just behind me. Turning around I locked gazed with a pair of lustful eyes which was now raking my body up and down. I gulped as I became nervous under his intense gaze.

"Katie," he said lowly, his eyes were now on my clevage which was exposed because of the bikini, "you don't know how good you look right now," I blushed. He then took off his shirt while laughing at my now red face. My eyes nearly popped out of my head as I scanned over his naked torsohow ripped he was. I've seen Zayn shirtless multiple times but seeing him shirtless still manage to surprise me. Anger boiled inside of me as I watched numerous girls were now drooling over him. I glared at them and they quickly looked away. Good because he's mine.

Zayn had gone to the bathroom so I was now lying on my stomach while reading. "hi beautiful," said an unfamiliar voice, ugh what does this dude want? Turning around I saw a blonde hair blue eye guy looking at me."Hi," I said politely but what I really wanted to see was to get lost. "So what is a girl like you doing here all alone?" he asked. I was internally arguing with myself not scream at him and say nice try but I knew I had keep calm. "I'm not alone, I'm actually here with my boyfriend," I emphasized, just on que, Zayn came over and wrapped his arms asround my waist and glared at the boy infront of me. "Is there a problem here mate?" Zayn asked in a threatening voice but I replied "No, he was just leaving." The boy looked at me and smirked then winked at me which caused Zayn to tense up and I knew he was going to say something so I quickly kissed him in attempt to shut him up and to show the boy I wasn't interested. "Ignore him," I murmured against his lips, "he's just tryinng to get under your skin," I said as I pulled away. I glanced in the other direction and saw that the boy had left. Finally got the memo.

After that incident Zayn and I stayed at the beach until sunset, with Zayn constantly glaring down other men's hungry and lustful eyes staring at my body. There was this one man who tripped over a kid's sandcastle because his eyes were glued to my body, he was like 12 years older than me, that freaking disgusting. Zayn carried me home and kissed me goodbye before he went home.

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