Here Without You
Chapter 11
Shay's POV
I woke up the next morning and Harry was still holding onto me tightly. I smiled and laid my head on his chest again just waiting for him to wake up. "Goodmorning love." I heard his morning voice say after a few minutes. "Morning Harry." I said grinning. "How was last night?" He asked; I could hear the smirk in his voice. I blushed a deep shade of red, "It was great." I said quitely as I traced his tattoos. "Can I have a kiss?" He asked like an innocent child. "of course." I said as I tried to move up to kiss him. I couldnt move up thought my thighs ached too much. "Oww." I whimpered and laid back down. "Thighs?" Harry asked. "Uh yeah howd you know?" I asked confused. "Ive just had experience." He said getting up. "Where are you going?" I begged him grabbing onto his wrist. "To get something to help with your thighs love." He said and went to his bathroom. He came out a few minutes later with a bottle of bengay. Harry pulled me up and started to rub and mesage the bengay onto my thighs. I leaned back and felt very relaxed. "Feel good baby?" He asked me smiling. "Mhmm." I answered him closing my eyes.
After a minute my phone started to ring. Harry got up and look at my phone. "Its Edward." He said a little bit mad. "Can I please have my phone?" I asked him reaching for it. He sighed and handed it to me. "Hey babe." I said into the phone. "Hey sweetie. How was last night?" He asked obviously busy with something. I blushed again, "It was amazing." I said smiling from ear to ear. "Did you have sex?" He asked focus now fully on me. "How could you tell?" I asked a little embarrassed. "Your voice I dont know just thought." He said kind of sad. "Im sorry." I said starting to feel bad. "Its fine as long as I get to do it to you too." He said a little happier now. "Sure." I said smiling. "Good. Want to come over tonight and have a movie date?" He asked me focus back onto something else. "Yeah what time?" I asked. "Come over at 5:30." He said and hung up.
I put my phone down and looked back up at Harry. Anger flashed through his face. "What is it baby?" I asked him. "I hate that I have to share you with Ed you should be mine. I loved waking up to you and kissing you." He said tears forming in his eyes. I tried getting up but pain shot through my legs. "Ouch!" I screamed holding onto my thigh. "Baby please dont try to get up yet." Harry said sitting next to me holding me. "Harry it hurts." I said starting to cry. "I know baby I know." He said knowing that I meant more than just my legs
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Ed's House****
Shay's POV
Me and Ed were sitting down on his couch and he had just put in Skyfall. "I hope you like this movie." He said wrapping his arm around me. "I do but um do you have Disney movies?" I asked wanting to watch a Disney movie. "No why would I have that?" He said laughing. "Oh okay." I said sadly. We watched the movie and decided to watch another one. "How bout Saw?" Ed asked me looking through his movie collection. "I dont like scary movies." I said cringing at it. "Dont worry I'll protect you." He said laughing again. I did an awkward laugh back as he put in the movie. Half way through the movie I was almost in tears. "Ed can we turn this off?" I begged the first tear falling. "No I like it." He said pulling away from me. I felt my phone vibrating and pulled it out to see Harry calling me. "Im going to take this." I said getting up and walking outside. "Hey." I said trying to hide that I was crying. "Baby whats wrong?" Harry asked immediately. "Ed is making me watch a scary movie." I said letting the tears fall. "Im coming to get you." Harry said into the phone. "Okay." I said crying harder into the phone. "Just stay calm baby Ill be there soon." He said trying to calm me down. "Baby I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said and hung up.
I waited for 15 minutes and then saw Harry's figure running to get me. I stood up and he engulfed me in a hug. "No more crying baby. Im here." He said rubbing my back. "Harry im scared." I sobbed into his chest. "I know I know. But ill protect you baby. Wanna go home now?" He asked looking into my eyes. "Yeah." I said trying to stop crying. As we were walking away Ed came out of his flat. "Shay?" He questioned and I turned around. "Im going back to Harry's." I said and turned back around. "Why?" He begged. "you made me watch a scary movie when I told you I didnt want to." I said starting to cry again. "Baby please I didnt know you'd get that scared." Ed said grabbing my arm. "Please come back." Ed said pulling me closer. At that point I didnt know who I wanted to go with. "I dont know who I want to go with." I said looking down. "How bout Harry comes in with us and he sleeps at my flat?" Ed asked both me and Harry. "Yeah." Harry said and I shook my head.
We went into Ed's flat and I got into my pjs. "Can I got to sleep now?" I asked. "Sure love." Harry said hugging me. Harry leaned down to kiss me and I kissed him back. "If you need me Im right out here. Okay?" Harry said to me pointing to the couch. "Okay." I said back kissing him again. "Lets go to sleep." Ed said pulling me into his room. Ed fell asleep qucikly while I laid for awhile. Once I was finally asleep I had an awful nightmare. I woke up and looked at the clock, '1:07'. I was searching desperately for Harry and remembered he was out on the couch. I ran out there and snuggled up close to him. "Baby what are you doing?" He asked me half asleep. "Im scared I had a nightmare." I said cuddling into him. "Its okay baby. I love you and Ill protect you. Now just relax." He said and with those wordds I fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning and Harry was still holding onto me tightly. I smiled and laid my head on his chest again just waiting for him to wake up. "Goodmorning love." I heard his morning voice say after a few minutes. "Morning Harry." I said grinning. "How was last night?" He asked; I could hear the smirk in his voice. I blushed a deep shade of red, "It was great." I said quitely as I traced his tattoos. "Can I have a kiss?" He asked like an innocent child. "of course." I said as I tried to move up to kiss him. I couldnt move up thought my thighs ached too much. "Oww." I whimpered and laid back down. "Thighs?" Harry asked. "Uh yeah howd you know?" I asked confused. "Ive just had experience." He said getting up. "Where are you going?" I begged him grabbing onto his wrist. "To get something to help with your thighs love." He said and went to his bathroom. He came out a few minutes later with a bottle of bengay. Harry pulled me up and started to rub and mesage the bengay onto my thighs. I leaned back and felt very relaxed. "Feel good baby?" He asked me smiling. "Mhmm." I answered him closing my eyes.
After a minute my phone started to ring. Harry got up and look at my phone. "Its Edward." He said a little bit mad. "Can I please have my phone?" I asked him reaching for it. He sighed and handed it to me. "Hey babe." I said into the phone. "Hey sweetie. How was last night?" He asked obviously busy with something. I blushed again, "It was amazing." I said smiling from ear to ear. "Did you have sex?" He asked focus now fully on me. "How could you tell?" I asked a little embarrassed. "Your voice I dont know just thought." He said kind of sad. "Im sorry." I said starting to feel bad. "Its fine as long as I get to do it to you too." He said a little happier now. "Sure." I said smiling. "Good. Want to come over tonight and have a movie date?" He asked me focus back onto something else. "Yeah what time?" I asked. "Come over at 5:30." He said and hung up.
I put my phone down and looked back up at Harry. Anger flashed through his face. "What is it baby?" I asked him. "I hate that I have to share you with Ed you should be mine. I loved waking up to you and kissing you." He said tears forming in his eyes. I tried getting up but pain shot through my legs. "Ouch!" I screamed holding onto my thigh. "Baby please dont try to get up yet." Harry said sitting next to me holding me. "Harry it hurts." I said starting to cry. "I know baby I know." He said knowing that I meant more than just my legs
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Ed's House****
Shay's POV
Me and Ed were sitting down on his couch and he had just put in Skyfall. "I hope you like this movie." He said wrapping his arm around me. "I do but um do you have Disney movies?" I asked wanting to watch a Disney movie. "No why would I have that?" He said laughing. "Oh okay." I said sadly. We watched the movie and decided to watch another one. "How bout Saw?" Ed asked me looking through his movie collection. "I dont like scary movies." I said cringing at it. "Dont worry I'll protect you." He said laughing again. I did an awkward laugh back as he put in the movie. Half way through the movie I was almost in tears. "Ed can we turn this off?" I begged the first tear falling. "No I like it." He said pulling away from me. I felt my phone vibrating and pulled it out to see Harry calling me. "Im going to take this." I said getting up and walking outside. "Hey." I said trying to hide that I was crying. "Baby whats wrong?" Harry asked immediately. "Ed is making me watch a scary movie." I said letting the tears fall. "Im coming to get you." Harry said into the phone. "Okay." I said crying harder into the phone. "Just stay calm baby Ill be there soon." He said trying to calm me down. "Baby I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said and hung up.
I waited for 15 minutes and then saw Harry's figure running to get me. I stood up and he engulfed me in a hug. "No more crying baby. Im here." He said rubbing my back. "Harry im scared." I sobbed into his chest. "I know I know. But ill protect you baby. Wanna go home now?" He asked looking into my eyes. "Yeah." I said trying to stop crying. As we were walking away Ed came out of his flat. "Shay?" He questioned and I turned around. "Im going back to Harry's." I said and turned back around. "Why?" He begged. "you made me watch a scary movie when I told you I didnt want to." I said starting to cry again. "Baby please I didnt know you'd get that scared." Ed said grabbing my arm. "Please come back." Ed said pulling me closer. At that point I didnt know who I wanted to go with. "I dont know who I want to go with." I said looking down. "How bout Harry comes in with us and he sleeps at my flat?" Ed asked both me and Harry. "Yeah." Harry said and I shook my head.
We went into Ed's flat and I got into my pjs. "Can I got to sleep now?" I asked. "Sure love." Harry said hugging me. Harry leaned down to kiss me and I kissed him back. "If you need me Im right out here. Okay?" Harry said to me pointing to the couch. "Okay." I said back kissing him again. "Lets go to sleep." Ed said pulling me into his room. Ed fell asleep qucikly while I laid for awhile. Once I was finally asleep I had an awful nightmare. I woke up and looked at the clock, '1:07'. I was searching desperately for Harry and remembered he was out on the couch. I ran out there and snuggled up close to him. "Baby what are you doing?" He asked me half asleep. "Im scared I had a nightmare." I said cuddling into him. "Its okay baby. I love you and Ill protect you. Now just relax." He said and with those wordds I fell asleep.
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