Life Sucks

I looking down at my phone screen. A single tear makes it way out of my eye. I can see my boyfriend kissing another girl. This has been the 5th time this month. I dial up his number and call him, it rung a few time then he answered.

"Hey babe, whats up?" He chirped like nothing happened. OH MY FUCKING GOD

"Don't you hey babe me" I snapped "I Know what you are doing with her, I gave you plenty of chances, I thought you loved me i guess not." I had tears just streaming down my face. my cheek hot with anger.

"Well you finally figured it out" He chuckled

"wait what?!?" I stammered

"That I never loved you, I was using you to make me look innocent with your innocence" He said "But now look at you you look like the biggest slut in school!"

"No I'm not, I'm still a virgin!"

"Well everyone thinks not, So good bye slut" He hung up the phone. What i thought he loved me i thought he was the one that would be there for my whole high school life. I walk in to the bathroom and splash cold water on my eyes. I dry off my face and walk out to living room and see my dad passed out on the couch, he had beer bottles all over the place. I out a blanket over him and pick up some bottles. He has been an alcoholic since mother left us.


I grab my coat and leave. I walk to the cemetery where mom is and has been for the past 14 months . I just really need some one to talk to and be there for me. she always has untill the accident

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