Leave Your Lover

Vivian's POV




"Come on, Lou," I groan as I lay down on my back. He told me that I sound angry with him when I call him Louis, so he asked me to stick with Lou. I'm good with that.

"Tell me about her!" I playfully slap Lou's shoulder. I've been trying to get him to tell me about the girl he likes for an hour now.

"Well, she has beautiful eyes," he looks at me and smiles. He leans closer and whispers in my ear

"The kind you could get lost in. And I guess I did," he tells me

His words warm my heart. This must really be a special girl for him to say this. It somehow feels like I've heard these words before. I can't help but feel jealous, Lou's attention is on another girl, while my thoughts keep running to him. He's my best friend, these feelings are wrong. I'm just confused, I found closure in him. Maybe that's what this is about. Once I've spent time with Liam, my actual boyfriend, I'm sure I'll come to like him too. I won't be with someone if I feel something for someone else, right?




Louis' POV




I repeated the words to Vivian that I told her over a week ago.

Should I tell her how I feel, or should I wait for her to feel comfortable with everyone around her before I do anything like that? This is so confusing. If I don't tell her, she'll force herself to love Liam again, I can't let that happen. She should be mine. Besides, she doesn't even know about what happened between them the night we kissed. And he's a coward for acting like everything's fine between them. I thought they broke up. Well with Liam's words at the hospital, I was proven different.

Will she really love him again?

"Are you gonna get that?" Vivian asks me cocking an eyebrow.

"What?" I frown at her.

"Your phone," she says pointing to my phone ringing on the beside table. Oh shit! I didn't even hear it!

"Ello!" I answer my phone without checking caller ID

"Mate, where are you?" Nialls Irish accent speaks to me.

"With Vi," I clear my throat.

"Is she, erm, alright?" He sounds worried.

I softly laugh at him. "Yeah mate," I put the phone on speaker whilst looking for a movie to watch with Vivian.

"So the lads and I are hanging out, we wanted to know if you'd like to come," he asks me taking a short pause. "Vivian should come too," he clears his throat. He sounds awful. Has he been crying?

"Please!" Vivian whispers to me as she sits on her knees on the bed with an excited smile. "I want to meet them," she
smiles at me.

"Erm, alright mate," I tell Niall.

"We're at Zayn's" he hangs up the phone.

"Alright, get ready," I tell her as I walk out of her room making my way to the kitchen.

I don't want her near Liam. This night won't end well, I can tell.

"Hey honey," Vivian's mom greets me with a warm smile.


"Who's she doing?" She asks as she takes a sip from her juice, I suppose.

"Alright," I shrug. "She wants to go with me to the boys, is that fine?" I ask her as I take a seat across from her.

"If it's her decision, yes," she gives me a warm smile. "Maybe it'll help," she sighs before getting up from her chair. She places her glass which is now empty in the sink and pours water in it.

"Erm," I begin, scratching my head.

"Yes honey?" She turns around smiling.

"Could I, talk to you about something?" I lower my voice. She gives me a worried look and sits down on her seat again.

"Go ahead," she encourages me.

"I think I like Vivian," I quietly inform her looking at my hands.

"What?" I turn around to find a shocked Vivian behind me. Her tiny hands are covering her mouth and her eyes look like they might fall out of her head at any moment. She shakes her head and walks back to the stairs, I'm guessing, back to her room.

Notes

"It's beautiful when you find someone that is in love with your mind. Someone that wants to undress your conscience and make love to your thoughts. Someone that wants to watch you sowly take down all the walls you've built up around your mind and let them inside."