Fall For You (One Direction)
Love Hate
"Holy shit, where am I," I said, while trying to move. There was something, or someone holding me back, I looked up and saw Louis sleeping next to me. I started panicking, the fuck happened last night!?
"Louis, get up. Get off of me," I said as I started to push him off of me. He started to stir, and soon his eyes opened and he smiled at me.
"Mornin' love," He smiled, I smiled back. I pushed him off of me, and stretch out.
"What happened yesterday? All I remember is giving you the joints, then everything is literally like black," I told Louis. He shrugged, and got up. Luckily he was fully dressed, and I looked down, so was I.
"Well, lets go go down there. We're in so much trouble, but I think it was worth it," He shrugged, I chuckled ans nodded. We walked out of what seemed to be the guest bedroom, and into the kitchen. Luckily, all the guys were gathered around on the kitchen table, except for Harry who was cooking.
"Finally! Both of you are up, we thought it would of token a few more hours though," Harry looked back at from the stove.
"Ya, well we had-" Louis got interrupted, by Liam.
"Louis William Tomlinson, how dare you fucking tell my cousin its alright to do that stupid shit!? I swear if Niall and Zayn weren't here to stop me I'd kick your ass," Liam spat at Louis, sending him a cold glare, and then turned his head to face me.
"Blaire, if you don't fucking stop this shit I'm going to send you to rehab! I'm gonna go upstairs, and you better give me all of your drugs, got it!?" Liam warned he looked very frightening, the vein on his neck looked like it was about to pop. I nodded, scare of would happen later.
"Yea, Liam. Hey, what day is it today?" I asked. He pointed at the calendar behind me, I rolled my eyes. I walked over to it and saw that today was the 13, I was four days off my period. Oh shit. Probably not a big deal, I've been a few day off before.
"Blaire, you alright? You look pale, and your sweating," Zayn said walking towards me, I nodded.
"Um, Zayn can I, eh t-talk to you in private?" I asked, Zayn nodded and lead me upstairs to his room.
"Ok, um don't freak or anything. I-i might be pregnant," I said the last part slowly. Zayn's eyes widened, and he started shaking his head.
"No! I used protection, you can't be pregnant! No!" I heard footsteps running upstairs, the door flew open. The boys all had worried eyes.
"What's going on?" Liam said calmly. Zayn shook his head.
"Get rid of it," He said ignoring Liam's question.
"Kiss my ass," I snarled, his eyes darkened and he growled. Next thing I know my eyes have tears, and I'm on the floor holding my face. First Liam, now Zayn. Damn. Zayn stormed outta the room, leaving me on the floor. Louis pushed everyone out of the room, he wanted to speak to me, sense I was closest to him.
"Blaire, why was Zayn freaking out?" Louis asked quietly, as he picked me up and sat me on the bed.
"Louis. I might be pregnant," I whispered, he look a deep breathe.
"Who's kid?" He asked nervously. I could feel the tension in the room.
"Zayn's," I said as I buried my face into my hands. I heard him sigh, and hug me.
"It's OK, Blaire. We can work something out," I heard him whisper in my ear. I nodded.
"Can we go talk to he boys?" I asked Louis. He raised an eyebrow, but nodded. We walked down the stairs, and all the boys were on the couch in deep thought. Except Zayn, who was pacing around the room, with a nervous look in his face. I cleared my throat and everyone attention was one me. Zayn looked up and tried walking to me, but Louis got in front of me and stopped him.
"Don't you fucking dare come near her," Louis growled at Zayn, hurt flashed in his eyes before it was replaced by anger. He looked at me, and I looked away, I couldn't bare to look at him.
"We need to talk, it's really important." I said nervously, and Louis lead me to sit next to him on a different couch.
"Blaire, what is it? Your scaring us, please." Liam looked up with begging eyes. I sighed and looked down, but the thought of having the precious baby in me made me smile.
"Well, I might be pregnant." I said smiling, and I put my hand on my stomach. Liam's, and everyone's but Louis and Zayn's, eyes widened.
"Congratulations? So what are you planning to do with it?" Liam asked.
"Name it after me!" Harry yelled out, I laughed that cheeky boy. I shook my.
"Well, I'm-" I got interrupted, by Zayn.
"Get rid of it," he said with a cold vile voice, everyone in the room became silent.
"Mate, that's not your fucking choice," Louis angrily spat at him. I buried my face on his chest and began to silently cry.
"My kid too! She's getting rid of it whether she likes it or not," I felt Louis tug on my hand, I looked up at him.
"Zayn, fuck you. C'mon, Blaire. We gotta do something, Liam we'll be back later," before anyone could do anything, we were outta the door, going into his car.
"Louis, where are we going?" I asked quietly, my voice cracking slightly.
"A clinic, before you ask. I'm not making you get ride of it. I say you keep him/her, you'll always have me." He looked over and smiled, and grabbed my hand.
~~~~10 minutes later~~~
"We're here," Louis said pulling the out of his car nd getting out, I did the same. We walked into the clinic, and I got goosebumps.
"Excuse me miss, um can we check if she's pregnant?" Louis asked awkwardly, not really knowing what to say. She chuckled be fore nodding, and handed him a few sheets.
"Here fill these out, we'll send you in after," Louis thanked her and handed me the sheets. Once I finished I handed them back, and took a seat in
the waiting room.
" Louis. If I'm pregnant I wanna name my baby Chloe, or maybe Taeya!" I said chuckling, Louis chuckled and smiled.
"Chloe and Taeya are beautiful. What are you gonna do if Zayn doesn't want the baby?" Louis asked, my smile faded and I look down.
"No idea, but my baby needs a dad. I don't have a dad, I can't put my baby through that pain," He sighed ans he looked up at me.
"If you get really desperate, I could always be with you and little Chloe/Taeya. Believe it or not, Eleanor broke with me last night. Something about me not being there enough, and her finding a new guy," he looked down at the ground, I hugged him.
"I'm so sorry Lou, your a really great guy. I might take you up on that deal, I winked at him. He laughed, and the nurse came out to tell us it's our turn, well my turn.
"Ok please wait here, for the doctor," she said, we both nodded. The Doctor came in moments later, and sat down.
"Ok, so we have you for a pregnancy check?" I nodded he lead me into a room, where they did check ups. He told me to pee in a cup, and they
would have the results in a few minutes.
"Ok, all you have to do is wait, we will get you the results," those few minutes were the most intense I've ever had, in my life. We heard a knock in
the door. The Doctor came into the room, with a straight face, that gave me nothing.
"Here you go," he said handing me the results. I read them over, getting to the point. I suddenly froze.Save
"What is it?" Louis asked beside me.
"I'm pregnant," I looked over to him and smiled.
Wow, I'm actually pregnant.
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"Louis, get up. Get off of me," I said as I started to push him off of me. He started to stir, and soon his eyes opened and he smiled at me.
"Mornin' love," He smiled, I smiled back. I pushed him off of me, and stretch out.
"What happened yesterday? All I remember is giving you the joints, then everything is literally like black," I told Louis. He shrugged, and got up. Luckily he was fully dressed, and I looked down, so was I.
"Well, lets go go down there. We're in so much trouble, but I think it was worth it," He shrugged, I chuckled ans nodded. We walked out of what seemed to be the guest bedroom, and into the kitchen. Luckily, all the guys were gathered around on the kitchen table, except for Harry who was cooking.
"Finally! Both of you are up, we thought it would of token a few more hours though," Harry looked back at from the stove.
"Ya, well we had-" Louis got interrupted, by Liam.
"Louis William Tomlinson, how dare you fucking tell my cousin its alright to do that stupid shit!? I swear if Niall and Zayn weren't here to stop me I'd kick your ass," Liam spat at Louis, sending him a cold glare, and then turned his head to face me.
"Blaire, if you don't fucking stop this shit I'm going to send you to rehab! I'm gonna go upstairs, and you better give me all of your drugs, got it!?" Liam warned he looked very frightening, the vein on his neck looked like it was about to pop. I nodded, scare of would happen later.
"Yea, Liam. Hey, what day is it today?" I asked. He pointed at the calendar behind me, I rolled my eyes. I walked over to it and saw that today was the 13, I was four days off my period. Oh shit. Probably not a big deal, I've been a few day off before.
"Blaire, you alright? You look pale, and your sweating," Zayn said walking towards me, I nodded.
"Um, Zayn can I, eh t-talk to you in private?" I asked, Zayn nodded and lead me upstairs to his room.
"Ok, um don't freak or anything. I-i might be pregnant," I said the last part slowly. Zayn's eyes widened, and he started shaking his head.
"No! I used protection, you can't be pregnant! No!" I heard footsteps running upstairs, the door flew open. The boys all had worried eyes.
"What's going on?" Liam said calmly. Zayn shook his head.
"Get rid of it," He said ignoring Liam's question.
"Kiss my ass," I snarled, his eyes darkened and he growled. Next thing I know my eyes have tears, and I'm on the floor holding my face. First Liam, now Zayn. Damn. Zayn stormed outta the room, leaving me on the floor. Louis pushed everyone out of the room, he wanted to speak to me, sense I was closest to him.
"Blaire, why was Zayn freaking out?" Louis asked quietly, as he picked me up and sat me on the bed.
"Louis. I might be pregnant," I whispered, he look a deep breathe.
"Who's kid?" He asked nervously. I could feel the tension in the room.
"Zayn's," I said as I buried my face into my hands. I heard him sigh, and hug me.
"It's OK, Blaire. We can work something out," I heard him whisper in my ear. I nodded.
"Can we go talk to he boys?" I asked Louis. He raised an eyebrow, but nodded. We walked down the stairs, and all the boys were on the couch in deep thought. Except Zayn, who was pacing around the room, with a nervous look in his face. I cleared my throat and everyone attention was one me. Zayn looked up and tried walking to me, but Louis got in front of me and stopped him.
"Don't you fucking dare come near her," Louis growled at Zayn, hurt flashed in his eyes before it was replaced by anger. He looked at me, and I looked away, I couldn't bare to look at him.
"We need to talk, it's really important." I said nervously, and Louis lead me to sit next to him on a different couch.
"Blaire, what is it? Your scaring us, please." Liam looked up with begging eyes. I sighed and looked down, but the thought of having the precious baby in me made me smile.
"Well, I might be pregnant." I said smiling, and I put my hand on my stomach. Liam's, and everyone's but Louis and Zayn's, eyes widened.
"Congratulations? So what are you planning to do with it?" Liam asked.
"Name it after me!" Harry yelled out, I laughed that cheeky boy. I shook my.
"Well, I'm-" I got interrupted, by Zayn.
"Get rid of it," he said with a cold vile voice, everyone in the room became silent.
"Mate, that's not your fucking choice," Louis angrily spat at him. I buried my face on his chest and began to silently cry.
"My kid too! She's getting rid of it whether she likes it or not," I felt Louis tug on my hand, I looked up at him.
"Zayn, fuck you. C'mon, Blaire. We gotta do something, Liam we'll be back later," before anyone could do anything, we were outta the door, going into his car.
"Louis, where are we going?" I asked quietly, my voice cracking slightly.
"A clinic, before you ask. I'm not making you get ride of it. I say you keep him/her, you'll always have me." He looked over and smiled, and grabbed my hand.
~~~~10 minutes later~~~
"We're here," Louis said pulling the out of his car nd getting out, I did the same. We walked into the clinic, and I got goosebumps.
"Excuse me miss, um can we check if she's pregnant?" Louis asked awkwardly, not really knowing what to say. She chuckled be fore nodding, and handed him a few sheets.
"Here fill these out, we'll send you in after," Louis thanked her and handed me the sheets. Once I finished I handed them back, and took a seat in
the waiting room.
" Louis. If I'm pregnant I wanna name my baby Chloe, or maybe Taeya!" I said chuckling, Louis chuckled and smiled.
"Chloe and Taeya are beautiful. What are you gonna do if Zayn doesn't want the baby?" Louis asked, my smile faded and I look down.
"No idea, but my baby needs a dad. I don't have a dad, I can't put my baby through that pain," He sighed ans he looked up at me.
"If you get really desperate, I could always be with you and little Chloe/Taeya. Believe it or not, Eleanor broke with me last night. Something about me not being there enough, and her finding a new guy," he looked down at the ground, I hugged him.
"I'm so sorry Lou, your a really great guy. I might take you up on that deal, I winked at him. He laughed, and the nurse came out to tell us it's our turn, well my turn.
"Ok please wait here, for the doctor," she said, we both nodded. The Doctor came in moments later, and sat down.
"Ok, so we have you for a pregnancy check?" I nodded he lead me into a room, where they did check ups. He told me to pee in a cup, and they
would have the results in a few minutes.
"Ok, all you have to do is wait, we will get you the results," those few minutes were the most intense I've ever had, in my life. We heard a knock in
the door. The Doctor came into the room, with a straight face, that gave me nothing.
"Here you go," he said handing me the results. I read them over, getting to the point. I suddenly froze.Save
"What is it?" Louis asked beside me.
"I'm pregnant," I looked over to him and smiled.
Wow, I'm actually pregnant.
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whaaaaaat???! no no no no no no hell to the the no no nothis can not BE!!!
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