Faded Into Black

-3 weeks-

Three weeks... Three weeks in this damn hospital that reeked of death. I knew I hated them, they in all honesty scared me. Knowing people are dying here as we speak. A shiver passed through ny body and it wasn't because I was cold. For the past 3 weeks I have tried to remember every aspect of myself, what I like, what I don't, who I was before the accident. I finally got Louis to tell me how I ended up in the coma, and Liam was pissed. It is scary to think that I got hit by a car going 90 mph and I still lived the tell the story. I had a major concussion no doubt, my leg was broken and my pelvis was bruised. The doctors have told me plenty of times how its a mirical I survived. My body practically skipped off the pavment like a rock on water, and yet here I am. Everything still hurt and occasionaly I would cry myself to sleep only to be awoken by Liam crawling into bed with me. Then I would cry in my sleep. Everything goes much smoother now that Liam is with me. He hasn't left my side since he came to visit me. To be honest none of them have... Expect Harry. I hadn't seen him since the day I woke up and I don't blame him. I mean c'mon! I woke up and stroked his cheek while whispering his name. I might as well just run my fingers threw his hair and ask him to bare my children. Ew. Did I seriously just say that? Anyways, it still hurts knowing he wants nothing to do with me. I have done nothing to him and yet he has avoided me. Deep down I know I shouldn't be having these feelings about him but I can't help it! No matter how hard I try, I can't shake his dimpled smile out of my head! Liam told me he had lost someone special to him and my heart ached, but I knew he probably felt creeped out by me. Ugh, enough about depressing topics. My doctor said I could finally go home tomorrow! I knew enough about myself to be put outside once again... But sad thing was, half of the stuff I know I didn't figure out myself. Liam told me along with random facts the Doctor knew. Do you know how tiring it is to learn about yourself all over again? The doctor promised me my memory would come back sooner or later which is another reason she sending me off. She thinks that maybe something in the outside world would trigger my memory back... And I hope to god she's right. I hate not knowing about myself or anyone else like I should. As visiting hours passed and Liam said his goodbyes, I smiled contently to myself. I'm going home tomorrow. Home. Home. Home. Harry. Harry. Harry.

~Harry~

"Your hurting her mate." Liam sighed as we stepped into our temporary flat.

"How the hell am I hurting her? She doesn't even know me!" Except she was able to whisper my name right when she was awoken from her coma. I mean what the hell is that?!

"She thinks your avoiding her." ~maybe because I am~ I thought silently. "Everyone has gone into see her, but all you do all day is sit around here and sulk!" I could tell he was etying irritated by my lack of knowhow but I could give to shits. If you ask me I have done nothing wrong. She just woke up from a bloody coma and they expect me to what? Go up to her and ask her to bare my children? Ew. Did I seriously just ask that? Ugh!

"She needs her memory back and you don't need my help with that." I turned around ready to march back to my room and sulk some more.

"Then what the fuck are you doing here for?!" I stopped for a second. What am I doing here? I had no clue to be completely honest... I guess I came for Niall? "Everyone is doing their best to help Summer through this except you. Infact your hurting her more then she already is. She's beginning to think you hate her."

"Hate her?" I scoffed "I barely know her."

"We are here for her. I understand you miss Jade, but she's gone. The whole point of being here is to help my cousin. So you had better get your head outta your ass and help!"

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