Lucas ran away, leaving Zayn alone. He shook off the memories that hurt him, and slowly walked back to his car. He tried to find Leah, but failed.
'I want you to come over after half an hour!'- Zayn quickly ordered someone and continued driving.
He went into his apartment, looking around, and started throwing things everywhere. He had a crisis like those after Katie's death. Zayn pulled out a box where he kept her things. He took a picture of her and began to caress it, imagining that it was her. Leah really looked like Katie and that was the reason why Zayn showed such an interest in her. Leah had her innocence, even her eyes and lips. Kate was so defenseless and trusted people really fast.
Zayn remembered how much she had trusted Lucas, and then she was heartbroken. It was difficult for him to mend her broken heart and it took a long time, but when he achieved his goal- to win her trust and make her love again, he lost it all and couldn't get it back. No one could bring back that feeling, that thrill he felt when he was next to Katie.
He remembered that fateful night. Ready, steady, go!
Zayn hit the gas, Katie was on the front seat beside him, shouting at him to drive faster.
'Come on, Zayn! We must become first!'
'We will be, my dear!'- He promised Katie, grabbing her hand.
Lucas's car was right behind his, trying to overtake him, but Zayn knew how to control the situation. On one of corners Zayn tried to hit the brake, but it didn't work. His eyes met Katie, who was terrified of what was going to happen.
'Don't worry, hold on tight!' - Zayn advised her, trying to calm down his girlfriend.
'I love you'
'I love you, Katie!'
The car hit the side of one building, but Zayn and Katie continued holding hands. Their bodies were lifeless, ambulances were coming, but it was too late.
Zayn remembered when he woke up in the hospital and realized that Katie had died in that crash. He remembered her body in the coffin and how everyone blamed him for her death... even he blamed himself. Every day he wanted to die instead of Katie and let her live. Not long after everyone stopped talking about the incident and about her, but he never forgot her. He couldn't let her go just like that.
A female voice brought Zayn back to reality, causing him to turn to the girl standing by the door.
'I bring whiskey.' - Her short dress showed too much of her, but she felt comfortable and wasn't ashamed to show her body.
'I don't need whiskey, come here.' - Zayn quickly returned Katie's things in the box, pushed the girl on the bed and then took off his clothes.
His body was on hers, taking full control. He roughly grabbed her wrists, and then bit her lips
Zayn's harshness drove the girl crazy and she was giggling by his touch. He tried to take off her panties, but failed, so he ripped them.
'Don't be so rude, Zayn!'
'You wanted it that way, Emily. You told me, remember?'- He gasped, moving his body fast enough to be breathless.
She gave a small cry of relief and dug her nails into his skin.
Why? Why every time, when Katie invaded into his head, he decided to call Emily? Because he thought he could get away from the reality, didn't he?
Actually, Emily didn't care about anything or anyone. She didn't attach to people and Zayn liked that. He liked his intimate relationship with her... Zayn liked it because he didn't want someone to like or fall in love with him. He didn't want to be hurt again, he couldn't move on because all he wanted was her. He wanted Katie.

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