*Samantha's P.O.V:*

I wake up to find a bright room, the smell of mint in my nose. I look around and see white walls around me, then I look down to my legs and see light blue sheets over me. "This doesn't look familiar at all," I say to myself as I try to sit myself up but only succeed in letting a small scream escape my mouth from the pain I'm feeling in my legs and left arm. I look down at my legs and arm, lifting up the sheets, only to find bruises and cuts all over my body. "Well hello there, look who's up," Perrie's voice fills the white room. I look at her and see her exhausted looking face with a small smile pressed upon her lips. "Hospital?" I ask quietly. "Yes babe, you've been out for 8 days now," she puts one of her hands on my right hand in attempt to comfort me. "What happened?" I ask her quietly. "You don't remember anything?" She asks then bites her lips. I could see the nervousness growing from her face. I slowly shake my head from side to side, giving her my full attention afterwards. "You were in a car accident honey. On my way to your house I saw an ambulance and police cars and everything, then I saw your car," she stops, wiping away a tear from her eye with her free hand before continuing "I was so scared.." She says softly I give her hand a gentle squeeze. But then it hits me, Harry.. "Where's Harry?" I ask her She gives me an apologetic look before answering. "Hun, let's now worry about that right now, ok? I'm going to call the doctor, there's some things you need to know," she stands up from her chair then walks out of the room before I have the time to say anything, then, a doctor enters. "Good morning," the blonde blue-eyed middle aged woman says as she walks into the room. "Morning," I smile back at her "So I see that you are finally awake. Perrie says you don't remember anything that happened?" She asks me as she takes out a note book and starts reading through it. "No, not actually. But I feel fine. Except for the pain in my legs and arm, but I'm just bruised. It's nothing serious, right?" I ask her, sounding very hopeful. I won't admit it to anyone, but I do feel a bit hurt by Harry not being next to me when I woke up, I would have loved to see him. That's when I remembered something. . "My baby?" I ask her as I put my hand on my stomach. The doctor gives me a small smile then takes a seat on the chair next to my bed. "I'm sorry to tell you this," she begins, putting one hand on mine "but you lost the baby. We did everything we could." At this moment I feel like cracking. . . "I have to check up on other patients, I'll send a nurse to help you out with whatever you need. And I'll send your friends in, they have been dying to see you. I get to see my Harry, the only person capable of making me feel a little bit better at this time. I haven't even told him about the baby. How could things go so wrong? Would Harry be upset about this or not? - - - two hours later - - - "So he can't come back to London for another 3 months honey," Dani tells me. "I lost our baby! Our fucking baby! I could have died too! He can't even be here for a weekend!? I need him! How can he do this to me!" I yell out loud, more to myself than the girls. I feel bad for making a scene in front of them, they only wish to comfort me and at least they are here for me, it's just a lot to deal with. I feel tears escaping my eyes for the first time since I've woken up today, and right now, I feel more alone in this world than ever before. I killed my own baby.

Notes

Hey guys :) so something interesting - Ed Sheeran inspired this fanfic, even though it's about Harry.. I guess when the story comes to an end you'll know why it's inspired by Ed Sheeran . anyway, enjoy your day! <3 -T xx

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