Two weeks later.

ROSIE P.O.V
id let my self go badly.. I decided to stay at my aunts, she's away for 5months of the year so I knew she wouldn't know or mind me being here. I had gained weight, all I did was eat...I ate away the pain. I had developed a bulge on my stomache, and my legs had got bigger. I covered the mirror with a blanket, I couldn't bare to see what I had become, I hadn't been on my phone since I left I found it by the door, I picked it up and went through it, tons of messages, missed calls voicemails emails facebook s all of it I decided to read some..bad idea..

All of them were like, where are you call us! Please we want to know your safe, call Niall! Call Niall was at the end of every one... I then saw the messages from Niall I clicked on and read...

baby please call me!
Please call me Rosie, we need to talk x
Ro? Are you in Dubai? We're are you staying? Please call me
Rosie I can't be with out you, life isn't worth living without you here

Then the last message, it broke me..

I love you Rosie<3 I always keep your letter with and always will.

I cried and cried I don't know how long for, but it went on for a while I finally stopped and made my dissision, I picked up my phone and dialled the number...

Ring ring...ring ring..
N: hello Niall speaking
It didnt sound like the proper niall but the sound of his voice brought fresh tears to my eyes
R: Hi it's Rosie...
I said it quietly as a whisper
N: what? Is this some kind of sick joke?
R: No baby...it's me..
N: Rosie? OHMYGOD Rosie it's you! I...I..I'm so sorry honestly with all my heart I can't...I can't... I can't describe how sorry I am
he started to cry
R: please don't cry Nialler, please
N: I've missed you so much
R: I've missed you too
n: why did you run away?
R: I had to...I couldn't stay somewhere like that..after ...well after what happened
N: it's all my fault, I promised I'd look after you.....please come home..I can't loose my princess
And with that I ended the call..I couldn't listen anymore. It was too much.

I have to go back, I have no where else. That was were I belonged. With my brother and my friends and my Niall.