Cover Your Eyes so You Don't Know the Secret

I hate that I have to stop being home schooled because my mom has to work more jobs. The reason being is because my father left us. He found someone younger and more beautiful. That if a flat lie. No one is more beautiful than my mother. HOW DARE HE DO THAT TO MY MOTHER! HE HAS NO RIGHT TO SAY THAT! You better be glad I wasn't home when he said that. I would have went all CSI on his tail. Oh yeah I would. But sadly I didn't get a chance. My mom also has to work two jobs because she wants me to be able to go through college without having to work. I feel like that it is stupid but it's whatever floats her boat. OH! I didn't introduce myself. My name is Louis Tomlinson. I live In Doncaster which is in England if you didn't know that already. I'm a junior in college. I major in physicality and I minor in Music and Theater. I love to sing and act. That is definitely my life, but I also like to help people with their problems. So I decide that I would major in something that would get me a job minoring in my passion. Many people don't do that. And when they think that they could just get a job in music or acting they have a 1 in a billion chance of that happening.

Any way today is my first day of actually going to a school so I'm not happy but I'm not sad either. I would love to see what a school is like and not have to stay home all the time. After I got all of my things packed and put in my car, I write my mom a note:

“Dear Mother, Hey Mom I’m heading out to school. Sorry I couldn’t wait for you to get home. Hope you have a great day. I love you! I hope you come see me when you have a chance. I will come visit as much as I possibly can. All depends on how things work out at this school.
Love, Your Son, Tomlinson.

I ended the note and placed it on the outside of the door after I lock it. I head to my car and get in. I put the key in the ignition but I don't' start up the car.
"Why can't I do this?" I say to myself as I rest my head on the steering wheel and take a deep breath. “Come on Tomlinson, it’s not that hard to start the car and get going!” I yell and bang my hands on my steering wheel.
I sit back in my seat and lean my head back. "This is a new life for you. No one will know about you being gay and you won't have to have the messed up life that put you in home school. A New Leaf, ya know?" I say to myself. I begin to calm down. I lean forward and make a "burr" sound as I shake my head. I turned the key and started the car. I turned on the radio, then backed out the drive way. My favorite song came on by Cold Play call O. I know it's just a letter and it may seem stupid but the song is basically a poem about love or him in love with someone but it use a flock of birds to describe it. Yeah Chris Martin is just a poet like that. I love this band. By the end of about 10 songs I pulled in to the university's parking lot. Everyone was already unpacked, because some students never left and some are leaving to go to a more economically friendly school. I only get to go to this school because I'm on scholarship.



I get out my car and get my bags. I struggle to get to the doors but I make it. I go to the front office and see and old kind looking lady at the front desk.
“Hello Honey, How may I help you?" She asked, See I told you, Kind.
"Um, yes ma'am..." I was cut off by the lady putting up her hand.
"Don't call me ma'am. I love to get to know all of the students by name. My name is Patsy. Please call me that." Patsy says.
"Oh ok. Well Patsy. I'm Louis Tomlinson and I'm here to pick up my schedule and my room number and key." I say.
"Sure thing Hun. Here's your schedule and your room number is at the top with its room four hundred and thirty six and here's your room key.” She says as she hands me my stuff.
"Oh thanks so much Patsy." I say and give her a worm smile and a wave as I leave.
I head to my room and open the door there is someone in here, he walks up to be and says: “Hey My name is Niall, Niall Horan! And yours?"
The tall blonde kid asked me as I set my things on the second bed.
"My name is Louis Tomlinson. Where are you from?" I had to ask because He didn't have the same accent as the rest of the students here.
"I'm from Mullingar, Ireland. I've been an exchange student from my freshman year in college to my junior. I'm assuming you are a junior as well?" The blonde kid said in more of a question then a statement.
“You would be correct. This is actually my first time going to a school. I've been home schooled all my life." I said.
“Really mate!? Man I couldn't take that. I have to socialize with humans or I'll just die I tell you, DIE!" Niall said
I couldn't help but laugh at the statement just made.
“You know? You’re alright, I think we could be good friends." I say after I was able to breath.
"Really?" he asked surprised.
“Yeah so what are you here for?" I ask.
"Child care that's my major and my minor is Music and Theater. You?" Niall says.
"Oh, I'm here for physicality which is my major and my minors are Music and Theater." I say as I look around the room some more.
"Oh that co..." Niall starts saying.
“Hey Niall we're going out to night you want to come?" Some curly headed girl says from the door. “Oh who’s your new friend Hun?" she asks.
"Oh this is my friend Louis, and Louis this is my girlfriend Anhill" Niall says.
"Hi it's very nice to meet you!" Anhill says and she gives me a big hug. “Oh and you are so welcomed to come Lou."
"Ha-ha, sure I’ll come I can unpack the rest of my stuff to night." I said and we were off.

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