Doin' Dirt

I pull away and look at him. “Uh- I should go to my room now.” I say and turn around but he grabs my hand. I look at him confused.

“You should visit me here. Every night.” And he lets go. I didn’t say anything but proceed with my steps out, continuing to my room. As I close my door, I went to my drawer and change my clothes. This night was so unexpected. I can’t believe I just did what I just did. I let him touch me. And now, he’s telling me to do this every night with him. I feel excited and scared. I don’t know, I’m confused. I shake the thoughts away. I look at my clock and it’s almost 1:30 in the morning. I turn the lights off and slide in my bed. As I pull the covers up to my chest, a knock came to my door. I mentally curse on who it is because I’m perfectly ready to clear my mind off to sleep. I open the door and see Harry in front. “I haven’t said good night.” He went closer and kisses my cheek. As he pulls away, he looks surprised but he turns around and walk down the stairs without a word. I remain blank for a moment. What the hell? Did Harry just went from rough to sweet? Did he just kissed my cheek? What the- I can literally feel my cheeks heating up. I can’t believe he kissed my cheek and said good night to me. Was he meant to do that?

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“What? Harry!” I immediately yell as I see Harry’s face near mine. I know that I locked my door from last night but how did he came in here? “How did you enter my room?!”

“It was already open. I saw your mom coming in here.” He shrugs and I push him a little. “You don’t want me anymore?” He pouts.

“Where’s my mother?” I sit up straight and went out of bed. I do some of my little stretching and look at him. I can see his stare moving down my legs and I snap him out. “I ask you. Where’s my mom? It’s not until 8.” I look at my watch and move my stare back at him.

“She was out early but don’t worry, she cooked us both breakfast. Do you know your mother’s pancakes are the best?” His eyes sparkle as he smiles.

“Yes. I do know because she’s my mother. So, can you go out? I’m going to change. You sound and act like a creep. Now, go out. I’ll see you downstairs.”

“I’ve seen you already. A little show in the morning won’t hurt.” He grins at me.

“I am not a show.” I frown. I can’t believe he was just using me and to think that I might believe him from his sweet-little kiss on the cheek from last night. But still, he never learns how to change and think that I am a human being and I also need to have some respect, especially with my body.

“I’m sorry.” He looks away and stands up. He goes closer to me and runs his hand down my arm. “Okay, let me just help you.” He moves both of his hands to my shorts and pulls it lower.
“Harry please.” I silently beg.

“Shhh.” He puts his lips to the soft and sensitive spot right under my ear. I bite my lip, preventing me to moan. “Say my name, babe.” He presses his lips further.

“Please stop.” My word comes out as a moan.

“I know you want it. Just say my name.” He moves his hand and inserts it inside my shorts.

“Oh Harry.”

“That’s it.” He pushes more and I can’t help but to bring my hand to the back of his neck as I let him do whatever he wants to do. Why does he make me feel this way? Why can't I stop him from doing things like this? Why can’t I?

“Please stop.” I grind myself on him. My mind is telling me no but my body is responding to his actions and I’m just letting him win.

“You want me to stop right now? But you’re already wet.” I can feel him grin. “Look at you. Open your eyes.” He presses more. I open my eyes and see myself at the mirror. My lips are parting, my breathing controlled and my body, taken over by this man I barely know. “You look so sexy right now. I can take you right here.” He pushes his front to my back and I can feel him hard through his shorts.

“Please.” I beg as I hold his arm with my free hand.

“Audrei?” I hear a voice coming from the main door. We both hear it and we suddenly stop what we’re doing and Harry immediately goes downstairs, leaving me panting in my room. I stare at myself on the mirror and I can see a girl. A girl who’s hiding some things. I can’t understand myself. I don’t know myself right now. Why do I suddenly give my all to him? I’m never this way. I was totally different until he came right in front of my door just yesterday.

“Audrei?” He slowly enters my room. The way his tongue flexes as he says my name. “Someone’s here to see you." Harry opens my door wider and I see my aunt standing behind Harry with open arms.

“Darling!” She hugs me and I awkwardly pat her back. “Look how grown you are.” She pinches my cheeks and I silently try to pull away. “Is this your boyfriend?” She looks at Harry.

“Ah-no.” I shake my head and look at him as this conversation is getting awkward for me. We haven’t talked since the last two years. “Uhmmm.. What brings you here Aunt Marie?” I ask her, leading her out of my room with Harry following behind us.

“I’m staying here for a couple of months. Your mom told me so because she said that she’s going to be busy all the time and it’s your break and she said that you’ll be left alone and that you need someone to look after you.” She smiles politely as she examines the house.
“What?!” Harry and I spontaneously respond together.

“I already said everything, darling. I know you’ve heard it all.” She chuckles.

“Ha ha ha.” I sarcastically laugh with her. “I don’t need someone to look after me. I am 17 and I am old enough to look after myself.” I try to defend my statement.

“I don’t think so.” She raises her eyebrow as she looks at Harry.

“Him?” I point at Harry, “No. This is a mistake. I barely know him. We don’t talk that much. He’s just staying here until his mom gets back. And he's very nice. You can trust him. I trust him. You can return to your little farm and tell mom that everything’s under control.” I beg her.

“It seems like something’s going on here.” She says as she looks from me to Harry.

“There’s nothing wrong here, ma’am.” Harry smiles at her as he moves closer to me.

"I'm going to get my stuffs from my car." My aunt says as she walks out.

“What should we do now?” He whispers to me and I look at him, clearly beaten out already. I don’t know but I’m going with Harry’s side here. I want him and I want to do some things that I’ve never done before. I know it’s wrong and I do feel scared but I just want to. But it’s all ruined because of my aunt staying in this fucking house.

“I’m calling mom.” I walk inside my room. I lock my door and dial mom’s number. As she picks up, my mouth suddenly speaks. “What the hell did you just do?!”

Notes

Well, this isn't going well lol. How can they do things anymore with Audrei's aunt in the way? Comment your thoughts below. I'm sorry I update late, I was on a school trip and I am sick right now but I did my best to update for you guys! Thanks for reading, voting and commenting.
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