One Thing

**Louis’ POV**

I froze and sat there staring at Harry with wide eyes until he snapped his fingers in front of my face, bringing me back to reality. I jumped and ran into my room scared of what he would say about it. Why do I have to be so stupid? I could have put bracelets on. God, I’m so stupid. I hope
he doesn’t treat me any different because of it.

I calmed down and walked back into the living room sitting down beside Harry. “I’m waiting.” He said and I sighed, looking down. “I self-harm.” I said quietly and heard him gasp. “Louis why would you do such a thing to yourself, you’re such a kind person.” I smiled shyly at his nice comment but shook my head.

“It just it’s a habit and I hate it but I feel like I’m useless and have to do it, I know people say it’s for attention and shit and that’s probably what you think but I don’t want attention.. I don’t even want to talk about it please don’t make me talk about it.”

I heard him sigh but nod and stand up. I knew that he would run away. He turned to face me. “I’m staying here tonight. I want to try to help you even if you protest. We don’t have to talk about this right now but I am here for you and if you ever feel like harming yourself please just call or text me. I’ll try to always answer.” I nodded slowly as the words sunk into my brain.

“Please don’t tell anyone.” I said and he looked at me like I have four heads. “I would never tell anyone, it’s not my place to. So, do you want to come to Busch Gardens with me?” (A/N If you don’t know, BG is a place with like rollercoasters and crap. Look it up yourself) I nodded and grabbed my keys and phone while walking out the door.

When we got to Busch Gardens I was so very happy. I love rollercoasters and on the way Harry told me he’s never been on one woohoo! I got out of the car and ran to the front but not too fast so I don’t lose Harry.

We got inside and I quickly walked to a rollercoaster called “The Griffon” (it’s terrifying.) Harry shook his head “I’ve heard about this one I don’t want it to be my first rollercoaster ever.” I pouted as we got really close to the front of the line.

“If this is your first then the other ones won’t be that bad duh!” I said and he sighed and gave in.
As we got buckled into the seats he grabbed my hand. I was shocked that he did but held his hand back. “It’ll be okay Harry! I’ve ridden this without screaming before so you’ll be fine!” I said as it started and he squeezed my hand tighter.

As we got to the stop at the top of the gigantic drop, he shook his head. “Louis I can’t” I laughed, “There’s no going back” and as we went down the drop I heard him screaming my name so fucking loud and high. I wonder if he’s like that in the bedroom. I blushed at my thought and laughed as the ride stopped.

“I am so fucking mad at you Louis Tomlinson!” Harry screamed and jumped on my back but still laughing. I giggled and carried him around.

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After we finished around 9 there, we started to head home. While we were there we watched the fireworks and they were so beautiful, like Harry. I don’t know why but I think I’ve started falling for Harry.

When we got back at my house my parents smiled at us. I left a note on the counter earlier saying where we were going.

“How was the date boys?” My mom and dad both asked together. I groaned and threw my hands up in the air while Harry laughed. I pulled Harry to my room and then told him to stay there while I went to grab food.

I walked into the kitchen putting popcorn in the microwave and grabbing chips and soda. “We aren’t dating please stop, he’s straight I have no chance please stop embarrassing me.” I said to my parents quietly while taking the popcorn out of the microwave and putting it into a bowl.

They groaned and nodded as I walked back to my room with the snacks and some movies. I saw Harry looking at things in my room again. He was looking at a baby photo of me and my mom holding me in the hospital.

I smiled and put the snacks down. “So, is Mean Girls okay?” I said laughing and putting the movie in the player without giving him any say in what we watch. I saw him nod out of the corner of my eye and I sat on the bed and he sat beside me and we started eating.

By the end of the movie we were cuddling and he was asleep and I almost was. I leaned into his ear and whispered, “I’m slowly falling for you.” Then fell asleep.

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**Harry’s POV**

I woke up feeling my arms around someone then furrowed my eyebrows. I looked down and saw the Louis kid and moved my arms away. The only person I cuddle with these arms is my girlfriend sorry Louis hah.

I felt him move and look over at me rubbing his eyes, “Why did you have to wake me up?” He asked in his morning voice. I laughed at how rough it sounded and shrugged getting up and stretching. I noticed I was in the same clothes I wore yesterday and cringed. “Do you mind if I borrow some clothes and shower?” I asked and heard him giggle. He giggles a lot I noticed.

“Go ahead I don’t mind.” He said getting up and going to his closet. He threw me some clothes and I thanked him before running off to the bathroom to shower. I looked through the bathroom like the nosey bastard I am and opened the cabinet. I looked around it and my eyes stopped on a piece of metal. Is this Louis blade? I asked myself and picked it up. Ive always wanted to see what it was like to cut. Maybe one tiny slice…

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