Dreading to be happy

I wake up with a killer back pain,thanks to douche bag Jake...I slowly shut off the phones alarm clock and I crawl out of bed and go over to my closet to pick out a outfit.White V-neck,a denim dark-blue jacket,black skinny jeans,converse and a white beanie.I slide fresh underwear and bra then my outfit.After I do my every day must brush teeth,comb hair,makeup blah blah blah.
I grab my bag and I head out.

I take a sit on the bus and no wonder Zayn sits with me again.

"*mumbles*"He somewhat says.

"What?"I unplug a head phone and he just smiles and looks down.Thats adorable.

"Hey whats up?"He asked taking one head phone and I'm listening to Black veil brides"in the end"

"Nothin."I said and he just looks at me.

"I knew you would like Bvb."He says and I just say huh in a puff of air.

"You where right,zayn?"I said to him and he looks at me with a confused look.

"What?"He said to me with his eyebrows more down looking curious.

"Why all the sudden are you being nice to me?"I asked kinda rudely and the bus pulls at the high school now we just wait for the other buses.

"Well my sister-"He said and i rudely cut him off.

"You have a sister?I asked him and he nods.

"Ya but she said if you don't liked to be hurt then why hurt others."He said to me with a little smile.

"She seems inspirational,whats her name?"I asked.

"Rebel."He said starting to dig through his pocket and brings out his wallet and points out a picture of her.

"Thats her."He said pointing at her and snapping the wallet shut and stuffing it back in his pocket.

"she's pretty,I love her name its different."I said and he nods.

"And yours isn't?"He asked *bus driver* "Go high school* she calls us off and we get off.

"I don't really like my name ,thats why people usually call me Liz."I remarked.Eliza was my moms name and she named me Eliza cause she wanted the name to go on generation to generation,but I'm defiantly not naming my baby girl that.It would bring back way to much memories in the future...and if it was a boy I was suppose to name him Daniel after my dad,I definitely not naming him after my ass hole of a dad.

"I love the name,why don't you like it?"He says and I frown.We go through the main doors and over to my locker.

"Cause I don't."I remark putting in my combo.I don't like to talk about my mom is you haven't noticed.

"CAn you tell me why though?"He says leaning up against the locker crossing his arms.

"I don't like to talk about it but heres a hint bad memories."I said slamming the locker and heading to my class,leaving him in the hall confused and standing there all stupid like.
*5 minutes later bell rings*

I see lots of late students rush in with Mr.Knowlton shooing them in the class.

"Okay class well today we will be doing a test so get you're papers out and study for a bit."He says and I rase my hand calmly up.

"What jones?"He says pointing at me.

"Can I just take the test now please?"I said calmly while Kiras and Jakes friend shoot me dirty looks.

"Um are you sure you don't need to study?"He asked walking back to his desk.

"Yes Im sure I studied last night."I said and waddles over cause he's not the skinniest guy in the world just waddles like a little penguin and he puts the test on my desk and I start to jot down my answers.

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I give him the test and he grades it right then and there.As he marks them right with a star,I did get like one wrong cause I never remember the peoples names that good.

"Good job now just sit quietly till class ends."He says and he puts it in the grading book.

"Okay."I said wondering back to my desk.I bring out my notebook and start to doodle pickacu in a cute chibi form with Ash (pickacu's owner).As I draw Ash some one draws a line across it with a pen so I can't erase it.I look up and it was Abby.

"Bitch."I mouth and she flipped me off and sits back down and giggles with the other sluts and whores.I flip to the next page and I redraw them.

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I sit by Delih with my food in my hands.I sit down and she looks at me and smiles.

"Well I hired you been chatting it up with Zayn recently."SHe said with a huge smile.

"Ya soo we just talk cause we are bored on the bus thats all."I said pulling my jacket sleeve back down.

"Ya okay but guess who is dating Kira?"She said rolling her eyes multiple times.

"Who Keven,Andrew,Dawson?"I sart to guess and she says.

"Jake..."She says trailing off.

"Jake,you mean my bully Jake?"I said shocked at his choice of dating the killer(Kira means killer in japan :p)

"Ya I hired its suppose to make Zayn Jealous."She says with a sigh at the end.

"Wow what a attention whore."I said eating a piece of the garlic bread.

"Ya I can't believe I used to be friends with her."I said with a mouth full of food.
After I was done eating I get up to dump my tray as I start to walk up to the trash cans I go pass the food line and Jake walks pass me bumping right into me making me fall face first.As I slowly get up I hear tons of people laughing embarrassed, I leave the lunch room keeping my tray on the floor with it spilled all over.I keep my profile low and I soon leave the lunch room.I start to tear up and I hear some one yell my name.

"Liz!"I look back and its De.

"What Dede."I said calling her old nickname.

"What happened?"She asked putting her arm around my back.

"Jake thats what fucking happened!"I said loudly and I stop by a corner kind of close to my locker

"Hey,Well when I left I hired some one yell at Jake..."She trails off and I turn around sharply and give her a look like What?

"Ya all I hear is like why did you do that ?You douche bag blah blah blah..."She says and I give her a look like i'm pissed.Its defiantly Zayn protecting me again!

Notes

this chapter is more like a filler but it important I guess...