Fall For You (One Direction)
Trouble
~~~Zayn's P.O.V.~~~
I heard the slap, and as soon as possible I ran towards Blaire. I tackled Liam to the ground, moments after, the lad eventually got me off of him.
"What the fuck Liam! You just hit her!" I yelled, as I angrily ran my hand through my hair, messing it up. Liam winced, I honestly thought he was better than this, he never seemed like the typed who would hit women.
'It wasn't me fault, she made me mad. I couldn't help it.." He trailed off. I shook my head in disgust, he sickens me right now.
"C'mon Blaire let's go," I say, to Blaire whose been behind me the whole time. She nods, and we walk down the street together.
"No! Come back here this instant!" Liam yelled, both Blaire and i sprint. After a while, we both decide to take a break, and catch our breathes.
"Blaire, I'm truly sorry about what just happened. He hasn't been the same since Danielle," I cringe at the night of their break up.
~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was worried about Liam all night, he hadn't been responding my text, calls, nothing.
"Liam, bud where are you?" I winced as I smelt Vodka lingering around the room. I found Liam He was nearly passed out on the couch, and groaning in pain. Then it snapped to me: His Kidney..
"Oh, Liam! What the hell, why are you so drunk?" I almost yelled, I picked him up bridal-style, and carried him to my car.
"Zayn, just leave me to rot. I must be worthless, Dani just broke up with me,'" he quietly began sobbing. I was shocked, those to were meant for each other, hard to believe.
It was a short 10 minute drive to the hospital, which Liam kept scream/singing the song 'Nobody Compares'. Once we got to the hospital, Liam was groaning in pain, once again. I got out and put my arm around his shoulder, and started yelling for a nurse, seconds later, they came and got him. I called all the boys, and i was truly worried. tears started to form in my eyes, at the thought of ever losing Liam. The boys finally arrived around 5 minutes later.
"Zayn! What the hell is Liam OK?" A worried harry asked.
"Yes, they just took him in," I replied. We all sat down in silence, moments later a nurse came to talk to us.
"Yes, Mr.Payne is fine, just minor things. Your just lucky you came in time,you may go to see him now," She lead us to his room. Once we walked, we saw Liam crying.
"Hey Li. You okay mate?" I asked as sweetly as possible. he simply nodded and looked down.
"Why did you do it?" Niall asked, he was crying, see Liam in pain killed him.
"Dani, she broke up with me. She found someone else," he quietly sobbed, we all thought they were gonna together forever. I guess nothing is what it really seems. I looked to see the nurse by Liam's bed,
"Nurse, when will we be able to take him home?" I asked.
"Well, Mr. Payne has to stay over night. Maybe in two days?" We all nodded, and then agreed who stayed with him. But after that, Liam was never the same...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashblack Over~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"So Liam's been broken hearted for a while now?" I quietly asked Zayn. He nodded, and looked up at me.
"Sorry, but we have to get back now," he said. I nodded, he grabbed my hand, and entwined our fingers. I giggle and looked down at my shoes.
Zayn put his finger under my chin, and made me look up at him. He began to lean down, and I closed my eyes. He kissed me softly, the feeling was amazing. Making me forget about the world. We slowly walked down the ally way to their hotel, but the doors were blocked with 'Directioners'. So we entered through the back, with the help of the body guards. Once we got up to our floor, we heard yelling. I knew something bad was gonna happen. We stood outside, just listening.
"Liam! Calm down I'm sure-," Niall couldn't finish the sentence, Liam cut him off.
"YOUR SURE WHAT! FOR ALL I KNOW THEY COULD BE DEAD!" Liam screamed at Niall.
"CALM DOWN! BOTH OF YOU! ITS ONLY BEEN AN HOUR!" Harry joined in. Zayn was about to go in, but i pulled him back, he smirked at me and shook his head.
"How would you feel if your cousin just left, and didn't come back! I'm all she's got. She needs me, I need her," He said the last part loud enough to barley hear through the door.
"Then again, I wouldn't let my cousin be alone with 'The Bradford Bad Boi'," Louis chirped, I could tell by the way he said it he had a smirk.
"You son of a-" I didn't hear the rest, I burst through the door only to see Niall have Liam in a headlock, trying to hold I'm back. Harry kneeling down next to Louis making sure he was fine, which i could tell he wasn't. Louis held his stomach, groaning. Liam saw me, and next thing you know Niall was on the floor holding his 'manhood'. Liam ran over to me and Zayn, but Zayn got in front of me. Honestly, I was scarred to death by Liam right now.
~~~~~Zayn's P.O.V.~~~~~
"No Liam, get away from Blaire!" I growled at him
"No! She is my fucking cousin!" Liam almost shouted, as he tried to move me out of the way.
"Liam. Please, get away. Y-your scaring me," Blaire cried. Before he could do anything, Blaire had already ran into the bathroom. I look Liam on the eyes. I could tell he was deeply hurt, but he deserved it. I shook me head.
"Liam. Next time you do that, I swear not even the boys will stop me," I said harshly. Liam just rolled his eyes, and tries to get me out of the way. I won't move, not now not ever.
"Fuck off. Stay away from her. When we go back to London she stays with me. I can't risk you hurting her," I said. Liam shook his head.
"No. She comes with me," He said, you could see he was mad. I sighed, and nodded.
"Let's let Blaire decide!" Harry yelled. He was mad, poor Louis was on the couch. He looked like was pain, I suddenly felt guilty about everything.
"Fine," I said quickly. I walked over to the bathroom door, I knocked a couple of times, before a very sad looking Blaire came out. I grabbed her wrist, she winced slightly, and in a second the look was gone. I was slightly worried, so I loosened my grip on her wrist, I'll ask her about it later.
"We're all meeting in the other room. C'mon," She nodded, but said nothing. She was starting to worry me,. Once we were all gathered up, Liam began to speak. I wasn't paying attention, until all eyes were on me.
"Huh?" I asked confused, I hadn't been listening to them. Liam groaned, while the rest of the boys rolled their eyes, Blaire just looked down at her shoes.
"Well, we decided. It would be best if we could all move into the same flat. We could see each other all the time, and what not," Liam grinned at his idea. I scoffed, and rolled my eyes.
"Liam. Maybe seeing you is the last thing I want," after my comment the room fell into an awkward silence. Liam looked hurt, he had tears brimming in his eyes, but he blinked them away.
"Well," Liam coughed, "Guess that's too bad," I looked around the room. Niall had a blank expression, Harry and Louis were like having a conversation with their eyes. Blaire still haden't moved, she kept looking at her shoe.
"Babe, whats wrong?" I whispered to Blaire, as she shook her head and mumbled a 'nothing'.
~~~~~~~~~Blaire's P.O.V.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So this is how it feels. Nothing left in the world. Sure I've been through a couple of things, but nothing this painful. The whole time we had the 'meeting' in the room I looked down at my shoe. A few tears started falling. Then I began remembering 'them'.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Hah, look at what the loser is wearing today," Amber, the queen bee, said while pointing at me.
This was the first week at my new school, and I hated it. I was the freak, the one who read books, never wore make-up, and had no friends. I looked up to see Amber walking toward me, I cringed at the thought of what she was gonna do to me.
"Soo, Blaire. I like your clothes, are they your grandama's?" She giggled, soon all her bitches were laughing with her.
"No. Amber leave me alone," I said, and tried moving away from her. She smirked, and got one of the jocks to push me down. Once I was on the ground she kicked, punched, pulled, over and over again.
"Listen here you little bitch. This is my school, your not worthy of being here. Just go die in a hole, with all the other freaks." she hissed, and spit on my face.
The longer I went to the school, it only got worse. I convinced my mom to change schools, I changed my look, and everything else.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback Over~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I had cut myself in th bathroom, before Zayn came in. I had all those thoughts inside me, it was the only way to take the pressure away. I'm ashamed though.
"Blaire. Whats happening? Are you alright?" I shook my head and ran to the room I was staying at. I hid under the blankets of the bed, and I cried.
I put on 'Never Let Me Go' by Florence + Machine. Some how I felt connected to it, though the song is about suicide. Maybe suicide is the only thing left? I feel worthless, my mom and dad are dead, I'm ruining the boy's friendship. I'm a burden, I deserve to die. Amber and them, were right. I am worthless, eveything I touch dies.
'Don't think like this, please' The voice in my head begged.
'You deserve to die, your just a burden' the other voice said. Both thoughts were killing me. I did the only thing I could think of, I ran into the bathroom. I found the pills.
This is for being a burden. Swallow.
This is for ruining the boys' friendship. Swallow.
This is for being nothing, worthless, for being you. Swallow.
I went back into the the bed just to hear the last of the lyrics.
'Never let me go, never let me go.'
I fell into the darkness, maybe this time for good... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I heard the slap, and as soon as possible I ran towards Blaire. I tackled Liam to the ground, moments after, the lad eventually got me off of him.
"What the fuck Liam! You just hit her!" I yelled, as I angrily ran my hand through my hair, messing it up. Liam winced, I honestly thought he was better than this, he never seemed like the typed who would hit women.
'It wasn't me fault, she made me mad. I couldn't help it.." He trailed off. I shook my head in disgust, he sickens me right now.
"C'mon Blaire let's go," I say, to Blaire whose been behind me the whole time. She nods, and we walk down the street together.
"No! Come back here this instant!" Liam yelled, both Blaire and i sprint. After a while, we both decide to take a break, and catch our breathes.
"Blaire, I'm truly sorry about what just happened. He hasn't been the same since Danielle," I cringe at the night of their break up.
~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was worried about Liam all night, he hadn't been responding my text, calls, nothing.
"Liam, bud where are you?" I winced as I smelt Vodka lingering around the room. I found Liam He was nearly passed out on the couch, and groaning in pain. Then it snapped to me: His Kidney..
"Oh, Liam! What the hell, why are you so drunk?" I almost yelled, I picked him up bridal-style, and carried him to my car.
"Zayn, just leave me to rot. I must be worthless, Dani just broke up with me,'" he quietly began sobbing. I was shocked, those to were meant for each other, hard to believe.
It was a short 10 minute drive to the hospital, which Liam kept scream/singing the song 'Nobody Compares'. Once we got to the hospital, Liam was groaning in pain, once again. I got out and put my arm around his shoulder, and started yelling for a nurse, seconds later, they came and got him. I called all the boys, and i was truly worried. tears started to form in my eyes, at the thought of ever losing Liam. The boys finally arrived around 5 minutes later.
"Zayn! What the hell is Liam OK?" A worried harry asked.
"Yes, they just took him in," I replied. We all sat down in silence, moments later a nurse came to talk to us.
"Yes, Mr.Payne is fine, just minor things. Your just lucky you came in time,you may go to see him now," She lead us to his room. Once we walked, we saw Liam crying.
"Hey Li. You okay mate?" I asked as sweetly as possible. he simply nodded and looked down.
"Why did you do it?" Niall asked, he was crying, see Liam in pain killed him.
"Dani, she broke up with me. She found someone else," he quietly sobbed, we all thought they were gonna together forever. I guess nothing is what it really seems. I looked to see the nurse by Liam's bed,
"Nurse, when will we be able to take him home?" I asked.
"Well, Mr. Payne has to stay over night. Maybe in two days?" We all nodded, and then agreed who stayed with him. But after that, Liam was never the same...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashblack Over~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"So Liam's been broken hearted for a while now?" I quietly asked Zayn. He nodded, and looked up at me.
"Sorry, but we have to get back now," he said. I nodded, he grabbed my hand, and entwined our fingers. I giggle and looked down at my shoes.
Zayn put his finger under my chin, and made me look up at him. He began to lean down, and I closed my eyes. He kissed me softly, the feeling was amazing. Making me forget about the world. We slowly walked down the ally way to their hotel, but the doors were blocked with 'Directioners'. So we entered through the back, with the help of the body guards. Once we got up to our floor, we heard yelling. I knew something bad was gonna happen. We stood outside, just listening.
"Liam! Calm down I'm sure-," Niall couldn't finish the sentence, Liam cut him off.
"YOUR SURE WHAT! FOR ALL I KNOW THEY COULD BE DEAD!" Liam screamed at Niall.
"CALM DOWN! BOTH OF YOU! ITS ONLY BEEN AN HOUR!" Harry joined in. Zayn was about to go in, but i pulled him back, he smirked at me and shook his head.
"How would you feel if your cousin just left, and didn't come back! I'm all she's got. She needs me, I need her," He said the last part loud enough to barley hear through the door.
"Then again, I wouldn't let my cousin be alone with 'The Bradford Bad Boi'," Louis chirped, I could tell by the way he said it he had a smirk.
"You son of a-" I didn't hear the rest, I burst through the door only to see Niall have Liam in a headlock, trying to hold I'm back. Harry kneeling down next to Louis making sure he was fine, which i could tell he wasn't. Louis held his stomach, groaning. Liam saw me, and next thing you know Niall was on the floor holding his 'manhood'. Liam ran over to me and Zayn, but Zayn got in front of me. Honestly, I was scarred to death by Liam right now.
~~~~~Zayn's P.O.V.~~~~~
"No Liam, get away from Blaire!" I growled at him
"No! She is my fucking cousin!" Liam almost shouted, as he tried to move me out of the way.
"Liam. Please, get away. Y-your scaring me," Blaire cried. Before he could do anything, Blaire had already ran into the bathroom. I look Liam on the eyes. I could tell he was deeply hurt, but he deserved it. I shook me head.
"Liam. Next time you do that, I swear not even the boys will stop me," I said harshly. Liam just rolled his eyes, and tries to get me out of the way. I won't move, not now not ever.
"Fuck off. Stay away from her. When we go back to London she stays with me. I can't risk you hurting her," I said. Liam shook his head.
"No. She comes with me," He said, you could see he was mad. I sighed, and nodded.
"Let's let Blaire decide!" Harry yelled. He was mad, poor Louis was on the couch. He looked like was pain, I suddenly felt guilty about everything.
"Fine," I said quickly. I walked over to the bathroom door, I knocked a couple of times, before a very sad looking Blaire came out. I grabbed her wrist, she winced slightly, and in a second the look was gone. I was slightly worried, so I loosened my grip on her wrist, I'll ask her about it later.
"We're all meeting in the other room. C'mon," She nodded, but said nothing. She was starting to worry me,. Once we were all gathered up, Liam began to speak. I wasn't paying attention, until all eyes were on me.
"Huh?" I asked confused, I hadn't been listening to them. Liam groaned, while the rest of the boys rolled their eyes, Blaire just looked down at her shoes.
"Well, we decided. It would be best if we could all move into the same flat. We could see each other all the time, and what not," Liam grinned at his idea. I scoffed, and rolled my eyes.
"Liam. Maybe seeing you is the last thing I want," after my comment the room fell into an awkward silence. Liam looked hurt, he had tears brimming in his eyes, but he blinked them away.
"Well," Liam coughed, "Guess that's too bad," I looked around the room. Niall had a blank expression, Harry and Louis were like having a conversation with their eyes. Blaire still haden't moved, she kept looking at her shoe.
"Babe, whats wrong?" I whispered to Blaire, as she shook her head and mumbled a 'nothing'.
~~~~~~~~~Blaire's P.O.V.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So this is how it feels. Nothing left in the world. Sure I've been through a couple of things, but nothing this painful. The whole time we had the 'meeting' in the room I looked down at my shoe. A few tears started falling. Then I began remembering 'them'.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Hah, look at what the loser is wearing today," Amber, the queen bee, said while pointing at me.
This was the first week at my new school, and I hated it. I was the freak, the one who read books, never wore make-up, and had no friends. I looked up to see Amber walking toward me, I cringed at the thought of what she was gonna do to me.
"Soo, Blaire. I like your clothes, are they your grandama's?" She giggled, soon all her bitches were laughing with her.
"No. Amber leave me alone," I said, and tried moving away from her. She smirked, and got one of the jocks to push me down. Once I was on the ground she kicked, punched, pulled, over and over again.
"Listen here you little bitch. This is my school, your not worthy of being here. Just go die in a hole, with all the other freaks." she hissed, and spit on my face.
The longer I went to the school, it only got worse. I convinced my mom to change schools, I changed my look, and everything else.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback Over~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I had cut myself in th bathroom, before Zayn came in. I had all those thoughts inside me, it was the only way to take the pressure away. I'm ashamed though.
"Blaire. Whats happening? Are you alright?" I shook my head and ran to the room I was staying at. I hid under the blankets of the bed, and I cried.
I put on 'Never Let Me Go' by Florence + Machine. Some how I felt connected to it, though the song is about suicide. Maybe suicide is the only thing left? I feel worthless, my mom and dad are dead, I'm ruining the boy's friendship. I'm a burden, I deserve to die. Amber and them, were right. I am worthless, eveything I touch dies.
'Don't think like this, please' The voice in my head begged.
'You deserve to die, your just a burden' the other voice said. Both thoughts were killing me. I did the only thing I could think of, I ran into the bathroom. I found the pills.
This is for being a burden. Swallow.
This is for ruining the boys' friendship. Swallow.
This is for being nothing, worthless, for being you. Swallow.
I went back into the the bed just to hear the last of the lyrics.
'Never let me go, never let me go.'
I fell into the darkness, maybe this time for good... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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