I sat on a barstool next to the kitchen counter running my hands through my hair and tugging at the ends. I groaned in frustration. Why'd she have to pick me to break? Why did I ever agree to dance with her at the club? Why couldn't I just go with my better judgement and say no? Why'd I have to fall in love?

A sudden pulse of anger ran through me. I stood up from the barstool and kicked it down with my foot. I paced back and fourth through the kitchen trying to calm myself down. My hands were shaking with rage and my breathing was heavy. I slammed my fist against one of the cabinets punching a hole straight through. It should've hurt but I felt nothing. The anger pulsing through me was making my body numb and I couldn't feel a thing. So I punched through another cabinet and tore off the little door. I grabbed a glass that sat inside and threw it against the wall screaming.

"Fuck you!" I took another glass.

"I loved you!" I slammed it against the counter causing the glass to go through my hand. I screamed in agony.

"Fucking shitballs!" I held my hand and bounced around the room. I let out another scream as I accidentally moved the glass in my hand. I ran to the kitchen sink and took a deep breathe. I pulled out the fist piece of glass and threw it across the room screaming in pain. I started pulling the other ones out faster and let them fall to the floor. The blood oozed down into the sink slowly dripping down into the drain. I turned the faucet on and ran my hand under it.

"fucking amazing..." I shook my head and chuckled a little. I've gone mad.

There was a knock on the door and I cursed under my breath. I looked around the kitchen and grabbed a towel that hung on the wall and wrapped it around my hand. They knocked again but harder and faster.

"I'm coming!" I yelled annoyed. I ran through the living room and peeked through the peep hole to see Louis standing there playing with his fingers. I unlocked the door and opened it. Louis looked up and smiled.

"Hey mate! How's it going?" I just shrugged and invited him in. He took a step inside and gasped.

"What the hell happened here!?" Louis walked into the kitchen and picked up the cabinet door.

"Seriously Harry what happened?" he looked around at the mess I made. I just shook my head and sat on the one of the bar stools.

"Louis she's everywhere and she never leaves my mind... I can't take it anymore!" I rested my head in my heads. Tears started streaming down my face. I looked up at Louis and immediately felt pathetic. Look what I've become... A broken mess. A loser. I'm crying over a girl who never even loved me.

"AHH mate we need to get you on a date." I shook my head.

"Louis I can't date..."

"But you will! You have to get over Jessica or else you'll spend the rest of your life alone and broken. You have to go out there and mingle." Louis placed his hands on my shoulders and looked me dead in the eye.

"It's time to move on." Louis said. I nodded unsure of what I should say. It was time for me to move on and I knew it. It's just not gonna be easy when everyone I see looks like Jessica.

Notes

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