Dirty Talks

Any minute now. And I’ll have the courage to walk out that door. I have to. I got my bags packed, my tickets ready, everything. And then I’ll go back to Ireland. I just need to sort some things out and I can’t do that here. There’s too much for me in the way. If only I had the balls to open that door and walk away.
"Don’t leave, please," I hear behind me.
I turn around. His hazel brown eyes look sad. He lost his smile. And the pain that lies in his voice. He doesn’t look my Ashton anymore. He’s the one that’s making it so hard for me to leave. Because I can’t leave him.
"You know I have to," I say.
"Please? I can help you if you stay here," he pleads.
Seeing him like this hurts me. He steps closer to me. He puts his hand underneath my chin and makes me look up. There are tears in both our eyes. He puts a small kiss on my forehead. With his nose he traces down my face. Our lips connect in a sweet kiss. And again. And again. His hands are running up and down my sides. I love his touch.
"Even saying ‘goodbye’ makes you lips so kissable," he says.
"Even if I’m about to leave, I want you," I reply.
We reconnect our lips. He slowly backs me up against the walls. He traps me between him and the wall with his body. He swipes his tongue across my lip. I grant him his wish and let him explore my mouth. His hands are all over my body.
When they reach my thighs, he says: “Jump, my love.”
I do as he says and he catches me. I move my body against him, earning a gasp from his mouth. I tangle my hands in his dirty blond hair. I don’t want to leave. Right now, what I want is him. Crave him. Need him. He’s irresistible.
He takes me away from the wall. He leads us to our bedroom. With care, he lays me down and crawls on top of me. He starts kissing my neck. My chest. As he goes down further, he unbuttons my shirt. I take it off when he reaches my belly button. He starts to take off my pants and panties.
When he goes back up, he puts small kisses on my small nub. The boy always knows how to get me wet. His breathe tickles against my core. With small kisses he goes back up again. I take off my bra while Ashton sits on top of me, taking off his clothes. Once we’re both naked, he puts his fingers where I need him the most and makes figure eights. My hips push against his hand, wanting more. He kisses me for distraction.
I tug at his bottom lip. He moans at this action. I put my hand between us and start pumping him. But he pulls away from my grip. I break the kiss to ask why he did that.
"Right now, it’s all about you. About how I adore your body. I’m gonna make you see stars," he whispers.
With those words and Ash’s amazing fingers, I come undone. There’s that smile on his face again. I wanna kiss it. So I do. The fire between us is burning up. And from what I’m feeling, he reall needs some pleasure too. I line him up with my hand and let him push in.
After a couple of hip rolls, he pulls out again. Only to go back in fast. This quickly becomes a fast pace, just the way I like it. His hands are on my hips, leaving dark bruises. While his head is in my neck, he sucks on my sweet spot.
It’s not long before that warm feeling starts to form inside me again. I can’t keep my moans inside anymore. I hold onto to his shoulders while I cum for a second time. Twitching inside me, Ashton cums undone as he bites my collarbone. The pace slows done. Letting us both catch our breath.
After a half hour of me laying in Ashton’s arms, I get up to get dressed. This doesn’t change anything and he knows it. But this did convinced me that I should come back. Come home to him. Always him. Ashton gets up too and gets dressed. Neither of us says a word.
We’re standing at the train station, waiting for mine to come. We don’t know what to do, so we just hold hands. I see my train approaching. I turn to Ashton.
"I’ll be back again," I say.
"I know," he smiles, "I leave the door open for you. I love you."
"I love you too."

We kiss ‘goodbye’. I pick up my suitcases and step inside. And with that, I leave him. For now.

Notes

So I was thinking of doing story ideas down here in the notes. But if I should do a book just let me know xx