Don't Talk To Me

I was in my truck driving recklessly on the way to my best friend Derek's house, tears where blurring my vision making me almost go off the road a few times. I ran up to his front door and started pounding on it. It wasn't till then I realized it was three in the morning but I didn't care I needed him. He finally opened the door seeing me with tears rolling down my check he instantly knew something happened with me and Zayn. He let me in then disappear getting us a drink, I looked around at all the pictures of us when we were kids on the wall. We been friends since 5th grade we been through a lot together from my parents to the things happening with me and Zayn he was the only one who knew about it. He came back with two bottles of beer he popped the cap off mine handing it to me, I took a big swig letting it burn my throat. I looked at a picture of me, him and my parents that we took a few days before the accident we were on a fishing trip. He didn't push me to tell him what was going on he was never like that he always let me bring it up on my own, I finally gathered my self together and told him what happened. He was in shock, he knew Nicole from school but they grown apart unlike me and her. He gave me one of his famous bear hugs that always seemed to make me feel better. We ended up turning on the TV to help get my mind off what happened but it wasn't helping, who the fuck does he think he is how could he fuck my best friend it torn my heart apart, I knew he been sleeping with other girls I never brought it up though knowing I would probe pay for it. But this, this hurt like hell. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket, I became furious when I saw who it was from, Nicole.

"Hey Cassie"

That's it this is going to hell, I jumped off the couch and grabbed my keys when Derek grabbed my keys away from me.

"Where you going"

"Nichols"

"Cassie can we please keep this calm"

"Hell No, she fucking started it"

I snatched my keys back but he grabbed his shoes and locking the door behind me, I rolled my eyes we climbed into my truck. I speed over there, Derek was holding on to the handle in my truck and kept telling me to slow down but I didn't. I pulled into her drive way, What the fuck I say Zayns truck. I was beyond furious now, Me and Derek walked up to the door and buster through finding her and zayn half naked on the couch.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU"

"Cassie I Um"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP NICOLE

"'Cassie this isn't what it looks like"

"OH REALLY IT SURE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHING TO ME"

I walked over grabbing her hair yanking her off the couch, she screamed in pain but I didn't care she deserved pain. Derek yelled for me to stop but I didn't I kept hitting her slamming her head in the floor. Blood was starting to come out of her mouth, Zayn suddenly went after me grabbing my waist lifting me off of her then threw me on the couch. He started to go after me rising his hand above his head that when Derek tackled him. They went rolling across the floor He punched Zayn square in the jaw. I jumped off the couch an jumped on Nichols back who was trying to run away, she screamed, the boys still throwing punches. I grabbed her hair and yanked a handful out she back hard into the wall making me fall off. She grabbed the lamp and hit it over my head, I felt the blood twinkling down on my check. I went after her feet making her fall to the ground with a thump. I kept hitting her over and over again, into I heard a painful grunt from the boys I froze. Zayn had a knife with blood dripping down, Panic set in I jumped off on Nicole running over to Derek, tears falling down my face Zayn had stabbed him in his abdomen,blood started pouring out. I ran grabbing a towel and put pressure on it making him cry out in pain. My tears dropping down to the dark blood on him making it a little lighter. I kept crying screaming for someone to help, Zayn must have realized what he done he dropped the knife and called 911. They soon showed up and took me and Derek to the emergency room. He had to go into emergency surgery to stop the bleeding he already lost a lot of blood. I was the only person in the waiting room, I cried and cried hoping and praying he was going to make it. Then my phone went off, it was from zayn.

"Im so sorry babe I didn't mean to I swear please please text me back babe please"

Fuck him, I never wanted to see that bastard or Nicole ever again. The doctor came out looking tired he still warring his surgical gown and the hat thing.

"Cassie Andrews"

"Yes Sir"

"Derek lost a lot of blood the surgery went good he in ICU if you would like to come see him"

"Yes please"

I gathered up my stuff well basically my jacket I brought in from my truck and followed the doctor to the back, we walked threw a lot of doors finally coming to his room. He was on all sorts of machines but he was going to make it that's all that matters. I thanked the doctor and walked over to the bed. I found me a seat and waiting hoping he would wake up soon. My phone buzzed again this time it was from Nicole.

"Cassie Im sorry for any of this to happen, not Derek or Zayn I just don't know what came over me"

"whatever Nicole stop fucking texting me cause I don't want to hear about how fucking sorry you are if you were sorry you wouldn't have done it over and over again so like I said STOP FUCKING TEXTING ME"


I sent the text, it hurt like hell to be betrayed like that I thought I could trust her but of course every time I trust someone it falls through and IM the one getting hurt.A hour or so later I notice Derek started moving hit hand, I jumped from the chair walking over, he opened his eyes and saw me. He was so drugged up I could tell by the way he looked.

"you like like hell"

"Well thanks the same about you"

We both smiled he looked around, that's when the doctor walked in I stepped back so he can take a look at him making sure everything was OK. He gave him some more pain killers in his IV warning him he will be very tired in a minute or so. It didn't even take that long his eyes started closing but he blinked and turned back to me.

"You can stay at my place for a while you know where the spare key is?"

"Yeah, thanks now go to sleep"

"On one condition"

"What".

"You go home and get some sleep"

"Fine I will"

"I don't want to see you for at least 8 hours or when I able to beat your ass I will now get out of her"

"Alright Mr.. Bossy pants"

I grabbed my stuff smiled at him one last time and left the room heading to my truck I was so tired I was ready for some sleep.

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