Have you forgotten?

Zayn's P.O.V.

'What's wrong with me?', I've been asking myself for quite some time now. I have such a wonderful fiancé, yet I can't stop thinking about another girl. 'Is it even fair towards Perrie?', I asked myself, scrolling through pictures of Rafaela. We started off as best friends and here I am now, looking at her pictures and knowing she'll never be mine. But I don't mind it as long as she is around me.

When she told me that she has kissed Harry in his sleep, my heart broke and jealousy built inside of me. This is when I found out about my feelings towards this beautiful creature of God. When she announced she was leaving, I felt anxiety course through me. I feel like I can't live without her being around. But I can see in her eyes that she wants Harry. Her eyes sparkle even only by the mention of his name. What if they get together? No, I won't be able to live with that thought.

The other day she came in my room just when I was writing down my feelings towards her into a song. I was scared that she might find out about my feelings and that would ruin our friendship. Harry's birthday is in two days and I only hope she comes back until then. It's been only a day, but I can't stand being without her. I miss her.
Here is 4 a.m., should I call her? 'No, you idiot, there's 6 a.m.', my subconscious reminded me. I waited for another 30 minutes and I couldn't wait anymore. I only hope she picks up, since it's 4:30 a.m. there. I dialed her number and waited for her to pick up.




Rafaela's P.O.V.

I heard my phone ringing and pressed the green button only to make it stop. I put it to my ear, not bothering to open my eyes.

„Hello.“, my voice out raspy.

„Hey Raf, what are you doing?“, I heard Zayn's voice from the other side.

„I'm picking tomatoes from the garden.“, I said sarcastically.

„Really?“, he asked actually believing.

„No Zayn, it's like five in the morning. I was sleeping, what is going on?, I asked, not daring to be sarcastic towards him again.

„Oh, um well, I guess I just had nothing to do and decided to call you.“, he said.

„Well, honey, how 'bout you try with sleeping, uh? It's nice.“, I said, trying not to fall asleep again.

„I tried, doesn't work. Hey, why don't you just keep me company over the phone?“, he asked.

„Cause I wanna sleep, Zi, why don't you wake up one of the boys? Maybe Liam? He is a nice guy, or Louis? He'd wake up if you tell him you'd be doing pranks.“, I said, feeling my sleep go away.

„Ok, seems like you don't wanna talk to me. K, I'll just try waking somebody up.“, he said, ready to hang up.

„No, Zayn, don't, I am awake.“, I said, getting up from the bed and going to my sport sack.

„Oh, ok then. Actually, what happened to your laptop last night?“, he asked.

„How do you know something has happened?“, I asked confused.

„Haha, your brain is still sleeping. We were talking in Skype when this girl got your laptop out of your hands and when we refused to talk to her, the connection stopped.“, he explained, bringing back the memories from last night.

„Oh yeah, she broke it, the she broke down, crying, and at the end I was the guilty one.“, I said the short story.

„What? And how exacntly are you the guilty one here?“, he asked, sounding frustrated.

„Don't know Zi, but my mom isn't the same.“ I felt like telling him everything. I know I can trust him.

Notes

Hey guys, sorry for letting you wait so long.

It's her boy again and I want everyone to know that:
Honey, I love you very much!
Please keep writing this wonderful story. I am glad that I can help you and I will always do it.
I am yours forever and I never let you go out of my heart. I'm sorry if I say, I need you. But I don't care, I'm not scared of love. Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker, is that so wrong?

Is it so wrong, that you make me strong? No! You are the best thing in my life. And when you say you are a failure and because of that my life would be shitty, why not? But you would still be the best part of it with making me happy every day. I will never forget you, whatever happens.



And for you guys: Please like, rate and comment this story. She deserved it. Thanks!

A lot of love from her to you all :)