“I wanted to tell you… this is all fake, we aren’t together. This is a dream. You need to wake up or you’ll be late.” Harry said looking into my eyes.

I took a step back astounded at what he just said. How rude, and confusing. Wait this is a dream?! It seems so real… I’m officially confused. Did I just have a dream in a dream?
Creepy…


*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*



My actual alarm went off. I quickly jumped out of bed and threw on some clothes and ran to Starbucks for some coffee and a chocolate chip bagel. My phone vibrated as I walked out of Starbucks, it was Cassidy.


From Cass: Hey girl! Where are you? Class is about to start soon… x



To Cass: I’ll be there in a minute! Oh and do you remember anything from the party? x



From Cass: Yes .______. I’ll umm tell you once you get your ass over here! x


I could tell she knew I did something wrong or embarrassing. Shit and I was with Harry. This can’t be good.






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The bell rang, me and Cassidy walked with Liam, Louis, Zayn and Niall, Harry is sleeping in his flat as Louis said. We were all walking to our next class, getting impatient I pulled Cassidy to the side “Tell me now. It’s killing me!” I freaked. Hesitantly she spoke “You and Harry were both drunk and grinded through out the whole party… even worse, he was in his boxers and you were in your bra and underwear at the end of they party still dancing, very dirty. You two even kissed, very naughty like… Then you passed out in the car and the reason why he isn’t at school, isn’t because he slept in because he actually remembered the night of the party and is a little freaked out about it.”


Oh my fucking gosh. I can’t believe what I just heard. I bet he is probably scared of me. I never usually party that hard, it was my first time. Crap, I don’t want anything to be awkward between me and Harry. I screwed up big time. I want to run away. What does Harry think of me now? I bet he thinks I’m a slut or a hoe. This is perfect. I hate myself right now.


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Through out school, everyone was just glancing at me wide eye. I walked very quickly through the hallways to get to class before someone starts calling me a whore or a slut. No, I don’t want that. People backed off a little, why, well I’m guessing because of how I acted at the party. The only people who were normal around me were the boys and Cassidy. The boys talked like nothing happened, when they actually do know what happened but don’t want me to freak out or something like that. They never said Harry’s name or nothing about him, I guess they knew I was uncomfortable with Harry for now. We all talked about food, their tour, new songs, taking a break, food. We never brought up the party which was a good, no, great thing for me. Cassidy and I walked outside so we could talk about what I should do when I see Harry next time. If there will ever be a next time…

“Just tell him that you haven’t partied in a long time and that you’re very sorry for doing that with him.” Cassidy said.

“I bet he judged me already! I can’t say that too him. He’ll probably still hate me even if I do say that. Should I just avoid him?” I panicked.

“Ugh, calm down. Harry isn’t judging you from just one ni-“ Cassidy was interrupted.

“Hey ladies!” Liam called out to us.

Cassidy grabbed my arm and squeezed it. She liked him, I knew it! “Hey!” We hollered back.

“We wanted to invite you two to our flat. You can meet the girlfriends and hang out with us.” Liam invited us.

I looked down, knowing Harry will be there and that means I would have to talk to him. Liam and Cassidy knew I felt awkward around him.

“Keelyn, look… Harry is just a little shaken up. He thinks he has scared you away by him acting like that. Please come. You two really do need to talk.” Liam comforted me. Cassidy agreed, “Yeah… what’s the worse that can happen?”

I looked back up and rolled my eyes “Fine. I’ll come too.” Cassidy squealed and Liam gave me a hug. We said our good byes and Cassidy and I walked to our car and hopped in. I looked out the window, thinking or what could happen. I hope things don’t get worse…



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we got out of the car and walked up to the flat. I took a deep breath and rang the door bell, I hope Harry doesn’t answer. The door flung open and out came Niall with a bowl of mashed potatoes screaming. Next, out came a girl with brown hair, Eleanor I think, chasing after him. “DAMN YOU NIALL. GIVE MY MASHED POTATOES BACK. I AM STILL COOKING. YOU GOTTA WAIT FOOD LOVER BOY.” She yelled charging at him with a huge metal spoon. Liam soon followed but noticing us, he gestured us to come in. Laughing at what just happened Cassidy greeted him. “Hey haha Eleanor seems pleasant.” Liam chuckled, “She doesn’t like it when Niall steals dinner, while she is cooking it.”

We followed Liam to the living room where everyone else was goofing off, except Harry wasn’t there. “Where’s Harry?” I asked Liam. He turned to face me, “Umm he said he doesn’t want to come out… I’m pretty sure he is nervous.” Liam looked around hoping I wouldn’t get disappointed. “It’s ok!” I said in a happy tone. Inside I am super depressed about this….
“Why look who decides to show up!” Louis smirked coming towards me and Cassidy. “Hey Lou” we giggled “Nice girlfriend you got there” me and Cassidy said in a unison chuckling. Louis laughed “hell yeah she is a babe… ELEANOR, NIALL WE HAVE GUESTS! GET BACK IN HERE.” Niall ran in still holding the pot, but with red spoon circle marks all over him. Eleanor soon followed him, holding her head high smirking at Niall. “Don’t mess with me Nialler.” She hissed and walks to Louis who laughed and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
After we officially met Eleanor, Demi and Perrie everyone went on with what was happening before we came. I took a seat by Perrie and watched Louis and Liam battle each other on Wii games and then Xbox games. “Bitch I’m fabulous!” Louis cheered while playing dance central on the Xbox. “Mhmmm Sure you are sweetie.” Eleanor called out with a sarcastic tone. Louis stopped and turned around, “Women feed me.” He demanded to Eleanor. “Not now, how about you go get your precious king sorry ass back to the game before a peasant beats you.” Eleanor dissed. I started cracking up at them two, they make such a funny and cute couple! As I was laughing someone dragged me to a corner. I finally stopped and looked up, it was Perrie. “So, I heard about the party with Harry…” She mumbled. I looked away, giving no eye contact, “Yeah..” “Honey, we know you were drunk. Trust me Harry can do worse. But he feels like he has made you uncomfortable with him and refuses to talk to us. Please please go talk to him.” Perrie said. I stood there for a minute, “I guess I’ll give it a try...” I breathed. “Good, his room is all the way in the back up stairs, go to him.” She ushered me up and left. I slowly made my way to his room, my heart is about to literally jump out of my body. I reach his door and knock. “Go away.” He muttered. I gulped and replied back, “Harry, it’s me. Keelyn.” He didn’t respond. As I started to make my way back down stairs, his door opened. “Keelyn.” Harry spoke quietly. He looked like he has been crying or something. I walk into his room, trying to not make eye contact. He shut his room door and sat down on his study chair and watched me make me way to the window, I turned around and I said,






“We need to talk Harry.”

Notes

Do you think they'll make up? or argue more and things just get awkward?

xx Lo