Here Without You
Chapter 18
Niall's POV
I woke up the next morning and felt a small body next to me. I looked down to see Shay resting her head on my chest. I smiled and kissed her head. I then untangled myself from her being sure not to wake her up. I headed downstairs to make breakfast for us. As I was making breakfast I started to think. I had always had a crush on Shay since I met her. I didn't want to take her away from Harry but sleeping with her felt nice. Then I started to think of Grace. I quickly pushed thoughts of her away as I remembered she said she didn't want to see me anymore.
As I finished cooking breakfast Shay walked downstairs still in her pjs. "Good morning." She said sleepily. "Good morning." I said back hugging her. "I made breakfast." I said putting food for her on a plate. "Thanks but I don't feel good." She said clutching on to her stomach. "Are you okay?" I asked her, sitting her down. "Yeah." She said. After a minute she ran to the bathroom. I followed her to find her puking. I held her hair back. "You sure you're okay?" I asked her again. "What's the date?" She asked me. "The forth. Why?" I asked. "Shit." She mumbled under hear breath. "What? What is it?" I asked her. "I haven't gotten my period in like two months." She said quietly. "Okay well let's go get tests." I said trying to help. She nodded and we got up and left.
Shays POV
When we got to the store the paps had followed us. We hurried inside and grabbed the tests. As we were checking out the paparazzi were snapping photos of us buying the tests. I looked up at Niall. "Just ignore them I don't even care if they see us." He said angrily. I nodded my head and ran out of the store with him.
When we got back to his flat I went and took the three tests. I came out if the bathroom and he was waiting for me. "We have to wait 5 minutes." I said and he nodded his head. After 5 minutes me and Niall looked at each other. "Do you want to go look?" He asked me. "I cant." I struggled to say. He nodded and got up. After checking he came back out of the bathroom. "You're pregnant love." He said looking at me sympathetically. That was all he needed to say before I started to sob. He wrapped his arms around me and started to rub my back. "Do you want to go tell Harry?" He asked me. I nodded and we walked to his car.
When we got to the hospital the doctor said that Harry was awake and we could go talk to him. I walked in and he looked over at me. I smiled at him and he just looked away. I went and sat down next to him. "Hey how ya feeling?" I asked him. "Fine." He said still not looking at me. "Harry what's wrong?" I asked him trying to pull his attention towards me. He finally looked over at me and sighed. "Shay while you were in a comma I cheated on you. I'm not proud of it but I actually really like the girl." My heart sank at his words and I felt tears. Then a girl walked out of the bathroom. "Hi I'm Gianna." She said happily. "Hi I'm Shay." I said monotone. "I'm Harry's girlfriend. Who are you?" She asked smiling. "Oh I'm just really good friends with Harry. I'm actually Niall's girlfriend." I said standing up next to Niall. "Oh well it's nice to meet you." She said sitting next to Harry. "It was nice meeting you too." I said and walked out of the room.
I was walking fast down the hallway when I felt someone grab my wrist. I was turned around and pulled into Niall's chest. I started to cry instantly. "Shay lets go home." He said and with that he brought me to his car.
When we got back to his flat the other boys were there. "Hey guys what are you doing here?" Niall asked then as we all walked in. "Harry told us about what happened." Louis said bringing me into a hug. I started to cry more into his chest. "She didn't even get to tell him what she needed to tell him." Niall said rubbing my back. "What was that love?" Liam asked me. "I'm pregnant." I said quietly. "Who's baby is it?" Louis asked immediately. "I don't know it could be Eds or Harry's." I said trying to control my breathing. "Well either way you have all of us here to help you." Zayn said taking me from Louis' arms. "Thanks guys." I said hugging him back.
We spent most of the day watching movies and playing games. After we all ate dinner the lads were deciding to go home. "Are we gunna switch off nights with Shay or are you just gunna keep her?" Louis asked looking at Niall. "I'll just keep her." Niall said smiling at me. I smiled back and hugged him. The boys then left and then it was just me and Niall. "So how are ya doin darling?" Niall asked me. "I'm doing okay." I said putting my head on his chest. "Do you like me?" He asked randomly wrapping his arms around me. I nodded a yes and felt him smiling. "Good cause I've liked you since I met you." He said kissing my temple. I looked up at him and felt our lips coming closer together. Finally our lips met and it was perfect.
Our kiss quickly turned into a make out session and not long after I felt his boner against me. "Niall are you still a virgin?" I asked him. "Yeah." He said shyly. "Come with me." I said and walked with him to his bedroom. I closed the door behind us and he sat on his bed. I stood in front of him and took off my shirt and pants. He smirked and he took off all his clothes and boxers. After I took off my bra and underwear Niall laid me down on his bed. He started to kiss me again and I felt his tip at my entrance but then he pulled away.
"Niall what's wrong?" I asked him putting my hands in his hair. "Will this hurt the baby?" He asked touching my stomach. "No baby it'll be fine." I said kissing him again. He smiled and then entered me. I shifted uncomfortably because he was bigger than Harry or Ed. He stopped to let me adjust to him. I started to make out with him to let him know to keep going. He pulled away from our kiss and started to thrust harder. "Your so tight." He whispered in my ear. I started to moan uncontrollably. "Niall faster." I begged him and he did. "Shay oh my god." He yelled throwing his head back. "Niall." I screamed as I came. After a few more thrusts he rolled off of me.
"Am I good?" He asked looking into my eyes. I laughed slightly, "Yeah you are." I said putting my hands in his hair. "Do you still love Harry?" He questioned me pulling me closer. I thought for a minute about this question. "I don't know anymore." I said in all honesty. Niall then nodded and pulled me closer. "I'll always be here for you Shay." He whispered into my ear. "I know." I said back before falling asleep.
I woke up the next morning and felt a small body next to me. I looked down to see Shay resting her head on my chest. I smiled and kissed her head. I then untangled myself from her being sure not to wake her up. I headed downstairs to make breakfast for us. As I was making breakfast I started to think. I had always had a crush on Shay since I met her. I didn't want to take her away from Harry but sleeping with her felt nice. Then I started to think of Grace. I quickly pushed thoughts of her away as I remembered she said she didn't want to see me anymore.
As I finished cooking breakfast Shay walked downstairs still in her pjs. "Good morning." She said sleepily. "Good morning." I said back hugging her. "I made breakfast." I said putting food for her on a plate. "Thanks but I don't feel good." She said clutching on to her stomach. "Are you okay?" I asked her, sitting her down. "Yeah." She said. After a minute she ran to the bathroom. I followed her to find her puking. I held her hair back. "You sure you're okay?" I asked her again. "What's the date?" She asked me. "The forth. Why?" I asked. "Shit." She mumbled under hear breath. "What? What is it?" I asked her. "I haven't gotten my period in like two months." She said quietly. "Okay well let's go get tests." I said trying to help. She nodded and we got up and left.
Shays POV
When we got to the store the paps had followed us. We hurried inside and grabbed the tests. As we were checking out the paparazzi were snapping photos of us buying the tests. I looked up at Niall. "Just ignore them I don't even care if they see us." He said angrily. I nodded my head and ran out of the store with him.
When we got back to his flat I went and took the three tests. I came out if the bathroom and he was waiting for me. "We have to wait 5 minutes." I said and he nodded his head. After 5 minutes me and Niall looked at each other. "Do you want to go look?" He asked me. "I cant." I struggled to say. He nodded and got up. After checking he came back out of the bathroom. "You're pregnant love." He said looking at me sympathetically. That was all he needed to say before I started to sob. He wrapped his arms around me and started to rub my back. "Do you want to go tell Harry?" He asked me. I nodded and we walked to his car.
When we got to the hospital the doctor said that Harry was awake and we could go talk to him. I walked in and he looked over at me. I smiled at him and he just looked away. I went and sat down next to him. "Hey how ya feeling?" I asked him. "Fine." He said still not looking at me. "Harry what's wrong?" I asked him trying to pull his attention towards me. He finally looked over at me and sighed. "Shay while you were in a comma I cheated on you. I'm not proud of it but I actually really like the girl." My heart sank at his words and I felt tears. Then a girl walked out of the bathroom. "Hi I'm Gianna." She said happily. "Hi I'm Shay." I said monotone. "I'm Harry's girlfriend. Who are you?" She asked smiling. "Oh I'm just really good friends with Harry. I'm actually Niall's girlfriend." I said standing up next to Niall. "Oh well it's nice to meet you." She said sitting next to Harry. "It was nice meeting you too." I said and walked out of the room.
I was walking fast down the hallway when I felt someone grab my wrist. I was turned around and pulled into Niall's chest. I started to cry instantly. "Shay lets go home." He said and with that he brought me to his car.
When we got back to his flat the other boys were there. "Hey guys what are you doing here?" Niall asked then as we all walked in. "Harry told us about what happened." Louis said bringing me into a hug. I started to cry more into his chest. "She didn't even get to tell him what she needed to tell him." Niall said rubbing my back. "What was that love?" Liam asked me. "I'm pregnant." I said quietly. "Who's baby is it?" Louis asked immediately. "I don't know it could be Eds or Harry's." I said trying to control my breathing. "Well either way you have all of us here to help you." Zayn said taking me from Louis' arms. "Thanks guys." I said hugging him back.
We spent most of the day watching movies and playing games. After we all ate dinner the lads were deciding to go home. "Are we gunna switch off nights with Shay or are you just gunna keep her?" Louis asked looking at Niall. "I'll just keep her." Niall said smiling at me. I smiled back and hugged him. The boys then left and then it was just me and Niall. "So how are ya doin darling?" Niall asked me. "I'm doing okay." I said putting my head on his chest. "Do you like me?" He asked randomly wrapping his arms around me. I nodded a yes and felt him smiling. "Good cause I've liked you since I met you." He said kissing my temple. I looked up at him and felt our lips coming closer together. Finally our lips met and it was perfect.
Our kiss quickly turned into a make out session and not long after I felt his boner against me. "Niall are you still a virgin?" I asked him. "Yeah." He said shyly. "Come with me." I said and walked with him to his bedroom. I closed the door behind us and he sat on his bed. I stood in front of him and took off my shirt and pants. He smirked and he took off all his clothes and boxers. After I took off my bra and underwear Niall laid me down on his bed. He started to kiss me again and I felt his tip at my entrance but then he pulled away.
"Niall what's wrong?" I asked him putting my hands in his hair. "Will this hurt the baby?" He asked touching my stomach. "No baby it'll be fine." I said kissing him again. He smiled and then entered me. I shifted uncomfortably because he was bigger than Harry or Ed. He stopped to let me adjust to him. I started to make out with him to let him know to keep going. He pulled away from our kiss and started to thrust harder. "Your so tight." He whispered in my ear. I started to moan uncontrollably. "Niall faster." I begged him and he did. "Shay oh my god." He yelled throwing his head back. "Niall." I screamed as I came. After a few more thrusts he rolled off of me.
"Am I good?" He asked looking into my eyes. I laughed slightly, "Yeah you are." I said putting my hands in his hair. "Do you still love Harry?" He questioned me pulling me closer. I thought for a minute about this question. "I don't know anymore." I said in all honesty. Niall then nodded and pulled me closer. "I'll always be here for you Shay." He whispered into my ear. "I know." I said back before falling asleep.
7/11/13