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Escape

Just For Tonight, Hold On

Spencer's P.O.V.

My dad, and I are having yet another argument about Karen and Michael. Why can't he get it through his thick skull that I hate them?He slapped me, hard. Which is when I decided Fuck my dad, fuck Michael, just fuck the world.

"I hate you."I say, before running to my room and slaming my door. I walk over to my closet and grabbed my dad's gun. I've had it here for a week.Every night I take it out, but I'm always scared to pull the trigger.Tonight, I won't be scared. I have tears blurring my vision. As I get down on my knees, the gun resting in my hand. Every thing around me is blocked out, and I'm thinking that I'll be with my mom soon.

I slowly put the gun closer to my head, as I close my eyes. This is it. This is finally my way out. I let out a deep sigh. Suddenly, the firearm is pulled out of my hands. I jump to my feet and see Ashton standing there. I don't process much, all I want to do is get out of this hell.

"Give it to me!" I yell. "I need it!" I screech even louder. Im crying so much.He can't do this to me I need my escape, I need to leave. I fight hard to take the gun, but I can't, he's stronger and taller.

"Please, just let me do it."I yell again. He puts the gun back and hands it to someone, that's when I see the fucking devil in disguise, Michael.

"You did this, it's all your fault! Bastard"I yell at him I try to jump toward him, but not for him, for the gun. Ashton grabs hold of my waist, and holds me back.

"You can't do this to me.! I just...I just want to go."I whispered, still crying. Ashton pulled me to him and held me close.

He sang softly in my ear.

It's alright to cry
Even my dad does sometimes
So don't wipe your eyes
Tears remind you you're alive
It's alright to die
'Cause death's the only thing you haven't tried
Just for tonight, hold on
So live life like you're giving up
'Cause you act like you are
Go ahead and just live it up
Go on and tear me apart


Notes

This song is by Ed Sheeran and its called Even my dad does sometimes, it was playing while I was writing this, so yeah.

Anyway you guys will soom see what Michael has done to her. I'm sorry I had to make Mikey the bad guy, I love him so much, but just keep reading.

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Comments

love it!!! please update soon!!

this is so good. please update soon!!!

Can't wait!

I like it, but a cover will attract more readers, if you want one massage me