Escape

I sit in class as my teacher hands me my math test. I take one look at it and know I'm going to fail.This might as well be a foreign language. I literally know nothing. Instead I grab my piece of scratch paper and doodle on the back.

I start thinking of everything in my life. The bullies.My mom dying only a few years ago. My dad who is okay at times but a total shit in others. My cuts, my attempts at suicide. My life just feels like complete and utter shit. I look at the clock and see that only 10 minutes have passed, so I still have an hour and twenty minutes to go.

I decide to write a letter, my suicide letter.

"You don't know everything about me , so I guess you'll find out what lead to me doing this.My mom died due to cancer and it fucking sucks.

My dad gets really mad sometimes and its scary.His mouth gets saliva and his eyes turn redish and he starts to yell and hit things, sometimes me.But overall he's usually a good guy.

Something else I must admit, I cut. It started after my mom died and just got worse when my dad forced me to go to therapy. I know therapists are supposed to help you but it didn't it only made me feel worse and crazy.

I've tried to kill myself twice before this, I probably suceeded since you're reading this letter.Just know that no one could've helped me I'm to much of a screwed up mess. I-" my writing stopped since the guy sitting next to me pulled away the peice of paper.

I tried to snatch it back but he quickly put it in his pocket. He got up and asked the teacher if he could use the washroom, to which she agreed. He walked out of the door and pulled the letter out of his pocket before dissapearing from my view. I looked over and noticed his math test was also blank.

Notes

Who do you his think the guy should be? One Direction or 5 Seconds Of Summer? (I'm thinking Ashton or Mikey but its upto you guys to decide :) )