I woke up to a blank bed. Niall, was on his phone, with probably Mary. He was rushing to be dressed. So much for love.

I was tired of whatever this relationship was. I got up and walked to the closet grabbing clothes, and walking into the bathroom. I slammed to door, and I could hear Niall. I turned on the shower, and stepped in. I washed off my body, and hair. I shaved, then hopped out.
I got dressed and then I did my make up. I put on my Jb perfume, and pulled my hair into a bun.

Walked out and put on a ring and necklace, placing my Starbucks earrings in. Niall hung up, and smiled. But it wasn't his normal. He thought it was an mistake? Well I don't know what but I had this newfound confidence.

"It was a mistake I know." I walked out of the room and into the kitchen grabbing a mug only for myself and pored coffee into it. I really wanted to go to Starbucks and have good coffee. Niall stumbled out of my room and looked at me.
"I never said it was a mistake. Katie, what made you think that?" He asked placing a hand on my cheek.
I pushed it away.
"Your engaged, I am in a happy relationship with a man who will really love me. Also, really I didn't get why I left the first time but I get it now. My feelings for you were inappropriate. And I didn't want to admit it. I wanna be a singer too, and it's hard when I am holding my self back waiting for something that is not going to happen." I stated coldly.

What we did was horribly wrong. Everything we do is wrong. We just can't be friends without doing this. It all has to stop. Maybe I would have a change of heart if he was still in that bed, cuddling me. Not getting dressed and on the phone. I wanted to wake up to his peaceful sleepy face. And have his eyes flutter open,when I kissed his forehead.

U wanted him to beg me to stay in the warm bed, tangled with him. Burning wasn't. I never would be. I had to face it. If anyone was going to give me my Nicholas Sparks romance, it wouldn't be Niall. If anybody it would be Adam. Who really does love me.

"God Dammit!! Really? This shit again? You were all gun hoe to do it earlier, what happened!" He screamed.

"I imagined it a bit different, then when reality hit me. I am not leaving again! Yes really, Mary was right. I don't deserve you as a friend. I use you. Really I do don't protest it!" I screamed back.

"When did she say that!?" He was loosing it.

"She didn't say it, I just know she would."

"Really! She doesn't think that!"

"And you sir are a liar. I have to go meet Harry at Starbucks. See ya! Love you." I blew him a kiss.

I didn't even understand my heartless attitude, but I made a mistake."

Notes

Title credits- Just a Game-Birdy.
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