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Good Intentions ⇼ Luke Hemmings

Two.

***LUKE’S POINT OF VIEW***

I have nothing. Nothing at all. I have a lonely flat, and that’s it. Mum gives me shit whenever I see her, dad can’t look me in the eye, and Jack and Ben never stop saying how much they miss Romy. Ella hasn’t spoke to me in years, Steph told me off for being an arse. Calum and Mikey occasionally visit me, but get yelled at as backlash. Kaylee, Ashton, and Josi have kept an even amount of interest in me. I work with Ash, and see Josi and Kaylee when they visit him at work. But aside from that, no one is here for me.

I’ve gone on a downward spiral since Romy walked out of my life. Five years of living in agony. Pure Hell. Hell accompanied with drunken nights and one night stands. Hell accompanied with stranger’s eyes and rough lips. Hell with no relief. Hell in complete agony.

I can’t even begin describe the loneliness. I’ve went to shows, and spent the money I should be using for Romy’s tickets on whisky and wine. Although, it would have covered both. I spent the footsteps I should have taken to an altar, on pacing through the aisles of a gas station trying to muster the courage to buy another pack of cigarettes to cope with myself. I see her face in a hundred strangers every day and fill them with bad conversations. I think about how she’d judge every instance. Most people think of lonely as an adjective, but for me, it’s a verb. It’s my life.

***ROMY’S POINT OF VIEW***

As my shift ended, I stopped at a cafe for dinner, picking up an extra burger and running it to Maiko. I spent a bit with him as he took a break to eat dinner and told him about my day, leaving out the bit when I told Mallory about Luke. After his break ended, I left him with a small peck on the lips and drove home. I sat down at home, got into my pajamas, and started a puzzle.

***

“You’re still up?” Maiko asked, tossing his keys on the table. “It’s late.” He frowned, walking to the couch I was on and kissed my head. “You’re doing a puzzle?” He laughed.
“I was bored!” I defended, turning the telly off. “It’s relaxing. You should try it.” I teased, standing and making my way to the door as Maiko removed his coat, throwing it on the couch. I locked the door, setting my back against it and sighing.
“I don’t need to try it.” He grinned.
“I think you do!” I began to make my way to our bedroom, stopping once I met him. “You’re too stressed for your own good.” Kissing his cheek, I walked to our room. “I’m going to bed.”
“Night. Love you.” Maiko called.
“I know.” I replied with a frown before snuggling up to a pillow and passing out.

***

I opened my eyes on a Saturday morning, near ten, feeling fantastic—as I didn’t have to wake up at six. The morning light bit through the blinds, and I felt Maiko silently slide into bed. He wrapped his arms tightly around my waist, allowing me to turn and face him.
“You’re supposed to be at work.” I spoke sleepily.
“I know.” He said, and kissed me. A soft, sweet, light linger on my lips that warmed my entire body. “But isn’t this nicer?” He rasped.
“Why didn’t you go?” I asked with a small laugh.
“Well, I woke up and I saw you sleeping. You looked so beautiful, that I just couldn’t leave you so lonely.” He smiled gently at me. “Do you have any plans I can crash today?” He joked.
“I was thinking of getting a haircut.” I mumbled as I crawled closer to him.
“A haircut?” He laughed, “You barely have any!” He ran a hand through my messy hair in mockery. “How much shorter?”
“Maybe I’ll shave it all off.” I lied.
“I’d still love you.” He sprang that word on me again, love.
“Even with no hair?” I assured.
“Yep!” He winked.

“Glad to see you’re not in it for the looks.” I rolled my eyes playfully.
“Eh, if I was, there wouldn’t be much to go off of.” He joked, earning a loud laugh.
“That’s funny.” I smiled.
“I was joking.” He kissed my nose lightly as I got out of bed and headed to the shower.

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4/14/18

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4/14/18

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