My eyes opened and my heart was racing. I have had the same nightmare over and over again. Every time I close my eyes and drift into sleep I am bothered by the image and sounds and smells of the night I lost everyone that I had ever loved.

I was only 12 when. Peter took my under his wing and help me become the person I am today. Until I found out who I had turned into. Killing shouldn't bring joy to a 16 year-old girl... should it? I left and Peter was piste, so now Im on the run. Every waking hour worrying if me and Liam will be caught.

Liam is my best friend who is hiding me. After Peter found me at my friend Rebecca's and my friend Jeremy’s I had to go to Liam. My only human interaction I get is from Liam's friends; Louis, Niall, Andrew, Lena, and Emily. Rebecca and Jeremy don't answer my texts or calls, and I cant go to their house cause im rarely get to leave the house because of Liams “rules”. Where the hell did they go? Do they hate me now?

I stretched my arms out to the right side of the bed, letting my fingers feel the cold sheets. I was alone again. I don't know why I always check, Im forced to be alone. If I get close to anyone I bet Peter will just take him away from. Plus I don't need anyone, I'm fine alone. And I have Liam, Louis, Niall, Andrew, Lena, Emily, Jeremy, and Rebecca. So I guess Im not alone.

I finally looked around my room, Liam's guest room, and saw that it was still dark out. I grabbed my phone and and check the time. My phone was cold and when my phone lit up it nearly blinded me. 3:45 a.m. Wow thats early. I put my phone back down and pulled my blanket over my head, hiding myself from the cold, cruel world.

Why was it so cold in here? I looked around and saw my window was open. Liam must have opened it. Then that thought left my mind as I heard someone toss a bag into my room. What the hell? I thought to myself. I heard my curtain pull back so I reached under my pillow and grabbed the taser I kept under my right pillow (cause Liam said that a gun would be to dangerous). I could here the mans footsteps in my room as he stumbled across my room. He must be drunk.

The footsteps got closer to me. My heart began to race and my breathing got heavier. I felt the man grab the blanket and pull them back. I pushed my taser on the mans side and watched as he twitched to the floor only to find that I had just tasered Andrew!

“Oh my god! Andrew what the hell are you doing in my room! Who the fuck just jumps through someones god damn window? We have a front door and you have A FUCKING KEY.” I yelled. I wasn't going to apologize... technically he was trespassing so I had every right to tase him.

Andrew got up and brushed him self off still shaking a little bit. Bet that sobered him up.

“No don't help I just got FUCKING TASED NOTHING SERIOUS!!!” he yelled. Why was he mad at me... well I know why but he deserved it. Thinking he can come in like that. Hell I thought it was Peter or someone. Just then Niall peaked his head through the open window.

“Hey she asleep? Is the cost-” but Niall stopped talking when he saw me standing there in my pajamas with a taser. I could tell Niall was pretty drunk also. I walked over towards Niall and he flinched but I passed by him closing my window.

“Calm your tits Niall I was just going to close my window.”

“Oh so I get tased and Niall doesn't!” Andrew was mad but I didn't care, he would get over it soon.

“Well he wasn't the one that came in here first!” I say as I climb back into my bed. I was fucking freezing.

“Well god maybe you wouldn't be so cold if you would put some clothes on!” Andrew yells his eye's starring into my, what im guessing, brown eyes (my eyes change color. From Hazel/Brown to Green). Niall now looking at me trying to remember what I was wearing.

I had clothes on. I was wearing shorts and one of Liam's t shirts which was huge on my. My hair was up and out of my face. It was in one of those buns where you put it in ponytail and then wrap the hair around. I don't what its called but it was cute and comfy. And I had my necklace on. The small one with a small purple shoe, a wedding ring, and a gold ring on it. I never took it off. I could feel strands of my dark brown hair tangled up with the chain.

I rolled my eyes and looked at the bag on my floor. “Why the hell did you guys come in from my window and what the hell is that?” I ask in a hushed voice pointing at the bag. I was trying to keep quiet. I didn't want to wake Liam.

“Well...” Niall yawned. “Can we talk about it tomorrow when Im not drunk.”

“Fine, but no more coming in through my window or I will do more then just taser you.” I saw pointing the taser at Andrew and then Niall. They both nodded and Andrew grabbed the bag and they left. “You guys can sleep on the couch!” I call out as I saw them head towards Liam's other guest room. They both sighed and walked in the other direction. Serves them right.

I slammed my face into my pillow and closed my eyes. This was a lot to happen at, what was now, 4 in the morning. I grabbed my blanket and comforter and pulled them over my head. Hoping that sleep would come leaving that horrible nightmare behind. I felt my eyelids get heavier and I slowly drifted back to sleep only so have the nightmare come into my mind once again.

“RUN!” I heard my mom yell at 12 year old me as I grabbed my sisters wrist and ran. I heard a gun shot go off , and then another. My older sister Katy pushed me in front of her as she ran behind. “No matter what happens keep running. Don't even look back just run. Don't stop till you feel your safe, alright?” she asked I nodded my head out of breath as we ran. I heard another gun shot go off but I kept running like she had told me to. Not looking back. After I ran to a small crappy motel, I turned around. “Hey Katy what do you-” but I stopped as I noticed that no one was behind me. I was alone.

~.~.~

I woke up again. This time at 9:33. I checked my phone, no new messages... not from Jeremy or Rebecca. Why haven't they answered me. I don't want to be desperate but they are the only memory (besides Liam) of my normal life.

I got out of bed and walked into my bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked horrible. My makeup was smeared all over my face. I pulled my hair out of its bun and watched it fall to my shoulders in nice curls. Then turned on my shower and undressed, stepping into my shower.

I felt the hot water touch my skin and my hair stick to my face. I pushed my hair out of my face, grabbed my shampoo, and poured some in my hand. The sweet smell of cherry blossoms lingering in the shower. I brought my hands up to my hair and started to massage my scalp as the scent grew stronger. I rinsed the shampoo at of my hair and lightly applied conditioner to my hair. I ran my fingers through my hair, spreading the conditioner through my hair. I let it sit there for a while as I washed my body with my coconut scented body wash. Then I rinsed the conditioner and soap off.

I started to stair into space. Thinking about the day I asked Liam to “house” me.

~.~.~

I grabbed Rebecca's hand as we ran into the car. How did they find me? I got into my car and started the engine as Peter's men and Cole trashed Rebecca's house looking for us. I backed out into the street with Rebecca on the verge of crying.

“She's not here!!!” Cole yelled so loud I could her him as I drove down the street.

The night sky looked like a blur as I drove faster then I ever had. I wasn't even thinking all I know was that I needed to get me and Rebecca to Liam's house. He was my last option. My only hope.

I looked over at Rebecca who had her face buried in her hands. I could barely here her crying. Poor thing must be scared to death. Coming from the fact that when she answered the door, Cole stuck a gun in front of her face.

“It's ok Rebecca everything will be fine. Liam will take care of us.” I said trying to calm her down. She looked up and nodded her head. I pulled into Liam's driveway and got out of the car. Rebacca trailing behind me. I knocked on Liam's door and instantly he opened the door.

“Hayley? Rebecca? What are you guy's doing her?”

“Liam we need your help.”

Just then I snapped out of my daydream as the water got colder. I turned off the shower and grabbed my towel. I dried myself off and then stepped out. I wrapped my towel around my chest and began to get ready. I brushed my teeth, brushed out my wet hair leaving it down and wet (Liam said that will get sick but I dont care), and put on some makeup.

I stepped out of my bathroom and grabbed black underwear, my black bra, a Pierce The Veil shirt with the lyrics from King For A Day, and a pair of grey, ripped skinny jeans. My shirt said “YOU TOLD ME THINK ABOUT IT WELL I DID...” and on the back it said “I DONT WANNA FEEL A THING ANYMORE...”. Jeremy got it for me on my 17th birthday. Wow 2 years ago. Seems like yesterday.

I stepped out of my room and into the hallway. I could smell bacon cooking. So that means Lena or Emily's here. As I stepped into the kitchen I saw a tall man, with curly hair, and a white t shirt on standing in Liam's kitchen. Who is that? I ask myself.

“Um... who are you?” I ask as the boy with really nice green eye's turn's around and smiles at me.

“Oh you must be Haley, Im Harry, Harry Styles.”