Dreading to be happy

*Next morning*


I wake up to my alarm clock and I slam it off.I get up and today is gonna be a lazy day.I go to my dresser and get yoga pants,sports bra,underwear,crop top,my fuzzy gray boots and a connor frantas merch saying Internet kids never sleep.I slide on all of that and put on foundation,mascara and powder and thats it for makeup,hair in messy bun and all the other things you do in the morning.

I Grab my items for school and I head out the door.I stand in my drive way and the bus picks me up.I sit in the back and zayn never came on the bus.

*Zayns POV*:


I wake up with a terrible head ache,my back killing me,and I only hear a light ring in my ear.
I get up to go to the kitchen for some food since I'm starving and I see Rebel left a note on the kitchen counter with her cute pink sticky notes.

"I went to school sorry for not being there when you woke up...dad laid into you last night and he punched you in the temple so you passed out,but if you're reading this you're okay well maybe okay.Okay thanks for saving my butt last nigh love you're sister Rebel <3.
I couldn't help but smile and I put it in my pocket so dad doesn't see it anywhere.

Hopefully she's okay.That is all I care about,I don't give a one fuck about me,I just care about Rebel.I honestly have no memory of last night but since she wrote a note that should been she's okay.I just want her to be safe,Hopefully my dad will not be there saturday but I know he will at one point.Thats what I'm worrying about at the moment.

I think I might stay home for today cause I look and feel like total shit.I go to the couch and I lay there.I suddenly remember what about Liz?What happens if she gets hurt too?Or embarrassed again?What happens if she gets jumped?Hopefully nothing will happen to rebel or Liz.Thats all I hope for.

*liz's Pov*


I get off the bus looking around to see if Zayn was just late to the bus ,but he's no where to be found.I even ask Niall his best friend.Ya he's been absent for the last week due to him seeing his family in Ireland.

"No I haven't seen him why?"He asked kid of confused looking.

"Okay thanks."Some thing defiantly happened last night.He never misses school like ever.I start to walk to my first class and Niall grabs my wrist.Whats up with him,gosh calm down.

"Why whats wrong with him?"He asked me with a consered look on his face.I yank my hand out of his soft grip.

"I don't know thats why I'm asking you if you've seen him."I said and he just gives a wondering look.

"Mh okay I'm sure he's fine."He said patting my shoulder.Niall always has been nice to me as for zayn he used to bully me.

"Okay thanks."We go our ways and I travel to Mr.Knowltons room.I sit in the corner and Abby shoots me dirty looks.I give her a snobby look and then about 10 minutes of doing nothing but shooting populars with dirty looks class finally starts.

"Okay class open you're books to 126."he said and we all moan and groan ,we all drag out our books and turn to the page.
I just listen as he reads ,and I look around the room and every one is ether,texting,sleeping,whispering,or just trying to get through the day.Im one trying to get through the day .As ever one is bored out of there minds the bells suddently rings and we all jump up even the people sleeping.I stay behind all the slow talking people ,and I finally get to the hall rushing to 2nd.As I make it up the stairs I hear whispers behind me.

"She looks like a fatass in those yoga pants."Some one whispers and I try to ignore them.

"I can't believe she's friends with Zayn,he is way to good for her."I turn around and its Kira,Abby,and Lia and I give them a dirty look before I speak.

"How about you shut the fuck up no one likes you !,and you're just being ass holes to other people for you're doing,*pauses for a second* so get over yourself!"I spill out and they all give me a funky look.

"Shut up no one loves you ether."Lia said and the other two smiles.

"Good maybe I don't want to be loved!I rather be unloved then be a loved whore ,who already lost her virginty!"I said loudly I start to storm up the stairs and I run to my class.Trying hard to avoid them.I sit by Dede and I talk to her about some random things acting myself around her and we start class.

Notes

sorry if I miss spell any thing here and through on out cause I'm terrible at spelling so Ya...