Back For You
I Should Be Over All The Butterflies
I sat with Perrie and El, and Danell. Mary was scowling. She had worn a one-piece cut out swim suit. But all of us were wearing Bikinis. She wouldn't be pissed that the others were wearing them, but the fact that i was. She wasn't pissed until Niall complemented me on my swim suit,and he hugged me, his hands resting on a bare spot on my back. Even Harry laughed at her jealousy.
It was a really long day so far, and all i wanted was to ask my best friend an important question. Was he serious when he said he wanted to fulfill our promise?
I haven't got in the water yet, i didn't want to take Mary's Glory way from her. Soon i was picked up,i assumed it would be Harry or one of the other boys, not Niall. The way he still held me was so protectively,and i got butterflies. What the Hell? Why am i thinking these thoughts about and engaged man? My thoughts were interrupted, as i was dropped in the water. Niall and i were splashing and having a lot of fun, but who ruined it? Mary. She pulled on Niall's shoulder as she pulled him away to the ice cream shop.
You wanna know what hurt the worst? Was that he just let her. He trailed along behind her swaying hips. There was one moment i thought he was going to kiss me, just before a wave hit us. I had to think this over, why would Niall want me? A broken replica of his old best friend? I don't even get why Harry does. I looked over for the one person who would hold me,and kiss me. But he was talking to who? Cara. Why did everybody leave me? I was tired, tired of Harry's phone calls with Cara, Tired of Niall ignoring me. True Harry and i moved in to our new house, but i didn't care, we still had our old flat. And i was done. No longer did i want to hold Niall's Hand and feel the metal, or hold Harry's hand, and pretend we love each other.
"Guys, I'm going home. Thanks for inviting me. Love you guys." I started to walk away.
"Why are you leaving?” Danell, my best friend,begged me.
"Im, tired and i will see you guys later. Bye." I turned but my wrist was caught.
"Hey, i know that your mad at the two people who should be at the hospital with you tomorrow, would you like Zayn, Lou,and the girls and i to come?" Liam asked a worried look on his face.
"Nah, Ally is coming. Thanks though." I answered, i didn't want that big crowd.
"I'll come love, Danell too." Perrie smiled hugging me.
"I would, too but Lou and i are going to his mum's for the weekend." Eleanor said sadly.
"Its cool, I'm cool alone you know." I looked down.
"You should never have to be alone." Zayn hugged me.
"I know, well the. I will see you guys later then huh?" I showed a smile, but they all could tell it was painful and fake.
Before anyone could protest any further, i walked off. I didn't even bother to take the car. I just walked. Eventually, i was at a full on run,and was in tears. All i had to say was FML.
It was a really long day so far, and all i wanted was to ask my best friend an important question. Was he serious when he said he wanted to fulfill our promise?
I haven't got in the water yet, i didn't want to take Mary's Glory way from her. Soon i was picked up,i assumed it would be Harry or one of the other boys, not Niall. The way he still held me was so protectively,and i got butterflies. What the Hell? Why am i thinking these thoughts about and engaged man? My thoughts were interrupted, as i was dropped in the water. Niall and i were splashing and having a lot of fun, but who ruined it? Mary. She pulled on Niall's shoulder as she pulled him away to the ice cream shop.
You wanna know what hurt the worst? Was that he just let her. He trailed along behind her swaying hips. There was one moment i thought he was going to kiss me, just before a wave hit us. I had to think this over, why would Niall want me? A broken replica of his old best friend? I don't even get why Harry does. I looked over for the one person who would hold me,and kiss me. But he was talking to who? Cara. Why did everybody leave me? I was tired, tired of Harry's phone calls with Cara, Tired of Niall ignoring me. True Harry and i moved in to our new house, but i didn't care, we still had our old flat. And i was done. No longer did i want to hold Niall's Hand and feel the metal, or hold Harry's hand, and pretend we love each other.
"Guys, I'm going home. Thanks for inviting me. Love you guys." I started to walk away.
"Why are you leaving?” Danell, my best friend,begged me.
"Im, tired and i will see you guys later. Bye." I turned but my wrist was caught.
"Hey, i know that your mad at the two people who should be at the hospital with you tomorrow, would you like Zayn, Lou,and the girls and i to come?" Liam asked a worried look on his face.
"Nah, Ally is coming. Thanks though." I answered, i didn't want that big crowd.
"I'll come love, Danell too." Perrie smiled hugging me.
"I would, too but Lou and i are going to his mum's for the weekend." Eleanor said sadly.
"Its cool, I'm cool alone you know." I looked down.
"You should never have to be alone." Zayn hugged me.
"I know, well the. I will see you guys later then huh?" I showed a smile, but they all could tell it was painful and fake.
Before anyone could protest any further, i walked off. I didn't even bother to take the car. I just walked. Eventually, i was at a full on run,and was in tears. All i had to say was FML.
8/18/13