another world ♦ larry au
Chapter 6
"Louis?" my mother asked, tilting my head back to look at me in the face, "are you okay?". I bit my lip as she looked into my eyes.
"I don't feel well, mum." I say, only half lying now, the walk really killed me.
"Well you go rest while I prepare dinner." she says, planting a kiss on my forehead, "Harry, darling, Will you be staying?" Harry nods, looking in my direction. I nod, and he smiles. "Then you both go and get changed, Lou take it easy please?" with that she walks away, leaving Harry and I standing quietly in the living room. He's staring at wall and I silently admire him. He's beautiful, I stop myself before he catches me and run upstairs to change.
I can't get him out of my head. He's just too perfect. I'm so stuck in my thoughts that I don't hear Harry come into the room. I'm dressed in gym shorts now. I pull my shirt over my head and sit on the bed. Harry is dressed too. He walks over and sits next to me, he looks upset. "What's wrong?" I ask, scooting over to make room.
He shakes his head, "Nothing," he says. "It's just-" he breaks off, looking away. We sit in silence, then he takes a deep breathe. "I have to tell you something, and I don't want you to freak out" his voice is low, his eyes, hooded.
"What's on your mind?" I ask him, trying to lighten the mood. "You know you can tell me anything, right?" He nods, he looks scared. I try my best to look every where except him as I shift uncomfortably on the bed.
"Well , um.... you know those two gay guys that go to our school?" he askes, Liam and Niall are there names, they've taken so much shit for being gay but they never split up.
"Yeah, what about them?" I ask, at this point I don't know what to expect. Harry is really scaring me.
"I think," he says, shaking his head for the thousandth time today. "I think I might be like them." he says, staying silent. Letting his words sink in. I shake my head, refusing to believe him.
"You mean a guy?" I ask, playing stupid and pretending I have no flipping clue what he means. But I know exactly what he's saying, I know exactly what he means.
Harry Styles is gay.
