
Just a feeling
Deceit
When we got to our flat me and Ethel spend the night talking about James and obviously the way NIiall was acting lately, he was really wierd and I was starting to get really excited, I mean he was funny, handsome and confident, what was wrong with me James was the one that I have loved for like 1 year and now this blonde boy was getting really into my mind.
"In the name of pancakes... He likes you" Ethel said. She always used that expression to show her excitment.
I laughed and said "I'm not sure Eth... Why was he so rude at first?"
"Mm mm... Maybe he was scared"
"Of me?"
"No no no no don't get me wrong" she said with an abrupted tone "I mean about the situation, imagine you suddenly get a "boyfriend" but its a guy you dont even know, I would be confused and sacared" she said grabbing some popcorn from the bowl in front of us and looking at me with a don't judge him look, maybe she was right but for now I was keeping my distance because I wasn't ready for a rejection... Again.
When I woke up I looked at my phone and I had a new mail it was from Modest!:
Hello Emma,
You are doing a great job and don't worry for your application to Cambridge we are sure that you will enter and don't worry either about the fees.
About Niall we need to move up for the next level, the bad gossip is almost over but we need to keep going if we want to sell another world tour.
Meet with us at the Modest! offices at noon and we will tell you and Niall the new agendas.
See you,
Collin Rusell
Modest!
I looked at the clock, I had only an hour to be in time. I took a shower and heard Ethel's voice saying goodbye she was applying for a job at Starbucks, yikes! I didn't tell her that I needed a ride, guess I was going to take a taxi. When I was ready I left the flat, went downstairs and took a taxi. I was 2 minutes late when I arrived to the offices, I announced myself and entered.
"Hello Emma, I hope my mail wasn't abrupt" Collin said, he was joking right?.
I looked at all the people that was at the table, 2 really tough guys and obviously Niall, I smiled and only Niall smiled back at me, he had a beautiful smile. We holded eachother's sigths for a few seconds until Collin's voice interrupted us.
"Let's see... According to many magazines... You are the sweetest copule, well.. They are waiting for a confirmation because everything is just speculations, but you two are wonderful, I mean all those meals and coffees, well the club incident was confusing but... Helpful too"
I turned to see Niall and he was smiling, I can't deny I was smiling too.
"So now we have to go for the kiss, I was wondering if you could go for an ice-cream and then kiss, you know something little and innocent, but it can be different if you want" Collin said while he sat on the table.
"Well that sounds really simple, if we want them to believe us we have to make it look better, I will think of something and text you both Emma and Niall with the plan" one of the other guys said.
That seemed nice for me, I had to prepare my mind and I nodded.
"What do you think Niall?" Collin said looking at him and Niall just nodded as me.
"And of course after that, you'll have to spend more time together, but that's all for now, you can leave" the other guy added while we were getting out of that room.
"Oh and by the way Niall..." Niall and I turned to look again at Collin "Yesterday at Zayn's house, your performance was amazing, the laughs and you touching her face, just perfect, who would say that you were that good at acting" I felt dizzy, everything was fake, but it was obvious what I was expecting? my prince? Collin was still congratulating Niall who seemed confused too.
"Please come with me, lets go out" I heard but with an echo effect I didn't move until I realised it was Niall pulling me.
When we were outside Niall begged me to go to his house and I don't know in which moment I accepted. He drove while I stayed quite.
In the moment that we arrived I was regreting for accepting, I was right when I said that I was scared of love and feelings, so I went out of the car and started walking away from his house and away from him...
Suddenly I felt his hands on my shoulders, I turned with watery eyes, I was going to hit him and really hard, I raised my fist but he stopped me with a strenght I can't describe, he looked at me and said "You are thinking that I lied to you, don't you?"
"Is there another explanation?!?!" I asked with an accusatory tone.
"Yes, there is" he said getting close but still holding tight my wrist, ouch!
"I'm hearing" I said hiding my trembling voice.
He didn't say a word, he just leaned and kissed me.
Your welcome. I actually want to see how this story is going to turn out. Like the ending:)
12/10/13