Have you forgotten?

Rafaela's P.O.V.

"You know, Shirleen? I'll do it. I'm not gonna give up right now. I have to succeed and if that mean,s I should live with him for a year, then so be it. I can't run forever.", I said and she looked at me wide-eyed.

"Are you sure?", she asked, the surprise visible in her voice. "Positive.",

I said, just when somebody knocked on my door. Me and Shirleen wiped our eyes, before I opened the door. There he stood. Stunning as ever. Dark ripped jeans, boots and a simple black shirt. His long hair was falling around his face like a brown curtain, making his eyes look darker.

"Um, are you guys ready?", he asked, snapping me out of my daydream. I haven't realized, I had been staring at him.

"Yes Harry, you will be going to the airport by the tourbus, so if you don't mind, wait for Rafaela to change and fix her hair and makeup in the living room.", Shirleen said, walking out of the room and towards the living area. He followed her silently. Sometimes I love this woman.

Just before she disappeared out of my sight, she turned her head towards me.

"Good bye, honey, have fun.", she said and I nodded, closing my door.

I changed into tight jeans, a white shirt and 10 inch high heels. I fixed my hair and makeup and decided to go to the living room.

I didn't want to be around him, but I had to. I entered the small room, my heels clicking against the floor, bringing his attention towards me.

His mouth hit the floor by the sight of me. Hehe, good.

"Hazza, close your mouth, you gunna catch flies.", I teased him. I was going to play it cool. Like nothing has happened in the past.

"Well, it's impossible, you look stunning.", he was being his cheeky self.

"I know.", I said, sitting on the small couch beside him.

''Oh, you have to give me your money by the way.", I said and his head snapped in my direction.

I was considering leaving him somewhere without his wallet. Yeah, this should be fun. Haha just kidding.

I just wanted to be in control.

"Where we are going, we won't have wifi or mobile service. If we bring movies, then we can use the TV and we will be up in the mountain, so we will have to go to the town to buy food and Shirleen said, that the money should stay with me.", I said and he raised an eyebrow.

"Is that so?", he asked.

"Oh yeah, and I am the boss, you do as I tell you.", I said and his mouth hung open.

"And what, if I don't do, as you say?", he smirked.

"Then you will get in trouble.", I said. I could see, that he doesn't believe me.

"How about I call Shirleen and ask her myself?", he asked, taking out his phone and dialing Shirleen.

"Hello, Shirleen. I just have a question. Rafaela here says, that I should give her my wallet. The money and the documents. Can I ask why?........ Yeah...... I understand..... Ok, thank you, bye." Shirleen, please don't let me down.

I looked at him, searching for reaction. He just got out his wallet and handed it to me.

YES. We stayed silent for the rest of the ride.

When we arrived at the airport, we hardly made it inside. There were so many people outside. Fans and papz were shouting different things.

When we finally made it inside, we sat down in the plastic chairs at the airport's waiting area.

When our flight was called, we entered the plane. I sat in a seat next to the window. And of course, Harry took the seat beside me. The plane soon raised in the air.

"We need to talk.", he said, just when I was about to plug my earphones in. He wasn't going to leave me alone.

"Ok, talk.", I said, taking out my earphones.

"How long is the plane ride?", he asked, looking at his watch.

"Three hours and a half, we have plenty of time.", I said, leaning my back in the soft seat.

"What happened, Rafaela? Why did you leave? Where did you go? I've tried to find you for so long.", he bombarded me with different questions.

"First, nothing happened, you were too busy for me, so I left. I was somewhere away. From you, from everything. I was in Bulgaria.", I said, not looking at him.

"Rafy, you misunderstood. The band had just started getting famous and I started working 24/7. I really didn't have time for a girlfriend. I didn't want to keep you tied down for nothing.", he tried to explain.

"Yeah, that's why right after our breakup you went out and fucked a couple of models, then dated other girls.", I said, getting frustrated. I felt my voice raising, so I tried to calm down.

I didn't want to cause a scene here.

"Rafaela, don't make it sound like it is all my fault. I was forced to do, what I did. At least you know, how we work.", he said, looking straight into my eyes.

"No Harry, I don't know how we work, please enlighten me.", I said, raising my eyebrows.

"Look at us, Raf, we barely spent two hours together and we are already fighting. Just like before.", he said, his voice soft. It is true.

When we started dating, we started fighting constantly. We were arguing about everything and anything.

I stayed silent. He ran a hand through his hair.

"Rafaela, please tell me the reason you left. I'm pretty sure, it wasn't all because of me." No Harry, it wasn't only you. It was your mother and the fucker, who I used to call dad.

"One of the reasons I left was because I wanted to forget. About you, and about my whole past. The other reason is something, you don't need to know. It's my own business. Look, I suggest we start over. Let's forget about everything in the past.", I said, the last sentence in a pleading tone.

I couldn't tell him.

"Okay.", he finally sighed.


"At least I found you.", he said, wrapping his arms around me for the first time in two years and a half. It felt so good to be with him again.

"You know, our new album will be released on the 17th of November, which is next month.", he broke the silence.

"Do you know, why is it called Four?", he asked . I shook my head.

"I suggested that name. It's because it would be our fourth anniversary then.", he said and I felt my stomach tighten. I felt sick.

"And all the songs in there describe our love through these four years. Everything since the day we started dating until today.", he said, looking somewhere into space. I can't believe it.

"Harry, what are you saying?", I finally found my voice.

"The truth.", he simply said and got out his iPod.

"I have it here. Listen to it.", he said, handing me his iPod.

"So I am about to listen to the album before its release? Nice, but if it gets leaked, it wasn't me.", I said, plugging my earphones in. He chuckled at my words.

. "If you only knew, how much I have missed this.", he said, thinking that I don't hear him.

I hadn't put the music on play yet.

"Me too.", I said softly, not sure if he heard.

Then I played the playlist titled Four.

Notes

I am very sorry for being such a bad author, but please forgive me.

I have been very sick, then I had some family stuff to deal with...

And yeah.

I will probably update again on Monday.

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