Have you forgotten?

Rafaela’s P.O.V.


I couldn’t breath. The sight was killing me inside. My chest tighened. Why, Harry? Why?! I thought you love me! ‚You are too stubborn, this ist he cause of it.‘, my subconscious screamed in my head. Tears filled my eyes but I held them in.

„Ni, I need to freshen up. Would you excuse me for a bit?“, I asked and he nodded, giving me a look of apology. He knew why I wanted to be away. I wanted to just go home, to my mommy and cry in her arms, but wait…she hated me. The tears were streaming hard down my face, by the time I reached the bathroom.

I didn’t feel my body shake nor did I broke down in sobs. I just stared at myself in the mirror and watched the tear drops fall fromm y eyes straight on the counter in front of me. They weren’t touching my cheeks, because I was leaning down lightly. I didn’t want my makeup ruined. After a few mins I wiped my eyes off and fixed my eyeliner and mascara. He is being dirty with a girl. I can be dirty with guys too. I am young and attractive. After a minute of self motivation I went out oft he room and looked for Niall. I spotted him by the drinks. I went straight to him.

„Hey Ni, I’m back.“, I said. He looked at me his eyes red and his hair ruffled.

„Oh hey Rafaela.“, he slurred. Wow, I've been away long. He is drunk. Perfect, then he won’t remember what am I going to do with him tonight.

„Let’s go dance.“, I said playfully and hooked a finger in his collar. I started walking and he was right behind me. I went first tot he DJ and asked for Anaconda by Nicki Minaj. He nodded and we went tot he dance area. I didn’t see Harry anywhere. I know it’s terrible to ruin his birthday like that, but probably he won’t give a shit. Who knows where he is now, doing the dirty with Kendall. Only the thought alone gave me a heart stab.

The song was coming to an end and the one I had ordered was about to begin, and he was still nowhere to be seen. The song began, it was Anaconda. Not one of my favourites, but it was perfect for what I needed now. The song began. I panicked for a second. I didn’t want to do that. I just wanted Harry to see it. But now that he ain’t here… Damn, my plans never wore out as I want them to. I jumped lightly when I felt two hands grip my waist from behind.

„Dance with me, Rafy.“, Niall said in a drunken voice. I moved very lightly and moodlessly against him until I saw my motivation. Harry and Kendall grinding on each other. There it goes. I pressed myself against Niall and tried to push away the stupid feeling inside of me. I felt like an easy girl.

Niall sobered up from my actions and asked: „Rafaella, what are you doing?“ I turned around, facing him.

„Niall, play along, I see Hazza and this girl.“, I said in his ear.

„Are you sure?“, he asked.

„Yes.“, I answered and this was all it took for him to spin me around and press my back side to his front. He let go of my waist and I bent down slightly to get a better angle on him. I saw him putting his hands behind his head, enjoying the view of me grinding on him. I looked at the place where Harry stood, but he was nowhere to be seen. I stopped and straightened myself up, adjusting my dress. I turned around to thank Niall, but he was gone too. I started looking for him and after 10 minutes of not finding him, I called his phone. He picked up.

„Niall? Where are you, I’ve been looking up for you.“, I asked after I got out in the yard so I can hear better. The air was chilly.

„I just…something jumped up.“, he said unsure. He was in a very quiet place from what I heard.

„Niall, did you leave?“, I asked.

„Yeah. Look Rafaela, I had to, he is my mate, I didn’t want to ruin his birthday.“, he answered.

„I totally understand, I’m sorry for making you do this, I don’t know what came over me.“, I apologised.

„It’s ok, just go back tot he party please, you and Harry have talking to do.“, he said.

„What do you mean?“, I asked him.

„Better Harry be the one to tell you, go find him.“, he said and we hang up afterwards. What on earth did he mean? Well, I guess I gotta find Harry to find out. And this is what I did. I started looking for him. It was no use. I sent him a text.

Me: „Wher R U?“
Harry: „Upstairs, 3rd room on the left“

I made my way between sweaty dancing bodies, finally reaching the 2nd floor. I felt like I won an olympic game. The place was packed. I approached the 3rd room and caught the handle. Was it the same room? What if I walked in on someone having sex or somthing? What if Harry had to tell me he never wanted to see me again? Just like my mother…

I took a deep breath and pressed on the handle. Let’s get this over with. I entered the dark room, spotting Harry, looking out the window.



Harry’s P.O.V.


Why? Why did she have to do this to me? I tried making her jealous, realise her love towards me and come to me and say that she has made a mistake. Instead she goes and dry fucks on of my best friends. I couldn’t just look so I had to send Niall home.



Rafaela’s P.O.V.


„Hazza?“, I called out in a soft voice, while closing the door.

Notes

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