Escape

Ashton's P.O.V.

Our stupid teacher made us move seats today before we took our math quiz. I got sat next to a girl I've never talked to and didn't care to.Just by the way she looked, I knew she was the type of girl who had everything she wanted.She was the kind who didn't have a care in the world.

I got my test and automatically knew I was screwed. Just like my whole damn life. My dad left when I was younger, leaving my mom to care for me and my two younger siblings. I basically took care of us, but everything was getting to be to much. I started cutting awhile back. I wear a bunch of bracelets to cover up.I'll admit that I've been thinking of suicide. I even wrote a suicide letter. I keep it in my back pocket so when I do it, it'll be easy to find.I've decided to do it soon.Is it weird planning this?

I look over at the girl next to me to see how far she's gotten on the test, but to my surprise, she's writing a letter. I look up at her face to get a clear view of her features.She has a look that I've seen that look way to many times in the mirror.

I look back at her letter.She's covering most of it, but around the middle I see the words "I cut". Without much thought I take the letter away from her.She tries to take it back, but I quickly get up and ask the teacher if I could go to the washroom.I soon pull out the letter and walk a little ways down the hall to read it.

She's like me.How the fuck could that be? I misjudged her, but there was no way she could go through with it. Would she?

I replace the letter in my pocket with hers. I walk back into the classroom and back to my desk.I looked at the girl. She looks back at me, well more like glares.

I look down at the folded up peice of paper in my hands and hand it to her.I gave her my own suicide letter so she would know that she's not alone. Her letter at least made me feel like someone understood, and for some reason, I wanted her to feel the same way.

The teacher collects our tests and has us stay.She gave us both a lecture about not doing the test. But I honestly don't give a fuck.What I'm still thinking is that there's someone who understands me.

Notes

So this is now officially an Ashton Irwin fanfic :P I may put Mikey in it soon just so you know. I hope you guys enjoyed!

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