She closed the kitchen door behind her and made sure the little opening between us and the living room was shut. She guided me to the island, I stood on one side she stood on the other. She stood staring at me giving me eyes full of pity.  "I know you are upset about Zayn." she said in a hush tone. "No I'm no." I said offensively even though she is right. "Morgan I'm not stupid I'm your best friend I know that is the reason." she said looking deeply into my eyes. I sighed and nodded my head. "you're right. I just don't know why I'm so sad, it's been six years I thought these feeling were gone when I left Bradford." I said looking down at the granite tops as I glided my fingers on them. "Morg, first loves feelings never go away no matter how hard we try to make them, maybe you are suppose to be with. Maybe you are not but don't mope around about it." Zoe said still very quietly. But I heard every word she said and she is right if Zayn wants to be with Perrie then that's fine. If he wants to be with me... What am I kidding I'm just an ordinary girl. "you are right Zoe." I said smiling. " I'm not going to mope around about this! Hell I'll make the best out of this." "that's my girl. Now come on let's get back before the boys get curious."she said running to my side and grabbing my hand walking back out to the living room. All the boys were sitting on the couch, including Zayn. Me and Zoe sat on the love seat that was across from them. "so what do you ladies want to do now?" Liam asked Zoe looked at me I shrugged. "ummm I'm not sure." Zoe said "maybe video games or something like that." I said. I looked at all the boys they had a shocked expression on each and everyone of their faces. "what?" I asked slightly blushing. "um we're just not use of girls wanting to play vide games." Harry said with still an shocked expression. Both me and Zoe started cracking up. "are you serious?!! Me and Morgan love playing video game!" Zoe said through her laughter. "well then girls what do you want to play?" Zayn asked. "hmmm." I looked at Zoe. She nodded her head. "how about we play FIFA?" I said questionably. "oh you are gonna regret picking that game! I'm going to kick all of your asses at it." Niall said confidently. I just laugh. "oh Niall I'm the pro at this game. You are going to be sad when you lose to a girl." I said in a challenging way. He stood up and I followed his action. "is that a challenge I smell." he said with his eyes on me. "I believe that is." I said "bring it on." he said  "my pleasure." I replied