Doin' Dirt

“What do you mean now it’s time for me to know?” I follow his deep British accent, matching up with some hand gestures I’ve created.

“It’s time for you to know.. me.” He says, still smirking.

“You’re creepy. Get out of my room now!” I yell pointing my finger to my door.

“Shhh, love.” He takes me by the waist as he pulls my body against his. As I bump into his chest, I can feel butterflies in my stomach. I want to be this close to him but I don’t want to.

“Get off of me.” I try to pull away but the more I do, his grip tightens.

“Let me make you feel great, babe.” He says as he leans in, tucking a strand of hair to my ear. “Let me touch you.” His face is just inches away from mine and I can’t think well. I’m mesmerize by his face, he’s so beautiful this close and I’ve never imagined it that way.

“No. This is wrong. Too wrong.” I shake my head and continue pushing him until he lets go. “Just go out please.” I don’t know why but I feel weak right after what he did to me. His smirk didn’t went away from his face and I can see how intimidating he can be.

“Too wrong?” He teases. “You’re gonna hate me at the same time love me, babe.” He winks.

I look at him annoyed, disgusted, distracted. Mom’s right, it’s hard for him to cope up. My subconscious sarcastically says and she’s so right.

“From now on, no going inside my room and no talking to me! Now... get the hell out of here!” I yell as I push him out of my door but he grabs my arms and pushes me against the wall back inside my room and closes the door with his foot as he kisses me roughly on my lips.

I try to push him away and not kiss back but his hands roam my body, caressing it. I’m lost in this situation… I don’t even know him.

“Kiss me back.” He moans in my mouth.

I shake my head, clearly not wanting this.

“Kiss me back.” He groans this time.

I gently nod my head as I kiss him back, trying to sync to his rhythm… fast, rough, no feelings at all. What have I gotten myself into? Why am I obeying his demands? He’s not the boss of me. I shouldn’t be afraid of him which I already am. I should stop.

“Hmmmm.. that’s it.” He takes my shaking hand and places it on his crotch. I immediately pull away and look at him straight in the eyes.

“No. I don’t even know you.” I glare at him.

“It doesn’t have to be that way, love.” He smiles.

“No. I’m not a toy.”

“Okay, then. Here’s a deal-“

“Audrei? Help me with dinner, darling.” Harry was cut off by mom shouting from downstairs and I’m so thankful that she has arrived already.

“Coming!” I yell, turning around and grab my shirt. “You should go down already.” I softly say as I look at him. I know he did something wrong to me but I don’t know, I can’t seem to be that mad at him anymore. I kind of like his kiss but I don’t want to give mine to him. I’m still a virgin and I’m waiting for the right guy and Harry for the word, is never near it.

“Okay.” He grins as he walks away.

As he’s out, I close my door and fix myself. Deal. What deal? I don’t want him to play with my body, if that’s what he meant. He’s just hungry for lust. My subconscious says to me. And she’s right. I walk down the stairs and I see him cook with my mom. They’re actually having fun. I’ve never heard him laugh before.

“Hey, what did I miss?” I say as I enter the kitchen and Harry stares at me.

“Harry here is telling me a joke.” My mom says, making herself calm as she wipes her hand with a towel. “Okay, I need you two to slice and boil this up while I change. Okay?” My mom says as she steps out the island.

She’s leaving me with him again. I look at her saying I don’t trust him mom, please.

“You two will be fine. Get to know each other more.” She smiles and walks out.

Get to know each other more? My mouth went agape. I can’t believe her. I roll my eyes and proceed with my task. I gently chop some vegetables and put them on the stove. I can feel Harry’s eyes on me. Okay, I don’t want any awkward situation for the rest of the two months.. I can’t believe I’m doing this.

“Can you help me? Please.” I smile.

“Me? You’re asking me to help you?” I can see in his face that he’s shocked. Maybe, because I didn’t yell at him. I nod.

I can be a great person, understanding too. “I’m sorry.” Why are you apologizing? He’s the one that almost raped you. My subconscious glares at me. I silently push her away. I didn’t mean to say those words but I already did.

“Sorry?” He looks confused. I like it this way. Me, the boss.

“Yeah.” I agree as I continue to put vegetables on the stove. “You know, for yelling at you.” I look at him.

“Oh.” He says.

This is the new side of him. What did I do? First, we were yelling, teasing and even crashing each other’s lips. Now, we’re confused? In a good way?

“Done with it?” My mom asks as she puts on her apron.

“Yeah, I’m going to my room now.” I say as I walk away, looking at Harry as he smiles at me. As I got inside my room. “What the hell just happened?” I mumble. He was so rude and lustful and now, smiling? This is so confusing. He is so confusing. He makes me want to know him more, the real him. And that’s what I’m going to do tomorrow when mom’s away. “Yeah, I’m gonna know the real you.”

Notes

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-d r e a